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2017-08-09 at 6:26 PM UTCI thought I saw LSD down the hallway of a hospital doing janitorial work, during a psychosis once. He looked right at me and even had a neckbeard.
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2017-08-09 at 6:31 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 9:50 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 9:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 It's not my kid (thank fuck) but this. Defining a relationship as a '500lb weight' is typically not a good thing. POC's words, not mine.
You guys should mind your own fucking business and let us destroy our relationship on our own. We don't need help with that, believe me. -
2017-08-09 at 9:54 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 10:02 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 10:31 PM UTCYou know, there actually a lot of cute girls in Downtown Berkeley. They are at the age where men naturally tend to find their bodies most attractive, and of course, being right by the community college and UC Berkeley, which are only blocks away from each other, they will tend to be substantially more intelligent, have a better sense of fashion, physical appearance (weight and maintenance), as well as better and unique styles, which really makes it an aesthetic pleasure (non-sexual) to people watch.
Maybe Lanny has something to this idea of literally not forming crushes being due to not knowing a single person IRL. In high school it was bound to occur because people tend to be so idiotic and undeveloped. I had extremely asymmetrical development, which is common among aspies, and having a high IQ and reading extensively (During that period I decided I would read what were considered the greatest novels of all time, the ones that captured my interest. I actually did go through with it, although of course I didn't read all of them.).
I must not stray from the path that has become illuminated to me. I will have to continually strengthen my discipline, and I'm planning to finally get a vasectomy soon just in case, now that I've wrapped up prioritized things.
Also, there was a street preacher outside the main BART entrance and this older (50s-60s?) was engaging him politely. Fortunately as I was about to leave and go down the escalator I stopped for a bit and he was talking about Adam and Eve. The older guy stated there was no scientific evidence that they existed, and preacher said there was scientific evidence that we all descended from two people, Adam and Eve.
At that point I politely raised my hand to chest level and simply asked a pretty common question, "Pardon me, doesn't that imply that their children committed incest?"
He actually blatantly, directly, stated right away, "Yes, they did commit incest. *pause* but within a context."
"So we're all descended from incest?" (Addressing the effects this would have caused and asking how we avoided that would have been a a good question to follow up with."
I didn't expect him to blatantly say it in an unabashed tone. At that moment the other guy and I looked at each other with incredulous smirks on our faces. Then I just left because I didn't care enough to hear his explanation and I don't give a fuck about being rude to people who deserve it, or when convenient.
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2017-08-09 at 10:50 PM UTCIs anybody else having the problem of the text editor buttons not showing up despite having it checked off in the settings?
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2017-08-09 at 10:51 PM UTCI think I may actually consider myself a Buddhist now. Of course my interpretation is very different from the standard mystical interpretation. If asked, I would label myself a Secular Buddhist, as it most aligns with my views.
Yes, yes, I know, maliciousness. I've changed greatly over the years. Oh, I mean in terms of how much I lash out. I definitely need to get my anger under control. What enrages me most, practically the only things that enrage me, are affronts to me, particularly my enormous, yet atypical, sense of pride.
That and, fortunately due to Discount pointing it, out I've realized I may be mildly bipolar. Becoming extremely irritable and angry, possibly during the beginning period, before I lapse into a feeling of distinct melancholy, then the depressive peak, may be a common pattern, particularly among males. I've noticed this in 1337.
Moved into the depressive phase, the lowest part, yesterday. Fortunately that means it'll be over soon and I'll enter into another manic cycle at a pretty convenient time. I thought about how this would effect my life, school, work, interpersonal relations/how people peceive me.
I really need to be aware of and prevent myself from lashing out at people. The neurological aspects of autism that cause negative emotions to be greatly amplified, perpetually being in a flight or fight mode and naturally, neurologically, interpreting all negative events initiated by others, makes this so much worse. I cannot help it, I can't stop it. That doesn't mean I'm helpless forever, it's simply going to take time.
Also, the Method of Loci is really useful for remembering things. A really simply method I use is to use the front door, the area in front of me when I go inside, the chair, desk, computer keyboard, screen, even using both the black/powered off screen, if I put the computer in sleep mode, and the screen when I first turn it on. Convenient if I don't want to bother writing them down on my phone.
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2017-08-09 at 11:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Piles of Crack Says the junkie who starts a fight over a $2 coffee.
Lol, like 4 years ago. But damn man, I'm just saying how a bunch of the last several posts before that were people going on about how miserable and unfixable they are and they'll never be happy or normal and nobody loves me and so on. Like shit son, calm down. I just come here to shitpost and fuck around, and everybody going on about how they be better off dead, or everyone else would be better off dead, or they're some savant that will never fit in in society (looking at you, Malice). So serious. Call someone a niggerfag or something, sheesh. -
2017-08-09 at 11:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 Then don't post about it in the first place
Yeah, I didn't even know they were together before they brought it up. And it was kinda the ongoing topic at the time. But like I said, I don't really know shit about that. I was just helping point out why your quote was applicable. -
2017-08-09 at 11:20 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 11:24 PM UTCHey, Malice. Do you ever stop and think to yourself
Self, maybe spending all this time analyzing myself is
not really
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2017-08-09 at 11:25 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You know, there actually a lot of cute girls in Downtown Berkeley. They are at the age where men naturally tend to find their bodies most attractive, and of course, being right by the community college and UC Berkeley, which are only blocks away from each other, they will tend to be substantially more intelligent, have a better sense of fashion, physical appearance (weight and maintenance), as well as better and unique styles, which really makes it an aesthetic pleasure (non-sexual) to people watch.
Maybe Lanny has something to this idea of literally not forming crushes being due to not knowing a single person IRL. In high school it was bound to occur because people tend to be so idiotic and undeveloped. I had extremely asymmetrical development, which is common among aspies, and having a high IQ and reading extensively (During that period I decided I would read what were considered the greatest novels of all time, the ones that captured my interest. I actually did go through with it, although of course I didn't read all of them.).
I must not stray from the path that has become illuminated to me. I will have to continually strengthen my discipline, and I'm planning to finally get a vasectomy soon just in case, now that I've wrapped up prioritized things.
Also, there was a street preacher outside the main BART entrance and this older (50s-60s?) was engaging him politely. Fortunately as I was about to leave and go down the escalator I stopped for a bit and he was talking about Adam and Eve. The older guy stated there was no scientific evidence that they existed, and preacher said there was scientific evidence that we all descended from two people, Adam and Eve.
At that point I politely raised my hand to chest level and simply asked a pretty common question, "Pardon me, doesn't that imply that their children committed incest?"
He actually blatantly, directly, stated right away, "Yes, they did commit incest. *pause* but within a context."
"So we're all descended from incest?" (Addressing the effects this would have caused and asking how we avoided that would have been a a good question to follow up with."
I didn't expect him to blatantly say it in an unabashed tone. At that moment the other guy and I looked at each other with incredulous smirks on our faces. Then I just left because I didn't care enough to hear his explanation and I don't give a fuck about being rude to people who deserve it, or when convenient.
First of all, lol.
Second of all, I think you'll be very disappointed if you go into college expecting it to be full of "substantially more intelligent people." I recently finished up a philosophy class and there was just this massive lack of logic and understanding. I started the class pretty much driving the discussion but very quickly stopped due to almost everybody in there being a total fucking idiot, even the teacher.
For example, when discussing abortion one guy said that he thought it was wrong due to some passage in the bible about god knowing us all since conception. Whatever, right? Theists gonna theist. But lots of people in the class would not accept this and decided to try and prove that the guy was wrong or something. One girl brought up how only women should be able to decide abortion laws. Someone else said that they were Christian too, and that his interpretation was incorrect.
Then the teacher (who also teaches a world religions class) said in nice terms that the bible is outdated and that you can't take it literally. The guy defended this with "It's just my religion." Which OK. There's his system of logic, yeah? Religion. You don't have to agree with it but now you know where he's coming from.
You'd think that'd be the end of it. But no. This discussion went on for nearly an hour with the guy basically defending his belief the entire time with "That's just how I interpret this passage" and no real progress past that point. Like a giant circlejerk. At some point someone did try to end the discussion by defending the religious dude, but they absolutely would not stop trying to persuade him into believing the same as they did. In a philosophy class.
I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt, and I think most people are intelligent. But that class made me have some serious fucking doubts.
In other words: Knowledge =/= Intelligence. -
2017-08-09 at 11:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Lol, like 4 years ago. But damn man, I'm just saying how a bunch of the last several posts before that were people going on about how miserable and unfixable they are and they'll never be happy or normal and nobody loves me and so on. Like shit son, calm down. I just come here to shitpost and fuck around, and everybody going on about how they be better off dead, or everyone else would be better off dead, or they're some savant that will never fit in in society (looking at you, Malice). So serious. Call someone a niggerfag or something, sheesh.
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2017-08-09 at 11:27 PM UTC
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 First of all, lol.
Second of all, I think you'll be very disappointed if you go into college expecting it to be full of "substantially more intelligent people." I recently finished up a philosophy class and there was just this massive lack of logic and understanding. I started the class pretty much driving the discussion but very quickly stopped due to almost everybody in there being a total fucking idiot, even the teacher.
For example, when discussing abortion one guy said that he thought it was wrong due to some passage in the bible about god knowing us all since conception. Whatever, right? Theists gonna theist. But lots of people in the class would not accept this and decided to try and prove that the guy was wrong or something. One girl brought up how only women should be able to decide abortion laws. Someone else said that they were Christian too, and that his interpretation was incorrect.
Then the teacher (who also teaches a world religions class) said in nice terms that the bible is outdated and that you can't take it literally. The guy defended this with "It's just my religion." Which OK. There's his system of logic, yeah? Religion. You don't have to agree with it but now you know where he's coming from.
You'd think that'd be the end of it. But no. This discussion went on for nearly an hour with the guy basically defending his belief the entire time with "That's just how I interpret this passage" and no real progress past that point. Like a giant circlejerk. At some point someone did try to end the discussion by defending the religious dude, but they absolutely would not stop trying to persuade him into believing the same as they did. In a philosophy class.
I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt, and I think most people are intelligent. But that class made me have some serious fucking doubts.
In other words: Knowledge =/= Intelligence.
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2017-08-09 at 11:27 PM UTCYOLO
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2017-08-10 at 1:18 AM UTC
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2017-08-10 at 1:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 First of all, lol.
Second of all, I think you'll be very disappointed if you go into college expecting it to be full of "substantially more intelligent people." I recently finished up a philosophy class and there was just this massive lack of logic and understanding. I started the class pretty much driving the discussion but very quickly stopped due to almost everybody in there being a total fucking idiot, even the teacher.
For example, when discussing abortion one guy said that he thought it was wrong due to some passage in the bible about god knowing us all since conception. Whatever, right? Theists gonna theist. But lots of people in the class would not accept this and decided to try and prove that the guy was wrong or something. One girl brought up how only women should be able to decide abortion laws. Someone else said that they were Christian too, and that his interpretation was incorrect.
Then the teacher (who also teaches a world religions class) said in nice terms that the bible is outdated and that you can't take it literally. The guy defended this with "It's just my religion." Which OK. There's his system of logic, yeah? Religion. You don't have to agree with it but now you know where he's coming from.
You'd think that'd be the end of it. But no. This discussion went on for nearly an hour with the guy basically defending his belief the entire time with "That's just how I interpret this passage" and no real progress past that point. Like a giant circlejerk. At some point someone did try to end the discussion by defending the religious dude, but they absolutely would not stop trying to persuade him into believing the same as they did. In a philosophy class.
I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt, and I think most people are intelligent. But that class made me have some serious fucking doubts.
In other words: Knowledge =/= Intelligence.
Been there, done that.
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2017-08-10 at 3:15 AM UTCFucking damn it. Went to grab a banana and the tops of three other ones ripped off.