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The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-03-24 at 10:05 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:07 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Grylls put it on easy mode, u gonna get gud endorphin ting vibes
Nah man I am playing Doom Eternal and I can tell it is a great game, I'm even shredding ass on Nightmare mode because I am good at clicking head, but I literally just cannot sit there and at for more than 20-30 mins -
2020-03-24 at 10:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Why m8?
Idk really. I've been feeling extra distracted recently. Everything in my life seems just ever so slightly out of balance. I want my life to run like a McCoy. I have been sitting down to write and can't do it for more than ~15 minutes a day. I can't okay for more that 20 or 30 minutes in a row.
Shit just sucks.
I have a lot of stuff buzzing around in my mind and I just can't stop it long enough to get one thing down. Even when I meditate, it's gotten harder to let thoughts spin down. O feel like I can't think, I'm just belching out thoughts from my subconscious and I can't cap it.
I wish I could just shut it the fuck up and focus on doing one thing every day, all day. -
2020-03-24 at 10:29 AM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Idk really. I've been feeling extra distracted recently. Everything in my life seems just ever so slightly out of balance. I want my life to run like a McCoy. I have been sitting down to write and can't do it for more than ~15 minutes a day. I can't okay for more that 20 or 30 minutes in a row.
Shit just sucks.
I have a lot of stuff buzzing around in my mind and I just can't stop it long enough to get one thing down. Even when I meditate, it's gotten harder to let thoughts spin down. O feel like I can't think, I'm just belching out thoughts from my subconscious and I can't cap it.
I wish I could just shut it the fuck up and focus on doing one thing every day, all day.
I know dat feel. -
2020-03-24 at 10:31 AM UTCAlcohol is the only answer
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2020-03-24 at 10:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE I'm too depressed to play video games
Originally posted by ORACLE Idk really. I've been feeling extra distracted recently. Everything in my life seems just ever so slightly out of balance. I want my life to run like a McCoy. I have been sitting down to write and can't do it for more than ~15 minutes a day. I can't okay for more that 20 or 30 minutes in a row.
Shit just sucks.
I have a lot of stuff buzzing around in my mind and I just can't stop it long enough to get one thing down. Even when I meditate, it's gotten harder to let thoughts spin down. O feel like I can't think, I'm just belching out thoughts from my subconscious and I can't cap it.
I wish I could just shut it the fuck up and focus on doing one thing every day, all day.
Lmao little depressed faggot. Get a real job loser. And while you’re at it, stop fucking dogs -
2020-03-24 at 10:33 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:40 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:42 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah i think ive barely played 4 hours in the last couple months. I just have so much other stuff that needs doing.
Even stuff I need to do, I have basically started tossing stuff away 30 minutes into doing it like a big baby. Everything that needs doing, I'm getting it done 30 minutes at a time. -
2020-03-24 at 10:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Even stuff I need to do, I have basically started tossing stuff away 30 minutes into doing it like a big baby. Everything that needs doing, I'm getting it done 30 minutes at a time.
Youre describing the last 14 years of my life. Im just so fucking tired and everything is too much work. -
2020-03-24 at 10:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Literal dogfucker chink who works as a literal clerk ^
Your whole life is a giant depression, you are just used to fucking dogs to know there is anything else.
Its funny you’re so infatuated with me you remember something from 8 years ago. I haven’t been a clerk since I was 19.
I’m 27 now. For the last 5 years Ive been making 120k a year to sit around and watch Netflix and shitpost 3 days a week. You envy wealth, that much is clear from how you legitimately pretended to be a millionaire on the internet for several years. I’m not even that well off and you will still never reach my level.
Stay losing, bitch made cunt -
2020-03-24 at 10:54 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 10:58 AM UTCYeah i went off the zoloft after a year or so bc all it was doing was making me shit liquid co stantly
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2020-03-24 at 11:06 AM UTCYeah my vertebrae are grinding on each other. Hip fucked up, pain down my leg. Giant hole in my molar and dentists offices all closed. 4k left to my name at a dead end job. 2 minths peft to go on methadone.
Backat moms house. Find myself fuckingwith people for no reason.
Im mot even sad- depressed persey. Just fucking exhausted. Every time the phone even rings at work i sigh reflexively and curse under my breath. Everything is just so fucking heavy. I dont remember it being like that when i was 20. It sounds so inviting to just lay in bed until i turn to slime. I dont need things to be easy. I just dont want to feel that oppressive fucking gravity and pressure every minute of every day. Feels like being at the bottom of the ocean in a sprite can. -
2020-03-24 at 11:08 AM UTCAnd the theres a cinstant realization that theres just not enough time to do all the things i want/need to do, so why bother trying. Consciously i know thats bitch nigga shit but fortunately im too tired to care lol.
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2020-03-24 at 11:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah my vertebrae are grinding on each other. Hip fucked up, pain down my leg. Giant hole in my molar and dentists offices all closed. 4k left to my name at a dead end job. 2 minths peft to go on methadone.
Backat moms house. Find myself fuckingwith people for no reason.
Im mot even sad- depressed persey. Just fucking exhausted. Every time the phone even rings at work i sigh reflexively and curse under my breath. Everything is just so fucking heavy. I dont remember it being like that when i was 20. It sounds so inviting to just lay in bed until i turn to slime. I dont need things to be easy. I just dont want to feel that oppressive fucking gravity and pressure every minute of every day. Feels like being at the bottom of the ocean in a sprite can.
Yeah I am not sad depressed but more like you depressed. I have to willpower every single little thing. -
2020-03-24 at 11:31 AM UTC
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2020-03-24 at 12:17 PM UTCJustin Hernandez 2:Schopenhauerian Boogaloo