I can see how thanksgiving is going to go
"oh wow congratulations on being sober for 6 months we are so proud of you"
"so why aren't you making 6 figures yet ?"
"why don't you have a girlfriend?"
At least there will be pie.
I wonder what all the people who gave up on migrating here/other places are up to? Would be neat if all the talented and smart people have gone on to succussful careers and whatnot now that its been a good while since the timesink of zoklet disappeared. Kind of regret not grabbing people's email addresses when the chance was there. Can't really think of any specific users I want to check on personally just anyone in general. Except for LavaRed, the crossdressing colombian coffee plantation owner who had an arsenal of guns and also stage 4 cancer. I hope he's not dead.
2015-11-12 at 3:46 PM UTC
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Can't sleep without alcohol
How is your alcohol problem coming along Zanik?
I bought Fallout 4 last night and now can't find my charging cable for the remote. For whatever reason my phone cable doesn't work with the remote anymore either ffs.
I just want something different so I'm voting for Trump. He's financing his own campaign so he won't have a bunch rich donors to answer to while he's in office. He'll actually be able to do what he wants/says within reason and he is obviously smart and it will be the funniest four years in american political history.
I've been having horrible dreams. Yesterday I dream I was at work and had some radioactive looking fungal infection on my arm that was grotesque and I went to the hospital and it was its own metropolis disneyland like place and I couldnt find the ER. Last night I dreamed I found my dog decapitated and he was still blinking and his body was twitching and shit and he wouldn't die what the fuck
shitpost to offset all the longposting
2015-10-27 at 9:40 PM UTC
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Vizier is Dead!
Fucking amazing how no one died from the biggest hurricane of all time. Mexican government handled this extremely well and make our government look stupid in comparison to our handling of Katrina. I know Norleans is stupidly designed major city and Patricia slammed the most mountainous area of Mexico taking some of the sting off, but to have 0 casualties for such a massive storm is absolutely amazing.
How bad of an idea would using phenibut occasionally be, after abusing etizolam for a solid 3 years? Doctors tell me if I eat another benzo I'll die or whatever but what do they know
I go to poetry readings once a month but its mostly to read my own shitty poems than to listen to other peoples. I got invited to some artshowthing at a bar next next weekend I'll go to maybe I'll take picture for you!
Hollllly fuck first night off probation of course I to a bar with half off Wednesday going on and I get pulled over. Cop just ran my plates and license and let go God damn I need a designated driver fr
2015-10-20 at 12:19 PM UTC
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Can't sleep without alcohol
standing up and walking about for 8 hours isn't proper exercise. When you get off work, do something with high intensity like sprinting up a hill or lifting weights. If you legit don't have time after work (you do) then on ur off day that u said you spend drinking wine with everyone you should be drinking less and exercising more. It sounds like you have a problem already and it sounds like you are starting to see it as a problem which is good because it is a huge problem but maybe you need a little help from you family and friends. I had a drug problem and knew it was a problem, like you I couldn't sleep without the drug and couldn't even do anything without it I let it get out of control and it wasn't until I was hospitalized for the 3rd time that I realised I was fucked up way too much and needed to stop. I hope you get the help you need before you require hospital visit and rehab because it sounds like your career is on the up and I can only assume a career in the pharmacy field will be ruined if you have to go to rehab for substance abuse. You seem like a smart person and hopefully you can get through this with prayer, exercise, and determination but don't be afraid to ask for help from friends family doctor or God there is only so much text from strangers on a screen can do. Good luck and I will keep you in my prayers.
Absolutely not. I would not hurt another person for any amount of money unless that person agreed to it.
