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2021-03-21 at 1:53 AM UTC in Feninism needs to get raped and immolateAnother caveman and ms. Phosphate story
main gripe with people today is double standards. So.. women say chauvinistic behavior is sexist.. but they still want to have their credit cards and salon money.
A woman hits a man and the man is supposed to just take it.ive had a situation where a homeless druggie woman starts swinging (quite pathetically), i just stood there. She and the other weird fembot cronies started calling me HOSTILE. Threatening to call rhe police
These womenunspokenly tryin to cuck men and make them comply to anything, even being forced out of public property because they feel like it
Cant even jerk the arm back
I was homeless living with mary and caveman.. things were sometimes cool ajd i had a gpod repoir with her because i was high on barbituares when we first met and she liked my.crossdressing shameless faggot rapid tweaker self. We had a "platonic shower" using water and soap that were still stuck in pipes from the old burger king we inhabited. Later on as me and caveman and her got high together.. she would become way more maniacal.
Getting her dose then passinf out wakinf up forgetrijf the high claiming she got bunk stuff threareninf cavelad with her baton
I fucking hate womenThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-27 at 3:48 AM UTC in Indie film - Roshambutane Rebellion tuæxabieœThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-02-27 at 2:23 AM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisoberSemisober meaning on December 27th I stopped doing heroin, cocaine, benzos, fentanyl, pain pills. Cannabinoids, etc and went to detox
Stayed at detox for a week, got medication adjusted and inducted on suboxone.
Since I've been out of detox. I've only gotten high maybe 8 times
I do 500mg propylhexedrine every Friday or atleast once a week. Done this 6 separate occasions total.
Did 2nd plat bundy doses twice, both being about 500 odd mg
I do take benadryl in doses of like, 200-250 every now and then and combine with suboxone, listen to MU, delta and theta binaural beats depending on mood, or out of the urantia audiobook
I've realized, with all my near death encounters, running across 8 lanes of 70-90mph traffic and surviving, a 20+ mile walk over 12 hours on speed with very little water ended up having muscle tissue break down and acute kidney failure
Bottle to the head and immense bleeding ... many spice overdoses, 15g phenibut OD, 500mg loperamide OD, 4 gram T-PAIN OD, 360MG methadone OD, many many benadryl ODs, 3 odd cases of serotonin syndrome , Nardil induced rhabdomyolysis, Ativan WD induced catatonia seizures and hallucinations, bath salt excursions, cardiac mishaps.., huffing duster, huffing starter fluid, huffing and drinking butane
I've managed to come out with my intelligence, craving for knowledge, and higher reasoning skills intact. Major deficits to impulse control, striatal dopamine, ventral tegmental dopamine, mid brain dopamine and limbic system dysregulation
Honestly. If I didn't have a few stints of taking 2 or 3 nootropics for months back when I was 15,16. And 17 I would've probably somewhere down the line became a vegetativeroy. For real. Im sure alot of the obscure drugs I did CONTRIBUTED to my eccentric brain function in a good way
Even when im neurologically severely impaired I do spend a great deal of my time high researching various brain functions. Diseases, pharmacology. History, and also playing guitar. Honing my music skills over years. Via drug help I've mixed mastered performed made artwork for and assembled:
Stiffchick.bandcamp.com
Theschizoids.bandcamp.com
Shamby.bandcamp.com
Lockedinprism.bandcamp.com
Therainmen.bandcamp.com
Sperglords.bandcamp.com
Coughgelandthebundys.bandcamp.com
Thecarpetsurfers.bandcamp.com
And MORE
tldr: Keep your brain active when ur fucked upThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-20 at 12:25 AM UTC in benzo cuddlesIt is yeah
I would spoon a decrepit old scraggly unwashed man if I get a nice dose of temazepam beforehand
I once fucked a burn victim (got fucked by) with burns on 95 percent of his body. The xanax GHB and propylhexedrine made it actually interesting
I felt like I had found the goldmine of the human experience
To be penetrated by a rubbery grafted member and stroke his bumpy scarred mutilated scorchfleshThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-20 at 12:21 AM UTC in Will marijuana be out of my system in 10 days?
Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ A person on fire could beat that easily.
OH GOD bundy SHOWS UP??? IM FUCKED. BUT THE SUBOXONE DOCTOR NEVER SAOD NUFFIN AM IS IT A CUSTOM GAS CHROMATOGRAPH MASS SPECTROMETER PANEL OR IS THAT IN ALL?
I KNOW PROPYLHEXEDRINE DONT SHOW UP BUT SHIT
THEY GONNA BE LIKE WTF WHEN THEY SEE 1000X THEREPEUTIC LEVEL OF BENADRYLThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-06 at 3:21 AM UTC in Living the ok lifeI live at a sober commune in a decently furnished, pretty clean trailer with 2 other guys, got my own room (albeit the floor space is just a tad bigger than the size of the twin mattress on the floor). We wake up whenever, as long as we are there to attent the 8am 12 step meeting. We got time to ourselves from 9 to 12 and then from 1 to 4 we work..
Its on a farm so there's tons of shit to do, I mostly do the trash rounds to the dumpsters and some cleanup work, lifting and transporting etc
4pm another meeting, then at 9pm some nights there's meetings
Im on suboxone and I go into town once a week to see the sub doc
Other than that I mostly stick to myself here, fuxk around on the internet, get high very rarely (today I did 300mg bundy being my first recreational use in like 35 days). But a bundy trip here and there is neccessary to clean out cerebral junk and to vitalize and center your true inner being
How's everyone elseThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-02-06 at 3:21 AM UTC in Living the ok lifeI decided slowing down and staying in one place, getting my faculties together is what I should do.. before I even think of joining the workforce. Gotta be well before I can be usefulThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-01-22 at 12:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionHey just wanted to let everyone know I'm off the street I have a shitton of stories about Mary phosphate and caveman junior but at the moment I really don't feel are talking about the shit. Am something days sober with the help of suboxone. Found God atleast am more close to Jesus. And alot of stress has disappeared from my life and the so called phenomenon of craving has diminished greatly due to burning myself out on meth and heroin when I was homeless in summerville. Went to jail for a month back in October-november. Was a 2nd degree burlary charge for sleeping in broken down burger King. Was dropped to loitering and prowling. SuhThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-01-22 at 9:47 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-20 at 2:25 PM UTC in bad jokeswhy do they call me trader joe?
cause im the elite spiceee dealer z0mg
what support group does the italian go to?
A! A!
why do you want to be polite around the german cholesterol patient?
you dont want to inSALT himThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-21 at 2:28 AM UTC in bad jokesWhat is coughgel bundys favorite band?
The spice girlsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-20 at 2:39 PM UTC in coronavirus is a good thingwake up the world to realize even tho its 2020 a fucking germ can exterminate us, makes society be more careful
ugly people can hide behind a mask
it helps me shoplift
i know enough about pharmacology and neuroscience to fake being a doctor, the mask will help the lie and maybe i can use it to fuckt chicks
I also had a secret wish for a while that an apocalyptic type thing would happen.. my nihilistic misanthropy gives me crisis comfort if that makes any sense. makes me blend into the background more because its a shroud for my social retardedness. if theres a major pandemic going on no one gives a shit or notices my autismThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-19 at 2:57 PM UTC in roshambo here, TINKLY WINKLEJOHNShey, quick post because i forgot my library card pin and im using their free temporary 15 minute computer
I sniffed 60 focalins in like 2 hours around a week ago and got into some mess at the halfway house, left peacefully. when i was out walking i saw some crazy dude and stayed at his house for a day.. his dad was a vietnam vet. this guy stole 20 dollars from his dad and i used it to buy cigarettes. me and him went for a walk and he said he had to go home or his dad would worry. i pointed him home.. stole some benzedrex later showed up at his house. he never came home. i hightailed out of there and psychwarded. in said psychward a doc took me off wellbutrin and lyrics and put me on a new cocktail of cymbalta baclofen doxepin and trileptal, for neuralgia mood stabilization pain and depression. its working pretty well.
i had a latent script of wellbutrin at the pharmacy so thats been my fuel. ive also been stealing soma from some guy at my new boarding house that has MS. just reporting in. all is very very good. trileptal causes a weird neurologic side effect tho where everything sounds a semitone lower in pitch. pretty peculiar.
i read on the road by jack kerouac. dean moriarty reminds me so much of john (schplew). its also refreshing to read a book about benzedrine inhaler popping raving lunatics from the 50s. like a cold glass of affirming reality punch
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2020-10-19 at 3:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionSHAMBO IS BACK. NEW GENZERBLATION!!!!!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-19 at 3:18 PM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments section☻/ This is bob. Copy and paste him so he can take over youtube.
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2020-10-19 at 3:16 PM UTC in What weed should I buy next?romulan kushThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-08-09 at 6:52 PM UTC in I have no need to have sex?Is that odd? I mean because of all the stimulants are various drugs of all different kinds that I've used I'm not surprised but I still have a high sex drive I still masterbate I just don't feel like fucking every hot chick that I see you kno
I don't even think about sex alot.. I mean ivw had sex with like 7 different girls in my life, 3 men
Last time I had sex I got buttfucked and also gave head and I mean it was pretty crazy I mean I do have HIV nowThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-08-09 at 9:01 PM UTC in I'm being terminatedBasically I called someone in Niger a month ago cuz you went into someone's mail and stole some money, and lately this lady's been telling me I'm a sissy and to put on some panties and s*** so that's a hate crime right there I don't give a f*** but you know what she told me I'm being terminated by the end of the month I got in a bandeau to move into it's just going to be too hot this ain't my smartphone so it's going to suckThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-08-07 at 11:30 PM UTC in What roahambo Ia up to nowI do this
https://youtu.be/NPBDmuy1n7s
To deal with this
try try doing funny you suck dick sucking my dick sucked dick suck you suck dick sucking my dick suck black dick
All day all night from some Niger that lives in the same room onThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2016-09-05 at 6:19 AM UTC in Panny has the best youtube channel.nah I asked to be banned
edit: panthrax kept saying " I shouldn't have to ban you" so I told him to do it so I don't compulsively return to that Armitage shank of a chatroomThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
