2016-11-30 at 11:21 AM UTC
in
times are changin'
flunitrazepam uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
pyrazolam uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
alprazolam zoltrexolam, flibflabzolam, nefazolam
slut face arykl alkyl lazpemam
It was in the middle of another one of these, strung out and drawn out stimulant and marijiana binges. Have been thinking about her lately, only time I really can experience the love I always wanted to have with her is in my dreams. But the other day, not surprisingly in a weed and stimulant delerium, she called me. She fucking called me. Last time I had talked to her was about 2 years ago when I told her I was transgender and I needed to talk to her about stuff because I knew she was lesbian or something on the spectrum.
But something creepy as hell happened today. Going onto tinychat, the troglodyte central of the internet, there was a chick, with some username that seemed benign, but her name was the name of the one I love. Same voice. But insisted she was in her late 30s and when I asked her questions she just avoided them.
I should go on antipsychotics
Yes. I have chronic sciatica pain, testicle pain, trigeminal neuralgia and alot of sporadic nerve pain. I'm on gabapentin for anxiety but I take a bunch it helps pain very slightly
2016-11-29 at 7:49 AM UTC
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Ramplus darfners
I do drugs to stimulate my bloof blamf pruntus nodes
OH YEAH, FEEL THE TROUTS
GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY
HEY YOU NEW WAVE
On a slow day on the starship enterprise, spock was experiencing the pon far, every 7 years a vulcan must have sex or they go completely fucking batshit. So he goes to the synthesizer to synthesize some MMDA because he is too edgy for the normal molly so yeah.
Captain kirk was sitting at his chair when suddenly picard from the future comes back but hes fucked up in a state of temporal flux and on the first episode of the next generation, data actually fucks tasha yar. not even kidding. watch the episode.
It took me way too long, I realized today why I thought I was fucked up ever since 2014..hmm.. totse and descendents of totse are known to drive any willie garson to a complete bob noxious douche bag from his spice smoking, bundy, stimulant, hypocrite band innerd skinnerd with his counterpart on the other side of the screen doing the exact same thing. Yeah when two minds, any minds on this site merge, as in
quantum leap tier neuron meson connection
look at all the people on totse, and zoklet who became friends and one of them always ends up fucking up and dying while the other spends the rest of his life delving back into drugs realizing his friend is dead because of the first sign of a leap into the actual human race, had a fight, callin eachother assholes
2016-11-25 at 3:11 PM UTC
in
A few thoughts -
[thread will be updated at 3:01 or 17:03, if you cant read 24 hour time, too bad]
Also, 5:03 (yeah, heh) 7x5, living creatures, fall on their face, they must be havin fun
They're going to probably fade into obscurity once the Fairlight synth virtual reality schizoid syndrome simulator by relay-o lowdown wavefos-form shaped bows.
2016-11-25 at 11:12 AM UTC
in
ATTN: you know who
Don't even think about doing shit to sabotage my life. I have a date set for my own demise so I don't want my last few months on this planet to be fucked up by you.
Breast cancer. She died on Valentines day. She knew she was sick for a while and didn't tell anyone.. it progressed extremely quickly, or well, the treatment didn't help at all and just made her sick. I miss her.
2016-11-20 at 8:39 AM UTC
in
Sunday morning 3:45 AM.
I really need psychoanalysis sophie, you ignored my post in the thread but srs im going through rough times
2016-11-18 at 3:33 AM UTC
in
lanny ruined this forum
its rjined
its been rjined since 2014
or 15
i dont eememb
