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2021-02-27 at 4:03 PM UTC in What drugs do you take?Chalk
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2021-02-27 at 4:03 PM UTC in I hate transsexuals.
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2021-02-27 at 4:02 PM UTC in I hate transsexuals.Me too. Im just another run of the mill autismo tranny faggot.. but not transsexual
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2021-02-27 at 4:01 PM UTC in Word on the street isRudy's got the chalk
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2021-02-27 at 3:59 PM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisober
Originally posted by Robert Mugabe I've always got the impression OP makes a point of his excessive drug use as a measurement of his edge.
Go fuck yourself. You've ruined your life taking mediocre drugs that don't even give you good feels. You smoke spice as opposed to weed, and take shitty dumbass scripts when you could be snorting major cocaine.
You fail at failing life. I can honestly say despite the toll my drug use has taken on my body, I've got a million memories as opposed to making shitty videos in a bathroom hacking my rotten teeth out looking like a meth'd out transvestite.
Kill yourself
No.
I just do drugs cause I lack the fortitude to live sober and just "deal wiff it" in terms of uncomfortsble or unpleasant emotions.
I used to be an edgelord severe.. like zurvector stimmy bingus level z00t zβ°β°mer. Thougjt i was the coolest thing since split atoms
Then i realized im extremely autistic and since ive become more self aware of that I try to not put on any airs or play myself up eithdr irl or online, as i just end up looking like a dancing german bassist dweeb with hank hill glasses and carl wheezer sternum -
2021-02-27 at 9:31 AM UTC in retards who don't understand science make fun of others for not understanding science
Originally posted by Donald Trump You believe in Urantia? Why?
Becayse its a more introspective and universal integrative sort of.. collective.. that piques my interest in alt. Christianity
Like i believe in God and that jesus is his son, our savior. But in urantia theres many levels of universal dieties all with different positions and available powers... alien life.. many different fundamental realities all based on an expanding machine of frequency thats been buildinf ypon itself and becoming more elaborate over eons to build form integrate sentient beings into a corporeal universe as the shell body but as earth and ohr current reality is a very low tier existence theres always room for advancement, see?
Some tweaker showed me and told me all about urantia when we was high as fuck on ice... i havent read that much of it but i put on urantia audiobooks a few time a day -
2021-02-27 at 9:24 AM UTC in I have relapsed.Get resistant to peripheral skin
AND YOULL BE HYUH HYUH A OK KID -
2021-02-27 at 9:23 AM UTC in I have relapsed.Why be disco bunko
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2021-02-27 at 8:51 AM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisober
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2021-02-27 at 4:26 AM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisober
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2021-02-27 at 3:49 AM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisober
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2021-02-27 at 3:48 AM UTC in Indie film - Roshambutane Rebellion tuΓ¦xabieΕ
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2021-02-27 at 2:23 AM UTC in Conclusions I've reached from being semisoberSemisober meaning on December 27th I stopped doing heroin, cocaine, benzos, fentanyl, pain pills. Cannabinoids, etc and went to detox
Stayed at detox for a week, got medication adjusted and inducted on suboxone.
Since I've been out of detox. I've only gotten high maybe 8 times
I do 500mg propylhexedrine every Friday or atleast once a week. Done this 6 separate occasions total.
Did 2nd plat bundy doses twice, both being about 500 odd mg
I do take benadryl in doses of like, 200-250 every now and then and combine with suboxone, listen to MU, delta and theta binaural beats depending on mood, or out of the urantia audiobook
I've realized, with all my near death encounters, running across 8 lanes of 70-90mph traffic and surviving, a 20+ mile walk over 12 hours on speed with very little water ended up having muscle tissue break down and acute kidney failure
Bottle to the head and immense bleeding ... many spice overdoses, 15g phenibut OD, 500mg loperamide OD, 4 gram T-PAIN OD, 360MG methadone OD, many many benadryl ODs, 3 odd cases of serotonin syndrome , Nardil induced rhabdomyolysis, Ativan WD induced catatonia seizures and hallucinations, bath salt excursions, cardiac mishaps.., huffing duster, huffing starter fluid, huffing and drinking butane
I've managed to come out with my intelligence, craving for knowledge, and higher reasoning skills intact. Major deficits to impulse control, striatal dopamine, ventral tegmental dopamine, mid brain dopamine and limbic system dysregulation
Honestly. If I didn't have a few stints of taking 2 or 3 nootropics for months back when I was 15,16. And 17 I would've probably somewhere down the line became a vegetativeroy. For real. Im sure alot of the obscure drugs I did CONTRIBUTED to my eccentric brain function in a good way
Even when im neurologically severely impaired I do spend a great deal of my time high researching various brain functions. Diseases, pharmacology. History, and also playing guitar. Honing my music skills over years. Via drug help I've mixed mastered performed made artwork for and assembled:
Stiffchick.bandcamp.com
Theschizoids.bandcamp.com
Shamby.bandcamp.com
Lockedinprism.bandcamp.com
Therainmen.bandcamp.com
Sperglords.bandcamp.com
Coughgelandthebundys.bandcamp.com
Thecarpetsurfers.bandcamp.com
And MORE
tldr: Keep your brain active when ur fucked up -
2021-02-27 at 2:11 AM UTC in retards who don't understand science make fun of others for not understanding scienceTrue. And butthurt atheist drones who are empty inside because daddy tasted like a hectometer and mommy was a toolshed.. total bro begrudged scuttlebutt.
Atheists mock religious people for being retards because they're so empty they hate anyone with a religion that gives them fulfillment
Yeah, there are of course Bible belt inbred boones farm Christians who are complete chucklefucks that deserve to be mocked for their idiocy.. always exceptions to everything
And me being a relatively intelligent person on certain subjects and believing in urantia makes alot of atheists ivevknown self combust -
2021-02-20 at 12:45 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentNah imma sublingual it
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2021-02-20 at 12:45 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-02-20 at 12:27 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentAbout to crush and sniff a suboxone
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2021-02-20 at 12:25 AM UTC in benzo cuddlesIt is yeah
I would spoon a decrepit old scraggly unwashed man if I get a nice dose of temazepam beforehand
I once fucked a burn victim (got fucked by) with burns on 95 percent of his body. The xanax GHB and propylhexedrine made it actually interesting
I felt like I had found the goldmine of the human experience
To be penetrated by a rubbery grafted member and stroke his bumpy scarred mutilated scorchflesh -
2021-02-20 at 12:21 AM UTC in Will marijuana be out of my system in 10 days?
Originally posted by β β β β β β A person on fire could beat that easily.
OH GOD bundy SHOWS UP??? IM FUCKED. BUT THE SUBOXONE DOCTOR NEVER SAOD NUFFIN AM IS IT A CUSTOM GAS CHROMATOGRAPH MASS SPECTROMETER PANEL OR IS THAT IN ALL?
I KNOW PROPYLHEXEDRINE DONT SHOW UP BUT SHIT
THEY GONNA BE LIKE WTF WHEN THEY SEE 1000X THEREPEUTIC LEVEL OF BENADRYL -
2021-02-20 at 12:19 AM UTC in Will marijuana be out of my system in 10 days?If you dilute your urine by drinking much water but add some vitamin tablets crushed into it so it simulates urine constituents.
Also consider finding bilirubin or albumin or whatever enzyme pigment thing makes the piss yellow
I've also heard put a little bleach crystals on ur fingernail and slip into urine the test will come back inconclusive.
That might buy you some time before they re test you. Also consider a whizzinator if ur not a poor scum fuck
