I don't have a girlfriend but if I did I don't need money let alone desperately enough to do that. Seems from this thread it's more of a fetish thing to people rather than financial gain.
So i downed 150mcg of Hueprzine A right before going to bed last night. Got 6 and a half hours sleep, but it felt like nine. Seriously felt better than I ever have getting the same amount of sleep. I'd seriously try it if you can't seem to get good rest if all else fails your only out 15 bucks...
Get a job and just not for the obvious financial benefits. You will have to be at least half assed responsible and through showing up everyday and actually completing the work tasks you will in the very least form some type of discipline. I know a guy who's 36 years old and still lives with his parents because he's a crackheaded unmotivated piece of shit. I would have a very different opinion of him if he risked everything he had in say a start up company and through extreme misfortune lost it all and was forced to move back home but no in his own mind he's still "cool" because he wears overpriced Buckle bought clothing and can pull chicks though a normal woman his age would wonder why he doesn't have a job, car, or house..fuck at least one of those things so he has severely limited his options. I'm not trying to be preachy here and saying you need to find jesus and "God knows all" no..none of that. I suppose the story about the 36 year old can't really be appreciated until you've seen it first hand it's beyond sad. The good news for you is you're not even in your twenties yet so it's not like getting high all the time is really that abnormal for a teenager but there has to be some type of cut off or tapering point if it's completely wrecking your ability to do even basic things.
From my limited observations you're not stupid nor ugly so it's not like you were totally fucked from the jump. Pursue a passion or hobby along with work you like making beats/music right? Take it and run with it.
My name is Andy. I have recently been screwing this girl who's been off and on with this same guy for 11 years now. She has a 7 year old daughter with him. She's very basic in her understanding of the world I guess, has slight strabismus(serious) but is pretty cute, thin body etc... I could sit here and try to rationalize how her bf used to cheat on her all the time but if I'm being honest that was ions ago. I don't know that I want anything else with her...I should probably just enjoy the thrill until it wears off...dude is gettin' cucked though there's no question about that.
To the original post tons of people I know do that even my own mom. What is more frequent though, at least what I notice more is the absolute hate of even slightly more successful people. Sad to say even family members and friends will through some type of mental gymnastics will find a way to look down on someone doing better than them. They see a guy with a big house or a nice car and go "I bet his credit ain't good" he cheated, criminal, drug dealer, parents bought it all for him etc...As if being poor or mediocre in life is somehow moral or humble.
When you try or even succeed in even the slightest people will tend to hate you. They will beg for money and once you give it to them they will turn right around and tell everyone what an egotistical piece of shit you are. Also you should feel "guilty" because you have nice things or a good looking girlfriend, whatever it is the hater lacks you shouldn't buy that new truck or date that girl because they don't have it/don't have the drive to acquire it.
As a matter of fact I love it how lazy and unmotivated everyone around me is. Most people I know can't even accomplish basic shit like keeping a minimum wage job or staying sober for more than 72 fucking hours...think they are going to start a business or outsmart you? Forget about it.
2016-03-16 at 8:25 PM UTC
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Anyone into the occult?
I recently obtained a pretty rare magic book I can't seem to find anything like it online, some of the names/forces within the text don't even turn up on a google search I know this doesn't really prove anything but I did find it pretty odd...anyways does anyone have any knowledge of this kind of thing? Not asking for guides or "what color should my candles be?" type of question but I'd really appreciate any feedback/experiences anyone has on it....
2016-03-14 at 8:51 PM UTC
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My dad is cringe?
Fucck brah take the loan and create the vendor stand you've been wanting, dead srs. At least you'll have a legit reason to borrow the money, and the stand will be a proven means to pay the loan back it's your dad after all I doubt he would be super strict on the loan terms....something to definitely consider.
2016-03-09 at 6:05 PM UTC
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Anyone here go to church?
I go to church related functions at churches 5 times a week due to court ordered stuff. Churches tend to be crutches and most people only turn to religion as a last ditch effort to rectify a horrific situation. A particular one I go to called "strong tower" is full of mostly heroin/pain killer addicts and we all gather in a circle and talk about how satan is attacking us now that we are "good" and I'm being dead serious here...these people actually say shit like that. I'm not saying no external factors or advice whatsoever is futile but if you're looking for self improvement church is literally the last group of people I'd talk to about that. There are no supernatural creatures weaving a Machiavellian web in your life in order to slowly and subtly destroy you no matter what any one or thing tells you.
So I've been in this rehab program (drug court is the actual term) and have 44 AA meetings I have to attend. I'm on 32 right now and it seems like I'm the only one who wasn't been touched by a supernatural force or learned anything from being punished. I haven't drank in seven months not because of some epiphany but because they are so up my ass I'd probably get caught and be in this stupid shit even longer than the required nine months. I think Bradley B started going but I don't know what ever happened with that/him...Most people are pretty level headed surprisingly but there's an occasional cringe worthy faggot who talks about the walls talking to him(this isn't seen as insane for some reason) and being blessed with divine grace etc etc.. Am I really being that overboard thinking it's just a bunch of people who used to drink years ago and have absolutely nothing better to do than go to an AA meeting 5 times a week?
I'm wanting to market a new type of nootropic combined with meth. I'm thinking something along the lines of 50-75mg meth with 200-300mg Phenylpiracetam, maybe some beta/choline thrown in with black pepper extract. I would market it as a work aid rather than recreational use..maybe something you pop in the morning when you're lacking sleep..
2016-02-09 at 11:25 PM UTC
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How did you get your username?
It was the name of the movie I was watching while signing up for zoklet.
Considering the trashy place I live in I'll settle for a girl who doesn't do drugs and didn't have a kid before her high school diploma...that's pretty much it.
2016-01-09 at 10:53 PM UTC
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Being a target individual
Starting your own business is definitely the way to go if you have a severe criminal record(any really) if you want to control, I mean really really control what happens to you/your cap on your finances. I don't know about people purposefully following you and fucking with you but in the very least it sounds like you live in a place where there are very odd/high as hell people around you. The girl driving by could just be a fluke but I would wonder why some dude is standing outside my residence at 5 am.
2016-01-08 at 10:25 AM UTC
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I had sex with a chopo
Every girl I've slept with I've always known quite a bit about(her family, exes, home life, job/living situation etc..) not that I'm particularly investigative but it just seems to always turn out that way..my question is why on earth would someone let a hangout go over really smoothly then drop a bomb like that afterwords? I mean...in what scenario would someone expect that confession to go over smoothly? Also it doesn't make sense that she would get 8 and her ex only 4...I almost bet she was the originator/aggressor in the already fucked up situation. When I was 19 I helped a friend's grandpa shoot a short movie for his film class and about 3 years later ended up dating his grand daughter to later find out he was diddling her as a kindergardener but by that time he was serving an 8 year sentence. Even creepier was that he also recorded parts of this molestation though I'm not sure if the recordings were found or even known about by the police I only knew about this because my then girlfriend told me about it.
I guess a pretty solid piece of advice for you would be to find girls that are employed not that it's particularly important for hookups but here it's hard enough to get a job with a DUI so any child porn etc. you can basically forget about being employed anywhere.
They aren't as horrific as people make them out to me. There is actually only one steroid that shrinks your testicles(temporarily) and that's testosterone which is already made naturally within your body. The reason why your testicles shrink is because the test overload causes the natural test production to shut down, when the cycle is completed your balls will return to normal as if nothing happened. I would be more worried about my exercise regimen and food intake being on point rather than the downsides of the gear.
