I get it. I remember and still occasionally hear "oh cocaine well it's just like adderall basically"....um, fucking no it isn't. Not even in the same hemisphere or reality. This happens with stimulants a lot. Aside from feeling awake and having increased energy I can't say any stimulant is really comparable. bundy(in high enough doses) is a stim and so is meth. bundy=meth? Naw.
Anyone tried Desoxyn? I wonder how it compares to street meth...thinking of ordering some soon but considering the dosage needed would be about 4 times expensive I almost hope it's disappointing.
In all seriousness I commend you for flat out saying you aren't going to feign being religious for a relationship/hookup. That's very admirable. I flat out lied and even bought faggish clothes trying to date a girl who was freakishly religious and it didn't even end up working but looks like your a few steps ahead of me on that.
The good thing you have going here(well, aside from a few other things) is that she isn't some virgin mary wannabe hardcore jesus freak.
My guess is she's pretty much asking you to go to pacify someone(parents?) or to metaphorically say "Oh yea Bae goes to church too".
My personal opinion is that you're not doing too much or breaking your back to show up at a sermon here or there. I'm curious as to why you don't see this being a long term thing are you two that much different or? Anyways good luck Bud I hope it works out for you regardless of how you wanna play it.
2017-01-29 at 11:17 AM UTC
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Don't ever get married
Malice is definitely onto something with the study he posted. From personal experience I think everything once great and novel and "kitch" and whatever pleasant and desirable label you want to put on anything just seems to fade after time. Even Ferrari and Lamborghini owners get tired of their supercars.
I suppose the smartest thing is to choose something that lasts rather than something novel..Apply it to jobs, relationships, cars and whatever else.
Not saying OP chose a wife simply because she was hot or easy to get along with(both) and it's not to say to make life choices on practicality either or because it's the easiest choice...I don't know where I'm going with this bet you guys get the idea though.
Lol, I knew I'd get a few laughs and feel better after coming here...been too long brahs.
Back to the subject though I was probably closer to the spoiled kid with the alcoholic parents only they were my mom's parents. Even though my grandfather was physically abusive to some extent he was the type of person to throw gobs of money at his problems his major and main problem being me.
I probably got 400 or 500 a month in cash/worthless shit I thought I needed at the time. I always had cigarettes/weed/new clothes starting around 7th grade. I had friends who would work all weekend as farmhands and do grueling work on all their free time off from school so without fully realizing it at the time I to some limited extent appreciated the leisurely stroll I had through middle school and high school.
2016-07-17 at 1:54 PM UTC
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what do you want to know?
Often enough I find myself wondering if 3D printing money or drugs is possible then I realize I have no clue how it even works and that I should probably figure out the basics before I become a super criminal.
I don't think I've had a "drink" as in hard liquor for well over a year now. Even when I was drunk nearly everyday all I drank was Budweiser. I suppose going from my last recollection I was pretty sold on Jim Beam whiskey sours. Before that plain jane jack and cokes. My mom hardly drinks if she does it some snob-esque wine and my dad is a drug addict so he rarely drinks either.
Though I guess to correlate my propensity to drinking to relatives I was raised by my grandparents who were both hardcore alcoholics who drank mixed Canadian Club and coke in ungodly amounts. I suppose this allowed me to succeed in obtaining and keeping a steady supply of alcohol from a young age but I don't feel I was otherwise influenced by their drink of choice.
2016-07-15 at 12:12 AM UTC
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Got beat up by the cops
Whoa dude I come back and something crazy has always happened to one of you guys. I wouldn't take whatever happened to you lightly and get to the root cause of it all which by returning to the hospital seems to be the route you are taking too. Hmm I don't know much about seizures and the like. I suppose it could be some type of panic disorder ptsd..cops and probation officers would be prime candidates to trigger something like that. Could even be something as simple as a vitamin deficiency though that's gonna be rare.
Let us know what you end up finding out and glad you're ok in the sense that it could have turned out way worse. Good luck Braj.
2016-06-24 at 6:59 AM UTC
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Current life goals.
Well since graduating "drug court" I have almost completely stopped drinking and cocaine is a thing of the past. However I'm pretty much a StimBrah at this point. About three hours ago I was taking a shower and remembering how I was so horny I called this girl at her work and told her to come to my house I didn't care if I had to lie face to face to her boss I had to see her. So she abides my request. She knows what I want and tells me if I get her pregnant to make her very recent ex jealous I can have her all I want. Naturally being 2 days without sleep and being a StimBrah I think "hey why not she's just going to get rid of it anyways". Even though I was motivated enough by my sex drive to rape a bee I ended up having sex with her for about an hour or so...a very uncomfortable amount of time when you're just trying to pop off real quick for relief.
SO back to the shower earlier. I just laugh and think in my already crazed state it was some type of day dream and this obviously didn't happen. So when she calls and tells me that "it worked" earlier I'm not feelin' so suave brahs.
TL/DR; IIT I probably end up having a kid because my love for stims and pussy clouded my already questionable judgement.
I'd say as far as work goes Phentermine/Adipex had been the tried and true more than any other stimulant I can think of.
2016-06-11 at 12:15 AM UTC
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I have an addiction/ disorder
^Thanks Bill Krozby. I've never really had a bad full blown addiction before but it was almost more of something to do out of boredom rather than "gotta have the next hit" type of deal. I did drink beer beer more or less daily for years but that hardly holds a candle to meth. Strong stimulants, well I'll just say basically the illegal ones all make me think of people I haven't seen in years I don't know why they've always done that. I guess the thought of being next to someone you cares about you is more comforting than dodging street shadow demons in a maxed out g6 at 4 in the morning. I can't remember who posted this but I remember someone saying the sleep deprivation unlocked some "portal" where the shadow people roamed and there was a lot more detail to it but it was an interesting read.
2016-06-10 at 11:51 PM UTC
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I have an addiction/ disorder
I have been using meth daily since the first of the month. I am just reminded constantly of my ex girlfriend and honestly feel like killing myself. Im sure it's just the chemicals in my brain totally screwed right now...I thought about messaging her on facebook but she would probably just ignore me or tell me off. This part sucks and the maybe even worse part is I still have another whole 4 grams left. I guess I could binge until I die (lol, not srs) I think I've had two solid sleep nights since then. Hmm guess I could take some melatonin and put something cheery on.. Damn I haven;t been hit this hard with depression in a while. It's like a years worth rolled into the last half of a day..
2016-06-10 at 4:43 PM UTC
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The functional addict,
^Yeah actually I'll probably do that. After running everywhere for so many days its nice to just sit at home and chill. It's peaceful without other people.
2016-06-10 at 4:11 PM UTC
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I'm getting my life on track
I've always fancied myself as something of a secret poet. I'm thinking of sending this gem in to compete for the noble prize : Let the shards and Budweiser guide me as I search endlessly for a blonde's tender buttom starfish. Yeah, I'm gonna hit it relentless and make her breathless. I've been sent my forces beyond your imagination and for my round hole fixation there can only be one sensation. Finally insertion declares my journey complete. I am free, I am home, I am one with the stinky ballon. *courtsey*
2016-06-10 at 2:33 PM UTC
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The functional addict,
^Thanks. It's all true too. The old road, Shannon, even my thoughts are valid here. not a single bit of it is fiction..the actual story that is. The ending is "it all goes back in the box" By John Ortberg.
2016-06-10 at 1:49 PM UTC
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The functional addict,
^ mst of it, the tv speech is copied from a video i heard long ago
