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2016-04-07 at 5:56 PM UTC in 12 step programs, anyone try themI've never done 12 steps but I'll be finishing drug court next week. 9 months of constant drug testing, AA meetings, court appearances, PO meetings, MRT counselor, MRT group, HRS counselor, and Wing Haven counselor. Basically you're doing something every fucking day for a half year or so, sometimes 3-5 things it literally turned into a 20+ hour a week job pretty fast. I suppose I was an alcoholic in a sense that I met most of the criteria for one but I managed to quit cold turkey..Oh yeah I had a alcohol monitor on my leg for 90 days as well that needed to be physically checked by my PO 3 times a week. Anyways I never had a drug addiction and just IMO alcohol and "drugs" aren't even in the same reality. You're not smoking crack or mainlining heroin so I guess the 12 steps could help but I don't know I never did that I have enough crap going on.
The best thing for you to do IMO would to set an epic goal and cut off anything that doesn't correlate to that(drugs, watching TV etc) it really has to be important though otherwise you'll just be sober and day dreaming which is just as bad as being fubar 24/7. -
2016-04-05 at 8:45 AM UTC in Trying to get a record for Lamborghinis in my Lamborghini accountLOl is your Avi that Lamborghini guy on youtube? The guy who was like four 4 full size book shelves in his garage..who puts bookshelves full of books in a garage?
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2016-04-04 at 9:25 PM UTC in Has anyone here ever dealt with alcoholism?
Everyone in my family is an alcoholic. My Mom is in AA and smokes weed and drinks lots of coffee and takes pills.
Everyone was drunk at the family get together except my mom and she was still fucked up and more intoxicated than me. Even my grandma got shitfaced wtf.
I was the soberist one there. Even the children were drinking and smoking weed.
Not trying to be deliberately facetious but I literally LOL'd the whole time I read this. My grandparents(now dead) were alcoholics until the day they died..getting shit faced and arguing in their 60's after being married 35 years. My mom doesn't drink or do drugs but my father is a total junkie and has been to prison several times for drugs/stealing shit/fraud etc... I think there is something definitely hereditary to it but I'm no scientist though just being around the stuff constantly is more than enough to make a person very prone to abusing drugs/drinking. Some people it causes problems and others it doesn't..luck of the draw I guess. -
2016-04-04 at 9:13 AM UTC in Would you lose your shit if you saw 9/11 firsthand?Good question. Honestly I'd like to say I would "have nerves of steel" as mentioned earlier but in reality I would just be extremely confused for the first 10 seconds or so trying to make sense of wtf I just witnessed. My brain seems to scramble itself when I see out of the ordinary things especially something quick and destructive like that.
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2016-04-04 at 9:07 AM UTC in Is there any drug you'd still take if you knew it was up someones ass?
Better question: how many times have you done a drug thats been up someone's ass? Probably a lot for most of the drug user population here. Its just better to not know.
QFT. I would almost guarantee I've done at least one line of blow, ate a pill etc that was undoubtedly inside someone's ass/vagina/other bodily orifice. Drugs from third world countries don't just appear in America with wishful thinking. -
2016-04-04 at 8:47 AM UTC in Has anyone here ever dealt with alcoholism?
Yeah, but I specifically said I'm not being "kept down" by alcohol. I drink a lot but it doesn't cause problems. Only AA tools think all drinking is problem drinking.
I've been going to AA meetings several times a week since August, I can confirm their are some of the douchiest, off the wall cringe worthy faggots who attend AA. It's a pretty small percentage though maybe 10 percent. The remainder is court ordered people like me and people looking for some supernatural answer to their problems. I was at a meeting yesterday and smelled beer on the guys breath next to me lol. I wouldn't recommend AA to anyone honestly though it's basically a group counseling session where you talk about your problems..it's a lot of "venting" basically. It's not some magical formula or key to success as they would have you believe if it were the door wouldn't be open to the public for any idiot to just walk in.
I guess I really have no answer on how to stop drinking...I did it cold turkey at the tail end of last summer and haven't drank since but I have half a year in jail hanging over my head if I do so I have a lot more motivation not to drink than the average person who most likely isn't going to face any severe consequences in the immediate future at least. I plan on not drinking in the future as well but I'm definitely gonna order some top notch weed and coke when I graduate the program in 9 days...9 days fuuuccckk.
Actually read some Robert Greene books, shit just watch some of his skits on youtube, or Tony Robbins...nothing to do with alcohol but it seems to help me bare with the crap I had to go through with all of this nonsense...gives me a different perspective I guess. -
2016-04-03 at 7:37 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSo I got double cucked, srs. My girlfriend(esque) comes over and while we were about to get undressed she confesses that she gave her ex(kids dad) a blowjob when she was drunk the other night. At this point she asks "do you still want me?" while simultaneously pulling my rigid cock. At this point I have a hard on par with a diamond and I'm running like a Popsicle in August. I just want this great feeling to continue so I go "mmhmm" and proceed to bang the shit out of her. I should mention that she's still being supported financially by this guy so I assume he's getting it in too..I'd almost hope at least for the money he blows on her he would get something out of it. For some reason it's like I should at least be disappointed in her or in myself for being a poor judgement of character but I'd be lying if I said I was hurt or in a rage about it. I did like her despite her being pretty dumb and not being able to really hold a conversation.
Actually despite being double cucked I feel like..[video]https://giphy.com/gifs/poWLYSodVfB3W/html5[/video] -
2016-04-03 at 11:18 AM UTC in Has anyone here ever dealt with alcoholism?
I work at a restaurant thats surrounded by tons of bars.
Ahh I see that's cool. I guess if it's not really hindering your performance on the job it's not really a problem but it sounds like regardless you would just rather not. I really want to avoid sounding cliche and so "well duh" but maybe you could concentrate on getting a higher paying job or even climbing the latter within your current job you wouldn't be so prone to it. I know personally I never drank at work but as a teenager I'd often do loads of percocet/oxys etc at work out of pretty much sheer boredom. Only you know the severity of your drinking or lack thereof but I know having tasks in general that don't require much physical or mental demands people tend to to drink or do drugs because it's like a "hey why not" thing rather than a serious chemical dependence and again the boredom of tasks that become tiresome because of their repetitiveness and really their lack of purpose because most people are working a job for a check and there is no passion or drive there.
Really don't know where I'm going with this I guess I'd really get in gear on starting your own business then it's all up to you how it goes. I'd bet anything there's been times were your doing something at work that "has to be done this certain way" that defies all logic and makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. For starters a lot of that shit goes out the window when you have pretty much absolute control and can dictate how things are done and how things go because you are your own boss. I've gotten way off the OP here but it's something to think about.
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2016-04-03 at 7:19 AM UTC in Has anyone here ever dealt with alcoholism?
Booze is the worst shit ever,withdrawal sucks to the point of retardation,the night sweats,shakes,paranoia,stress,cant sleep,Fuck I hate this shit but I keep On drinking.
I have been addicted to coke,amps,cigs, in my experience nothing is harder to quit than alcohol.
And the funny thing is that it is LEGAL,can't buy a dime bag but I can buy enough booze to kill me in one stop.
Gutalove the US FUCKING A. The fucking jedis did this I cant wait until the whole middle east is a parking lot
Back on topic op, quit while you can take from a 49 year old man who's piss smell like shit because his liver is cooked.
Thanks for sharing that, really. How long have you been drinking and do you have any other health problems? -
2016-04-02 at 6:38 PM UTC in Asexual people are fucking retardedI don't know..besides some type of sexual trama(getting raped) it seems wanting sex with the opposite sex is just natural...maybe some people are just so robotic they lack basic instincts and emotions so...yes, mental retardation would be accurate though I'm sorry to say.
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2016-04-02 at 6:01 PM UTC in Has anyone here ever dealt with alcoholism?I've had enough problems with alcohol that it's cost me 38 grand and change, about 2 and half years incarcerated and whatever intangible other things you could probably imagine. That being said I don't feel a need to blame alcohol for my problems or go to 5 AA meetings a week so the all mighty and powerful alcohol demon doesn't destroy me lol. My "problem" was me and the results of my thinking and actions. Out of curiosity what type of job is it that allows you to drink at work?
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2016-03-31 at 6:58 PM UTC in Is traveling/sightseeing basically pointless?Brah, that's like saying jacking off is basically the same thing as blowing your load in your dream girl...they aren't even in the same reality.
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2016-03-30 at 5:40 PM UTC in Poor peoples snax you likeWell I really don't eat a lot of cheap/unhealthy stuff these days but back in my jail/prison times we would make these things called "breaks". Usually they would consist of those cheap orange peanut butter crackers, ramen noddles, BBQ lays, hot sauce, cheese and whatever else you could obtain that sounded decent. Sometimes if meat was served it would be saved and ripped up(hotdogs, meatloaf,hamburger etc).We would also mix red coolaid and coffee..these were called "foxies".
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2016-03-29 at 8 PM UTC in What should you do?Think I got my jump off pregnant...fuck brahs I guess I should idk move to Africa?
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2016-03-29 at 1:28 PM UTC in tore myself a new assholePretty gnarly damage there but the girl is cute anyways. This thread delivers.
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2016-03-29 at 1:20 PM UTC in I have a nutmeg dealerI've honestly considered starting an onion site to cater to those who only seem able to obtain pseudo/rc drugs. Though I suppose those type of people probably couldn't figure out how to obtain bitcoin either so...kind of a catch 22 there..
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2016-03-29 at 9:54 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Thanks, that was a good response. I noticed when getting my shots ready they were slightly goopy and once time it even clogged. It's just hard to go back to just doing lines after you've tried IV use. That sux about your friend, I hate that drugs are cut, but, not much I can do about it. Also, I noticed this comedown was worse than any time I've used cocaine before in the past. Probably due to the ROA. Coke is not a shitty drug Per Say but I much prefer meth. No comparison. It's so expensive too. And for the life of me I cant understand why it IS so expensive.
Same thing with smoking GOOD crack. Lines of cocaine just don't pack the punch anymore. I haven't even drank a beer since August let alone did any other drug...when I'm off paper in two weeks I'm definitely gonna get some high quality coke and see if the magic has been restored after being 100% sober for 8 months. -
2016-03-28 at 6:44 PM UTC in Do yall think its possible Robin Williams died by beating off while choking himself?Hmm I vaguely remember someone telling me he was at a very high level in the drug trade and his death was somehow related to that business venture...which also seems pretty probable as well.
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2016-03-27 at 10:09 PM UTC in The Bill Krozby thread =)Hmm can't believe I would ever say this to anyone period but maybe get a girlfriend..like a serious one who's very physically attractive but not for the sake of her being hot more like for the longevity purpose of it all. I personally will never ever do that again but I guess it's the norm nowadays every time I see someone I barely/rarely talk to the first question I get asked is "So, RestStop do you have a girlfriend?" I guess that's the secret to a fulfilling life...or not.
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2016-03-27 at 10 PM UTC in ATTN: Gay pedophilesLOL. You look like a rapist scouting out his next victim as you peer behind the first picture.