Looking forward to sober life, at least for a while. Got lots of shit I need to buy and money to be made, more if I stay sober. I'm 29, had a good 14 years of getting fucked up, spent thousands and got a lot of memories but my health is only going to get worse, and my bank balance not any bigger if I carry on seshing. Also I want to buy my apartment so I can fuck off and do other things knowing I have a place to come back to.
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Originally posted by CASPER
Just got back from NA meeting. I shared even though i get anxious. Talked about how i feel like im good bc i dont want to get high, but all the same behaviors- like selling shit to make money- are still there. Ive been all depressed and out of it all week and i dont know why. I just feel like dogshit. The persona i had to crerate to exist on the street is just nothing like me, but i still have to shred all the distrust, aggression, anxiety that came with being that person. Spent a couple hours talking with my sponsor beforehand, doing the stepwork shit. Now im home and im debating whether to get postmates or not bc i feel like some real food but the only thing in the fridge is white rice and lentils and tabasco, and i dont really feel like eating the same thing 3 days in a row.
Eat out, enjoy yourself Casper.
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Corporate desk job that gives you opportunities to fuck lustful hawt female subordinates who's Beta bfs work in some shit low paid job whilst your balls deep in their gfs.
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