Better than being drunk and unemployed. At some point after 23 or 24 being drunk just started amplifying my depressed feelings. So id just start think8ng about what a drunken loser i was. i feel like i can still drink but. I mean if i can be trusted to keep 1300mg of methadone around and not take any extra, i feel like i could probably get drunk once a year. but idk...not in a hurry to test my hypothesis.
I felt decent today. Went i towork early. Sometimes i get these weird glimpses of me in the future being normal and successful and happy, which is always nice. I could never imagine myself before with a 9-5 jobs, a wife, being happy with anything. But if i could land a 60 or 70k a year job that didnt make me want to kill myself, a comfortable apartment, a car ilike, a girlfriend who i dont hate....i could see myself being happy and normal. God knows im a long way off from whatever, but its nice to see that im able to deal with life stuff as it comes. I got a car. im paying my insurance time. Ive got good credit. Im getting my health taken care of. Im at work every day. Ive paid off my debts. i actually pay rent and utilities. I guess i always imagined id have to be able to rob people or sell drugs tomake ends meet, but i can survive and not have to fuck people over. It seems obvious but i really could never see any kind of future for myself even as a kid.
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No this is a REALLY nice Call Center the one where you can't call in sick all the time because you stayed up too late doing cocaine. But if you exceed your sales targets the boss takes you on a cruise where he offers you cocaine.
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Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
Ask your doctor about generic sildenafil
When I got a prior authorization for viagra at 17 and they sent the EOB to my mom she goes "What the hell is this? Why are you taking Viagra???" and I successfully convinced her it was for high blood pressure.
She's kinda dumb
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I was in lock up for a couple of monthers over some bull shit, I ate a lot of peanut butter and started pushing my own weight. One night I jumped up on the the bed and missed the mark, ad i hit my colon right on the rack when i was not even wanting to rack up, and my celly caught me and and said "I just caught you, do you want some coffee?" and I said no I'm fine and went to sleep, but little did I know that I had my poop dented, it squeezed my colon together with the sticky penut butter, it literally stuck my colon shut so when I was making a bowl movement I was like jEREERRRT!1" my celly pressed the button and the nurses came in and was like oh he probly just got poop dented.
25 days layter they were like MONKS YOURE BE RELEASED PACK UR BULLSHIT and my celly a black started to get really somber and said I you do you fuck that ass fuck tat face all day err day fame, this is howeedoit
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I certainly believe the Lord sent me to get that mammogram that showed cancer. I didn’t get my mammogram the year prior, so Lord knows how long I would have waited. A red spot showed up on my opposite breast, so I went to get it checked out. Here the cancer was on the other side. Somehow that red spot came out of nowhere. I always believe my Dad is able to pull strings with the Man Upstairs.
Another thing that I believe my Dad and God helped me with, was quitting coccaine. I believe I got that strength from them, I certainly wasn’t strong at that time.
You’re on the right path, you’ll get there!
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im with you bromo, I did lot of drugs over the weekend and I feel like I took 4 steps backwards, plus i have all these curve balls and I hope they don't get worse, I had some trump charges on my debit card which are total bull shit and I'm just going to have to dispute it rather than talking to the idiots that pulled this off. And its going to take several days just really annoying on top of everything, plus the weather sucks here, like really bad, I can't wait til spring.
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You have everything you need to be a success, dashing good looks, a wit any playwright would be envious of, the blood of the ancients running through your veins and a yearning to see what's over the next mountain.
PROCEEEEEED.
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Originally posted by Octavian
Nietzsche was an insane ass hole. That ecce homo book was a load of shit that made no sense.
I think people just quote Nietzsche because they don't have any actual thoughts of their own and they want other to think "Wow, he's really deep and thoughtful".
Ultimately, it's the opinion of a gont vs historical record.
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