2021-10-13 at 2:07 PM UTC
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New title at post #60,295
Can we call it something like "Bill Krozbying out"
or just "eeeeeee'EEEEEEEEEEE"
maybe idk....
Thought it might be a nice gesture but someone can probably think of something better.
Due to a 7 second average watch time I am no longer making these videos.
I appreciate all the attention.
BUT PLEASE STOP.
You're not even subscribing. Just spamming.
2021-10-13 at 2:18 AM UTC
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Fona 10-13-2021
Total mind fuck for the last 36 hours.
Completely lost track of what time it was and what day it was.
I remember waking up yesterday but I didn't actually get up and only thought I did.
Next thing I know it was 3am and I kept thinking "Fuck my dick, I missed work and it's Thursday".
8 hours and a lot of panic and confusion later I found myself sitting in a Krogers parking lot trying to figure out how to get some simple things done with my day.
Basically I laid in bed for 18 hours straight lucid dreaming that I was actually awake and every time I did wake up I was afraid of getting out of bed and finding out everything actually going on in my life was a dream
I felt lethargic all day and didn't get too much done.
Missing work last night was the worst thing I could have probably done but I haven't missed a day in months and it didn't count against me or anything.
So much has been happening so fast I guess I just needed a day to let everything sink in.
I am finishing up my coffee and getting ready to go to work tonight.
I'm not looking forward to seeing what kind of fuckery has gone down in my absence.
Hopefully I can make up yesterday and work extra the rest of the week but if I can't I can't.
I doubt I will be sticking around very much longer anyways.
It is no longer up to me on whether or not I am going to keep that job.
And until I figure out what will work best I just have to hang in there and continue on.
Really hoping to just sit in my chair all night.
I wouldn't be surprised if I found they have tricked some other schmuck into that horrid job.
2021-10-11 at 1:11 PM UTC
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Fucking little flies...
It's the fucking mexican's fault that rebuilt my apartment after it blew away in a tornado.
Their work was shotty and rushed in spots and I think the bastards are either coming in through a crack or window
or!
they are just bum rushing inside when I come and go when it is dark out because there is a big light right outside they all hang out at and I am always getting them in my mouth when I leave for work.
I wish I was joking but about 80% of the time when I leave for work some nasty ass bug flies into my mouth.
There is no doubt in my mind I have ate a few on accident.
It is hard to avoid when there are so many of them in my path.
2021-10-11 at 12:56 PM UTC
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Fona 10-12-2021
Also, we have 3 forklift drivers at work and the only way for me to get out of sitting on my ass all night doing nothing is if the one driver who also can do my job happens to be freed up from driving that day.
and...
1 driver just lost his long time girlfriend and has been missing work grieving and the other driver about died of heart failure today.
That leaves me pretty much stuck in that damn chair for the rest of forever.
2021-10-11 at 12:49 PM UTC
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Fona 10-12-2021
Work was extremely slow for me as usual.
They tried to have me train yet another person to take over my job so I could do other shit but once again I had to tell them unless they bring me a left handed guy who happens to have his own kevlar I can't until they buy more PPE and right handed knives.
Later I sat down with my supervisor and was talking to her and she told me that she "just doesn't care any more than I do" and I already knew that but it was reassuring knowing that I'm not the only one who sees my job as a complete fucking waste of time.
I'm back at home and just sorta chilling.
There is a lot on my mind and next week is already fucked up for me because Chell was suppose to watch the cats while I go stay at my mom's house but she has Covid now so that is an obstacle that I'll have to figure out how to deal with.
And yes she was vaccinated with the Johnson and Johnson vaccine.
I told her it was all bullshit and now she is sick and sounds horrible as fuck.
Ding bats just believe everything they hear and read anymore.
It is a very dangerous way to live letting someone else decide truths for you instead of fact checking things yourself.
There is no way to say she wouldn't have gotten Covid without the vaccine but she didn't have it until after getting the shot and was around people with Covid and didn't get it before the shot.
I will not be subjecting myself to political medicine of any kind.
My day will be spent eating and resting as I have not much else to do.
What I want to do I am told I can't...
My mind just wonders all day anymore.
Probably should be looking some stuff up but I don't even know where to start.
2021-10-11 at 2:02 AM UTC
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Fona 10-10-2021
Slept horribly.
My phone has rang or chimed at least a dozen times during the 4 hours I had to find sleep.
My dog Tito who has been sick lately passed away this afternoon.
Today has been much like a rollercoaster and I am exhausted right now.
I was too fucked up on melatonin trying to sleep to process much else after I had laid down.
Now I have to get ready for work tonight.
The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away.
2021-10-10 at 8:11 PM UTC
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Fona 10-10-2021
I am still up this afternoon only because I waited too long to wash my sheets and they are still drying.
Tonight hopefully everything goes smooth.
No doubt in my mind I'll be motivated and ready to go.
2021-10-10 at 8:08 PM UTC
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Fucking little flies...
Mother fuckers are all up in my shit and it is annoying watching these bugs not pay their share of the rent.
At first I figured it was just the stinky trash can but I keep taking the trash out more and more often.
At this point the bastards have had so much time to fuck that their numbers grow higher everyday.
I have also been leaving the windows open a lot and I am sure they are getting in because of that too.
Next weekend I might be buying a bug zapper.
2021-10-10 at 6:46 PM UTC
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Fona 10-10-2021
I have been all around town and too the mall.
My Asics Gel Venture 7 shoes are gone.
The new model sucks ass and is sub par quality.
For a shoe that is nearly identical to the old one I wanna know how they fucked up my size and suddenly Im 1/2 a size larger...
I tried on more Gel Venture 8s today and it was about as good as a broken flip flop.
Over the last couple weekends I have tried on other shoes but I want my shoes not some whore shoe that spends all day twerking on tik tok.
I can't even find them on Amazon anymore.
This kinda sucks.
Also, my dog isn't feeling well again.
Same sorta thing as last time.
Yesterday he was doing pretty good when I was over at my mom's house but today he was tired and barely moved.
I just hope he gets better and isn't hurting.
2021-10-10 at 11:40 AM UTC
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Fona 10-10-2021
I'll be back another time.
2021-10-09 at 12:30 PM UTC
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Fona 10-9-2021
I forgot to mention that there is a garage sale I will be passing on my way home that I hope to stop at.
Went and looked at some last weekend and I kid you not that something was definitely off about them.
The shoes looked good but there really wasn't a noticeable change from the Gel Venture 7's until I tried on a paid.
Now for a shoe that looks almost identical to it's predecessor you would think a size 9 of one shoe would be the same as a size 9 of the other shoe.
Somehow they screwed it up though and the Gel Venture 8's no doubt were smaller.
Not only that but the insole seemed flimsy and by that I mean NONE of the shoes I looked at last week that were Gel Venture 8's (and I checked quite a few of them) had the insole very well seated in the shoe.
I felt as though it would fall right out if I held the shoe upside down.
When I pressed my fingers down on it there was a gap between the insole and the shoe where it was kind of a hump or a bubble.
Beyond just that, when I actually wore a pair around my house for an hour it honestly felt like I had the shoes on the wrong feet.
It was as if they put the arch support on the wrong side which made walking uncomfortable and they actually managed to bruise both of my feet in the short time I spent walking around my small apartment in them.
There was just no way I was going to ever be able to wear them at work.
I will be returning them to Amazon this morning and hopefully finding something else with a less shotty quality.
2021-10-09 at 12:20 PM UTC
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Fona 10-9-2021
Actually slept last night so now I am on a day schedule I guess.
Woke up at 5am this morning.
Played Minecraft for a couple of hours as I drank my coffee and thought about what to do with my weekend.
As soon as my laundry finishes washing and drying I will be going out to hopefully achieve a few things.
This morning my goals are to,
-Hit up Kohls and return my Gel Venture 8's
-Visit another shoe store in hopes of finding new shoes.
-Stop at Goodwill and try to find another keyboard and mouse for my Linux desktop.
-Swing by my mom's house to visit and check on my dogs.
-Pick up some transmission fluid and perhaps an antifreeze tester.
My friend wants to hang out today and will probably be free right around the time I am finishing up all my goals.
We will most likely grab some lunch and maybe do some gaming. I am not really sure what we are going to do today.
While I wait for my clothes to wash I am doing a bit of posting and also cleaning up my apartment some.
STL1 made me feel like a shit head for not realizing people view the way you live as a reflection on how you are as a person in other aspects of life.
My bathtub is not draining too well and I would like to look at fixing that today.
Also I have a broken lightbulb stuck in a light socket that has been bugging me for a year now that I would like to also fix.
Not this next weekend but the following week after, I will be staying at my mom's house for a few days as she goes out of town.
My hope is to prepare myself well enough that while I am staying there I can take those few days to pull my car into her garage and get some much needed work done on it while I borrow another car to commute to work.
The one brake is bad and needs a new rotor and I should probably put on a different brake pad too.
Might need antifreeze.
Planning on changing the oil and checking all the fluids.
Lastly I want to get a couple new tires on it before winter.
If I am lucky my car will last me through this winter.
I have held onto it this long in a big part due to the fact it has a bad ass 4 wheel drive power train system that not even my Jeep had.
It is an older car and has some issues so I am reluctant to sink too much money into it as at some point I know I will need to replace it and I'm still trying to save up for that day.
I will update you later on how everything turns out today.
I hope everyone enjoys their weekend.
TTYL
