2020-06-08 at 12:45 AM UTC
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Fona 6-7-2020
My lunch is made. I got my clothes laid out. My shoes are ready for when I need to put them on.
I got a knife, a pen, and $100. I am ready to go to work.
I really enjoyed this thread.
2020-06-07 at 10:48 PM UTC
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Fona 6-7-2020
Well guys it is 6pm on Sunday night and I have to get ready for work.
I just shaved and showered.
Still got 1 load of laundry to get out the dryer and then I got to pack my lunch for tomorrow and make sure everything is late out retard proof for me in the morning.
2020-06-07 at 8:27 PM UTC
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Serious Sam
I wish Bill Krozby would tell me which one to download so we can play together?
2020-06-07 at 6:47 PM UTC
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Fona 6-7-2020
Good morning everyone.
Im just chilling at home today.
Does anyone wanna play any video games?
2020-06-06 at 12:34 PM UTC
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Fona 6-6-2020
Good morning everyone.
Hope you all are getting off to a great start.
Chell and I are going to the river here soon.
Im not enough awake enough to come up with anything else to post about.
Give me a while and I will be back with more.
Love you guys.
TTYL
2020-06-06 at 4:22 AM UTC
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Fona 6-5-2020
Work was very surreal all day.
I am going to miss those guys and girls.
Imma miss some of my job there.
But I guess I am just right next door and I am suppose to listen to suggestions so let us hope this works out.
Im excited for Monday as much as I am sad for today.
A new atmosphere and new people and a new job that I don't even know what the hell it is yet.
But I got a buddy over there and he said DO IT!
This weekend Imma pick up some supplies so I am extra prepared to work and can impress people when I pull out my own white out to correct things I mess up cuz I am gonna be new and I dunno what to do.
Im really excited to learn all about it.
I have learned a lot where I am at but maybe I just need a break or aybe it just wasn't going fast enough for me.
Something tells me its probably mostly my fault for not always knowing what button to press but I had fun pressing them all and dealing with the consequences each and everytime.
My ex-girlfriend(kinda) has been on my mind a lot lately.
We lived together (I lived with her) for like a few weeks because her house was a dope house and I liked dope.
Before I had met her she had been to prison and got breast cancer while incarcerated and she ended up suing the prison or the state and she won a boob job from it and she went big too.
I never had sex with her but we all shared a bed and shared a needle.
I remember this one time we went and stole an old lady's riding lawn mower from her backyard while she had gone inside and we sold it for scrap.
Another time her neighbor across the street was showing me something in his backyard and she ran inside his house and stole his tv and a bunch of random other shit.
She had hid it on the side of his house and we was like "okay see you laters" and we went and got the car and loaded it up while he was out back doing whatever.
Apparently he was a sex offender and he wasn't calling the cops or gonna do anything about it.
I think later he came by and asked me if she had stole the stuff and I was like "don't think so"
Lots of really extreme dumbass shit happened with her and she caught feeling way to fast while I was so preoccupied with drugs I didn't even know what I was doing.
Anhyways she Oded and died a few months after I went back to doing drugs with my other girlfriend.
4 years today.
You never know who your going to run into out on the streets.
I can't even guess how many people I have met over the years.
I can tell you a lot of them are dead and a lot are still lost and some are new people.
I don't talk with anyone Ive done drugs with in the past. Sober or not I just don't see them much and when I do it is usuallly breifly as we pass by each other.
I also foud out a childhood friend who I fucked over numerous times and took advantage of move with his mom and they are still in the area but sold their house for an apartment.
I dunno why but I do know I owe them and still have to make amends.
I felt bad because at first I didn't know where they were moving and it been a couple years but I still just don't want to risk fucking anything else up.
I wouldn't be suprised if I got hit in the head with a rock from him one day if he ever sees me.
Yeah, lots of emotions today coming from all directions but this weekend I am going to try and forget all that is out of my control and just float around with Chell and enjoy the weekend and this new chapter I am starting. I love you guys and thanks for supporting me.
<3 Fone
2020-06-05 at 3:56 AM UTC
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I'm not sticking around
Oh man.
I wish I had made more time to talk to him while I was at work today.
I know he has been in kind of a depressed but I didn't take it seriously.
Oh man.
awe
