2021-08-05 at 2:21 AM UTC
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Fona's War on Drugs
Since becoming sober I have found I zero tolerance for druggies or people in the situation I was once in.
I pass them with a snarl on my face and nasty words coming from under my breath.
These people are disgusting to me and I want to chain them to trees and start fires at their feet to see if they feel anything.
I was once addicted to drugs and homeless.
You would find me holding a sign on the side of the road collecting money from people passing by in cars.
Days were tough as hell back then and I would regularly walk over 20 miles a day going back and forth buying drugs and panhandling for more drugs.
Life in an abandoned house was scary and uncomfortable.
If I could I would buy enough booze to get plastered at night and pass out that way so I didn't stay up all night watching headlights beam in through the windows and freak me out.
Might it be possible to help out someone who is in the situation I once was in?
Sobriety met me at the bottom of a long painful fall off a bridge that resulted in a lengthy stay in a nursing home to recuperate.
Im not looking to throw anyone off a bridge but perhaps there is another way I could get one of these poor souls to see a way into a better life and run with it.
Pretty sure I have enough connections to get someone a bed in a rehab but the tricky part is getting them to take it.
My target was once our own Roshambo but he has no shame, guilt or sense and is no longer a viable option for saving.
Maybe Ill start with a bible and a bag of food for one of these people and try to build a report with them.
Perhaps with time I can gain their trust and friendship and get them to agree to seek help.
I know it sounds stupid but when someone is lost sometimes they just need someone to hold their hand.
Especially when they have nothing and no one.
Giving a little back would make me feel nice and I don't think I can get that glorifying myself in an NA/AA meeting.
Boots on the ground chasing the homeless around in the hood with a lasso and beating them with suboxone sounds a little more my style.
"Get in Billy, Im taking you to the methodone clinic you little bitch!"
Lately I have been trying really hard to mind my own business and not judge anyone or any situation in a way that will disturb me at work.
I am keeping a "just keep on going" attitude.
Last night someone broke one of the main elevators myself and another guy were using to do our job and I just looked at it and kept on going.
I know it was the other guy who broke it and yes it slightly complicated things but I didn't even think about it.
Who is to say it wasn't going to break on me.
I gave this guy I was working with tons of hell for months and he deserved it but nothing was coming of it because my supervisor has no power to do anything about anyone who works/ is employed but not doing work there.
In the last week 2 managers quit and a supervisor along with a team lead or 2.
There is a new business opening in the unused portion of our building and they all are going to work there.
It sounds pretty sweet but it is so new I can't even find anything at all about it opening online.
I do believe the team members we lost are going for training somewhere and all have immaculate work histories along with some sort of further education that has helped promote them into positions at this new job that hasn't even moved in yet.
I am just a little bitch ass worker bee and my job is to make the numbers that give our company the profit it needs to stay in business.
I have a quota and for a couple weeks now they are updating everyone with hourly productivity reviews.
It is really in your face suck our dick type stuff that just annoys the piss out of you when you check it and find out you just did 3 times the amount of work as someone else making the same money as you.
I'm not a big fan of my job at all and can see why people get lost and end up working there for years on end.
As soon as I get to work it is nothing but a really long walk.
And there is a big looming tower present that requires me to climb staircases to reach different work areas many times a day.
At the end of my shift it feels like someone has packed crushed up glass into my knees and my feet feel as though someone has hit them with hammers.
I am grateful for employment but with Joe Biden as president my accomplishments are going unnoticed and under appreciated as so many people are just getting free rides thanks to social justice retards and memorandums that make no sense.
Why so salty?
It's just the ocean.
Imagine joining the worlds strongest military and your superiors order you to wear short shorts.
OP is actively trying to molest children while comparing himself to heroic revolutionaries.
2021-08-04 at 8:23 PM UTC
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Vaccine Mandates
I am not getting a vaccine.
They can't do anything else right so why would I believe the vaccine works?
They literally say it doesn't work.
Can we stay on the topic of my 486 and not veer off into discussions about coal burning power plants?
please
2021-08-04 at 8:20 PM UTC
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Fona's Apartment Search
Seriously done looking for an apartment for a few weeks.
All I have accomplished is throwing away hard earned money on hopeless hopes and dashing dreams.
I'm not going to find a new place to live.
My credit history looks like a bad joke.
My rental history is harder to verify than the origins of Covid.
And my employment is as young as a woman only Wariat would pursue.
Tired of being let down and facing the consequences of my past for a while.
Im just going to go with the option of staying where I am at unless Michelle doesn't find a place in the next couple of weeks or my current landlord comes up with some excuse as to why Im not as worthy to continue living here at the 537 black people who treat this place like a landfill and burn out pit.
I haven't been back over there since this past Saturday.
Work has been a little much lately and I needed to catch my sleep and a few other things back up.
Woke up this afternoon intending to go work on it more but instead got side tracked with that friggin apartment application.
Anyways, Im just going to try and set myself up for a good morning over there tomorrow.
If I had even 1 good day over there I could probably get everything finished.
It is making repeated trips to the dump that are fucking killing me.
It is too late to bother with a dumpster.
I can probably finish it off this weekend if I take Sunday off my regular job.
Everyone I have met that actually they themselves came from Africa have been super nice and friendly.
It is all these American negros that have bad attitudes, break traffic laws, and SMELL.
2021-08-04 at 7:28 PM UTC
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NIS celebrity team deathmatch
Break his Cock nose Scron!
Then have sex with him!
For 5 days now it says my computer has been on the way from Florida.
What did they put it on, a bicycle?
2021-08-04 at 7:19 PM UTC
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It snowed in Brazil today.
It's Winter there right now dumb ass.
Also Brazil has some of the best ski resorts in all of South America.
2021-08-04 at 5:35 PM UTC
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Fona's Apartment Search
I got a call about an apartment I was on a waiting list for and it will be available next month.
I told the lady I was still interested and she sent me over an application.
I asked her about what they were looking for on credit and background checks but she didn't seem to know so I am pretty sure I will just be throwing away $35 for this application processing fee.
I still have a little tiny bit of hope left in me though.
You just never know.
