2021-08-09 at 1:39 AM UTC
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Fona 8-8-2021
Woke up.
Drinking coffee.
About to get ready for work.
Pissed at work because I got 2 more points in the last week for no reason at all.
Their shit is broken and Im about ready to say fuck it and walk.
2021-08-08 at 6:22 PM UTC
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Fona 8-8-2021
Off to bed. Gotta get up and work again later.
2021-08-08 at 5:36 PM UTC
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Fona 8-8-2021
Everything went as planned.
After work and picking up groceries I took a friend to pick up his car he left at the dealership.
Now I am home attempting to make Hamburger Helper without burning the house down or making any more of a mess than I already have.
How are you guys doing this afternoon?
2021-08-08 at 9:49 AM UTC
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Fona 8-8-2021
Woke up on time.
Having coffee and a cigarette.
Got clothes laid out for me last night.
Soon Ill be on my way to work to make that precious money.
2021-08-08 at 3:04 AM UTC
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Fona 8-7-2021
Off to eat pizza and lay in bed.
I gotta get up early.
2021-08-08 at 3:03 AM UTC
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Fona 8-8-2021
The PLAN is
Wake up.
Eat breakfast.
Go to work.
After work pick up my groceries.
That is my immediate plan for tomorrow.
Let us see how it goes.
2021-08-08 at 3 AM UTC
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Fona 8-7-2021
Im really disappointed in myself.
I modified my grocery list to include peanut butter and jelly.
THEN I went and checked to see if I already have it and I do.
I don't want to modify it again and have them think Im being a jack ass on purpose.
But at the same time I really want the $4.00 back if I didn't need the peanut butter and jelly.
Now I am full of guilt for even thinking about it.
I just don't understand why we need to cut down the forests.
Shouldn't we be finding a way to live in them?
Do we really need lawns?
I think treeless plots of cut grass are retarded looking when instead if we planted a bunch off trees and let plants grow big and wild it would be like living in a whole new biome.
I'd much rather step outside into a forest environment instead of some city suburb where all I see is cut grass, jack asses house, more cut grass and another jack asses house, etc..
It be nice to have foliage so big I didn't see all this crap.
2021-08-08 at 2:47 AM UTC
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Fona 8-7-2021
I seriously just had some serious fun playing the very serious Serious Sam 4 and I seriously gotta tell you just how seriously awesome it is and seriously I wouldn't mind seriously playing Serious Sam 4 with you guys if you're serious.
2021-08-08 at 1:48 AM UTC
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Fona 8-7-2021
Fell asleep.
Drank coffee.
Ordered groceries.
Activated new credit card.
Took a shower.
Chillin for an hour.
Im only here because I read the title as XANAX MACHINES
2021-08-07 at 6:32 PM UTC
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The Obituary of Douglas Monks
Damn it.
You're back?
There is nothing going on here anymore.
Best just be on your way.
Would you like charcoal or rope?
Id give you a knife but Bill Krozby went bat shit crazy and broke it off in his guts when he killed himself.
They even had to remove the subfloor and replace it.
2021-08-07 at 6:30 PM UTC
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Fona 8-7-2021
Woke up.
Ate breakfast.
Went to the dump.
Visited with my dad.
Went to my mom's house but she wasn't there.
Removed stupid bumper stickers off my car.
Got back home.
Ate some lunch.
Backing files up from old computers.
Drinking coffee.
Bored.
Trying to find something long lasting just to keep documents and pictures, maybe even videos on.
Personal stuff NOT A PORN COLLECTION so it doesn't need to be very large.
1 TB is honestly probably way too much for my needs.
That being said give me something good and cheap.
Thanks
Just got a notification that it has arrived in Cincinnati.
The Nasty Natti.
So long as it down get AIDs before it gets here all should be good and going down soon.
2021-08-05 at 2:21 AM UTC
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Fona's War on Drugs
Since becoming sober I have found I zero tolerance for druggies or people in the situation I was once in.
I pass them with a snarl on my face and nasty words coming from under my breath.
These people are disgusting to me and I want to chain them to trees and start fires at their feet to see if they feel anything.
I was once addicted to drugs and homeless.
You would find me holding a sign on the side of the road collecting money from people passing by in cars.
Days were tough as hell back then and I would regularly walk over 20 miles a day going back and forth buying drugs and panhandling for more drugs.
Life in an abandoned house was scary and uncomfortable.
If I could I would buy enough booze to get plastered at night and pass out that way so I didn't stay up all night watching headlights beam in through the windows and freak me out.
Might it be possible to help out someone who is in the situation I once was in?
Sobriety met me at the bottom of a long painful fall off a bridge that resulted in a lengthy stay in a nursing home to recuperate.
Im not looking to throw anyone off a bridge but perhaps there is another way I could get one of these poor souls to see a way into a better life and run with it.
Pretty sure I have enough connections to get someone a bed in a rehab but the tricky part is getting them to take it.
My target was once our own Roshambo but he has no shame, guilt or sense and is no longer a viable option for saving.
Maybe Ill start with a bible and a bag of food for one of these people and try to build a report with them.
Perhaps with time I can gain their trust and friendship and get them to agree to seek help.
I know it sounds stupid but when someone is lost sometimes they just need someone to hold their hand.
Especially when they have nothing and no one.
Giving a little back would make me feel nice and I don't think I can get that glorifying myself in an NA/AA meeting.
Boots on the ground chasing the homeless around in the hood with a lasso and beating them with suboxone sounds a little more my style.
"Get in Billy, Im taking you to the methodone clinic you little bitch!"
