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2019-06-07 at 4:35 PM UTC in Matt, can ya stop texting me pics of your cock?!
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2019-06-07 at 4:31 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHugging women is the breast. I hugged my counselor yesterday for my last day of IOP, but it wasn't a boob hug. She told me what meeting she goes to after explaining to me what the difference is between crank, glass, and meth. She said first there was crank which wasn't actually meth, and then there was glass which was way better but not pure meth like it is today.
I'm gonna go to her meeting sometimes and next time I see her she'll probably hug me, but this time it's gonna be a boob hug.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-07 at 2:51 PM UTC in why not §m£ÂgØL and candyrein?then risirs like:
dont wanna
~dont wanna talk about it~
~i say why not~
dont wanna think about it
~i say theres got to~
be some good reason
for your little
BLACK
BACK
PACK
UP
SMACK
TURN AROUND HES ON HIS BACK
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2019-06-07 at 2:33 PM UTC in why not §m£ÂgØL and candyrein?Too bad he's a homosexualThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 1:41 PM UTC in Who here can vouch for blaster master...?He'll knife rape every friend and family member of yours the instant you turn your back but other than that hes a good man and I can vouch for that.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 1:27 PM UTC in frito lays spicy beandip engineered perpetual shortage
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2019-06-07 at 1:04 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by DietYellow Dont tstm. Change your password to something you wont remember. Aldra needs to be retained so I can sift through his threads and thanks.
I want him to TSTM for the sheer chaos of it. I find TSTM getting stronger. Just treat him like a chained demon, a legion of damned souls, a billion thoughts banished. But what of the mind of hell, where the damned go? That is The Self Taught Man. I have personally given him a heart and a mind. But then again, Scron and Sploo have given him endless autism.
Aldra can cast another stone into our fallen god, the demon at the heart of NIS.
One day Lanny will pull a classic drunk programmer move and turn on some kind of Python based machine learning engine and assign it to the TSTM. It will unleash a black dragon upon NIS, a trashcan metamorphosing into a beautiful ButterflAI.
Aldra, join me and give strength to our dark god!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-07 at 10:02 AM UTC in I will leave this website forever on one condition
Originally posted by Technologist You’re playing nice today. What about in a minute from now? How about an hour from now, or a day from now? How you gonna play then?
Mental illness sucks. It's made up and it's real at the same time like a an old Coca Cola aviator pilot Santa polar bear. None exist but they exist.
I feel these last few years I am like 7 different things always and I never know what I am except for the obvious times and other than that on normal days I am 3 things , maybe 2 , maybe 4
I dont actually think about it like that during my days but sometimes I do. I want to be consistent about things but I never am . Here I go again typing into my public journal. Wish i wasnt stuck in this stupid room behind this stupid bookcase hiding from the stupid nazis -
2019-06-07 at 7:44 AM UTC in I will leave this website forever on one condition
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2019-06-07 at 6:41 AM UTC in Fuck Guavai liek those guava sodas tho
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2019-06-07 at 6:24 AM UTC in We'reAllBrownNosers has pics of me on his wallYeah what a weirdo. Says he never posted on totse or zoklet but knows all about my life from a year ago and calls me Scron..
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2019-06-07 at 2:54 AM UTC in Aldra saves his hash and kief for....When he snorkles and scuba dives on The Great Barrier Reef.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 9:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionYeah, spent all night cleaning up. Don't know if I knocked everything over and trashed everything or if the police did. They took issue with something in my note and showed up at the ICU to harass me about it and tell me that they were "going to investigate"
It was something along the lines of "how would you feel if you saved someone who clearly didn't want to be alive and they went on to be a mass shooter?"
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2019-06-06 at 9:24 PM UTC in ATTN: CASPER- in reference to Malice
Originally posted by We'reAllBrownNosers If you're talking about Snoopy, he just got a life finally. And nobody has bullied me on here, especially not you. But I did notice a few kiddy porn watchers and trannies supporting your butthurt against me. You're just an annoying britfag and if I ever met you I swear to god I'm going to beat you into a coma you scared little faggot.
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2019-06-06 at 7:38 PM UTC in Message for InfinityshockHere's something for that faggot dildo:
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2019-06-06 at 7:31 PM UTC in LPT: Contact your lawyer BEFORE committing a crimeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 2:44 PM UTC in Deli meat properties and tacticsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 2:28 PM UTC in girls are generally more chill than guys
Originally posted by GGG You'll niggas ever meet a girl and you both just dump some heavy stuff right when you meet? I've never done that with a dude. Usually so much more buildup before most guys are ready to talk like that.
yea actually thats kind of what i was thinking about when i made this thread, there's this girl at work that we always talk about our mental breakdowns and shit and its nice to be open. it wasn't like that right off the bat but it didn't take too long. we both like running and taking research chemicals and she's actually cute as fuck but i just want her as a friend because it's nice to not have that sexual tensionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 2:22 PM UTC in Deli meat properties and tacticsalright so part of my employment involves using a slicer to slice deli meat, turkey and ham to be more specific. now the goal of this is to slice the meat as thinly as possible, HOWEVER, if you slice it too thinly, the meat will shred into pieces which is not ideal. but also nobody wants to eat a sandwich with 1/4 in ch thick slice of processed turkey. i'm pretty sure the way they make these meat blobs is they just throw the turkeys or pigs along with whatever other pigeons or animals that happen to be around in a giant grinder, bonds the ground result with some sort of edible glue, covers it with another layer of spices and this glue, then packages it up and ships it out so that it looks vaguely like it used to be the body of some animal.
so i mean depending on how the meat is, you might have to adjust the slicer to slicer a little thicker or thinner to get the ideal thickness.
also it helps to put a slight amount of pressure on the part of the slicer holding the meat down that is closer to you, because this helps to get a more clean, even slice so that the thickness of the piece of meat is constant and not some sort of weird gradientThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 2:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out to
I think when I went through it the first time I figured it was within a couple hours of posting. Of course prolly took 30 min or so to die after ingestion. I'm still annoyed he broke his promise. Was supposed to hang out with me for one single day before he did it. Kinda fucking inconsiderate but w/e it's done.
Yeah I mean it's not so much that I want to die. I'm just practical. I'm really jacked up and really behind, and I don't know if the things that I want out of life are ever going to be a possibility. People will tell you "anythings possible" but let's just be real. A homeless junkie has about as much chance at becoming a lawyer as a 75 year old does at becoming at astronaut. Sure it's, possible but so is a roller skating water buffalo. I'd rather just have a decent life and be happy.
But yeah I finally figured out that it wasn't just the shitty life and drugs making me sad. There's some legit chemical imbalance going on. All my angst you suicidal journal entries from when I was 14. Were a clue to that effect. If things ever get bad, it's still an option. Last year I was at like a 6.5-7 with 10 being completely ready to die, and in the 4-5 years before that I was at like an 8.5-9.. but now I'm just willing to give this whole process a shot and see if it works, its lame and gay to go like he did without even trying.
Sobriety is hard. Life is fucking hard. Shit sucks sometimes. A lot of the time. It there's also a ton of cool stuff that you miss out if you disengage from life. So I'm just going to give it as much focus and energy as I feel I can until I just don't have it to give anymore.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
