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2019-03-12 at 7:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-12 at 7:37 PM UTC in I bet none of you have ever even been outside of the US
Originally posted by Methuselah Isn’t that just another name for the Middle East.
No. Like I said earlier, it is the geological continent that comprises of the political continents of Europe and Asia.
If you live in China, you live in Eurasia. If you live in the UK, you also live in Eurasia. It's big as fuck.
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2019-03-12 at 6:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-12 at 6:31 PM UTC in What as the last thing in your mouth?
Originally posted by Firekrochfatty im coming to your place to eat G!!!
i lovem’ me some authentic mexican!!! i hate on the border or carlos & kelly’s type of mex… its just nasty. post some of your fixin’s for us, if you will?🤗🌷🥰
I'm an authentic Mexican ;)
Will post when hot and ready. Pretty much my tacos look like what you've got though. -
2019-03-12 at 6:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-12 at 6:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER You should get into opera, dawg
Thank you! Have you heard my other singles, "Lanny is so fucking gay" and "What would you do with a drunken admin"?
https://vocaroo.com/i/s1UMtbUsHszD
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2019-03-12 at 6:03 PM UTC in What as the last thing in your mouth?
Originally posted by Firekrochfatty i will give it a try GG- id rater eat bacon/cream cheese stuffed poblano peppers or Anaheim as opposed to jalepeno peppers as well. give it a go sometime and see if you like. 👍🏻
I'm Mexican so I've given it all a try lol. I have chilles rellenos in my fridge right now. Stuffed peppers of any kind are the shit. -
2019-03-12 at 5:54 PM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
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2019-03-12 at 5:48 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Also, §m£ÂgØL…. now you kind of have to record Goose Pond EP.
With as much as his autistic ass talked about it, you know he would've loved that.
Could use some improvement but I got dis:
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2019-03-12 at 4:31 PM UTC in The Game
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2019-03-12 at 4:31 PM UTC in I bet none of you have ever even been outside of the US
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2019-03-12 at 4:29 PM UTC in The Game
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2019-03-12 at 4:27 PM UTC in hey friends, im ready tro kill myself
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2019-03-12 at 4:24 PM UTC in What as the last thing in your mouth?
Originally posted by Firekrochfatty There is Bill Krozby, when i make it myself.
i put:
red tomatoes
green tomatillos
onion
cilantro
jalapeños into my mini cuisine art food processor.
👍🏻
You should try it with roasted poblanos (in addition to the jalapenos.) It adds that pepper flavor without a bunch of spice.
Every year I specifically over-water one jalapeno plant so that I can have some that aren't very spicy. The capsaicin is actually a natural defense for the pepper that is released when stressed (the same goes for many compounds in many plants). Over-water the plant and it wont' be stressed, and thus won't produce as much spice. This makes for some delicious peppers that you can use to add flavor without burning the shit out of your tongue. -
2019-03-12 at 4:18 PM UTC in What as the last thing in your mouth?
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2019-03-12 at 4:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah. That's the part that I think gets me the most. I can't find an obituary…,a funeral service….a grave site. It's like he was never here to begin with. He had all these people reaching out to him. I figured he'd at least want to see what normal interactions/life could be like.
I always imagined doing a documentary about totse and all the offshoots. It's our shitty little niche site, but when you think about it like I said- he's really just a proxy for those millions of people with severe social and mental health issues. From the sounds of it, he was on a ton of different antidepressants, but they never seemed to do much. Imagine if he'd channeled all that brain power to doing anything constructive? He could've been a fantastic columnist or political commentator.
Idk. I guess it feels like he died years ago. But he promised he'd meet up for a couple of days. Idk how I could've been more accommodating. I wonder if he thought I'd talk him out of it? Part of me admires his resolve, but the rest is just…ugh. My life sucked for such a long time. And most days I didn't even feel like trying to change anything. I just wanted to get high and go to sleep, and wake up and maybe something would be different. But finally I realized "if you're serious about killing yourself, wouldn't it make sense to try other things first?"
I GET suicide. No one should feel trapped. But he actually had a ton of positive qualities that he just hadn't cultivated. His suicide just feels lazy. Out of all my friends who died, even though I never met him face to face, I almost feel more for him because we were so much alike in so many ways. I think there's a ton of projection too. It makes me sad to think that if something happened to me, or I died in my sleep- it wouldn't be much different. My mom wouldn't be able to afford to bury me ( even if interrment is kinda stupid and selfish). It's almost impossible to find picture s of me online. I barely just started talking to old friends. All my closest friends are dead or in jail. Didn't go to school. Didn't get married. No significant other.
It just feels so strange for someone to be here for so long, and spend all those days on this planet, and all those conversations and all the reading and debating. And pictures of your dick next to your cat. And then there's just 40 or 50 assorted weirdos on the internet who even had an inkling you existed, and only one of them even known your real name…and he had to pay money to dig it up after the fact from your coroners report.
Idk.
It does seem like a shame. And there's probably at least a few million like him out there too. People who have squandered their potential and felt so hopeless from it that they instead opt to exit the game. People who are isolated from real social interaction and left to survive on the fringes of society.
He was good looking. Had a good body. Smart as fuck. Could've been so much more.
It's gonna be a year since his death in just a few more months.
If anybody wants to do a memorial I was thinking we could, idk, gather up some of his best posts and publish it? I'm willing to put it together. Free e-book and paper copies sold at printing cost. This way he isn't just nothing, there will be something physical that could possibly outlive any of us. Our grandchildren will dust off the book in 100 years and say, "Who the fuck was Malice?" He won't just exist on websites and archives anymore. IDK.
Maybe it's a stupid idea but if anyone wants to work on such a thing I know how to put it all together. Can provide evidence of paper copies being sold at cost. It really depends on the size/quality but it will probably only be 1-3 bucks per copy. The money just goes to Amazon but this is the cheapest/easiest/most accessible way I can think of memorializing him. Plus think of all the randoms who will buy this book and wonder what the fuck they've stumbled on to.
Also, hydro is a piece of shit mother. -
2019-03-12 at 3:54 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-12 at 3:27 PM UTC in White guy getting hassled at Indian food market
Originally posted by Lanny Indians (in India) don't particularly have a problem with white people but they're not the friendliest people in the world either, at least in cities. You don't get hassled unless you're being obnoxious, but most people don't care about you and merchants see you as a way to make money and not much else. People specifically in hospitality are nice, but that's like their job.
It's not a bad or unusual cultural aspect. The French are like this too, as well as many other European nations (and more.) If you arent family/friends then they wont spend time making a connection with you. But once you are, you get treated so amazingly well.
America is kind of the opposite and it's totally socially acceptable to strike up conversation in the dog food aisle at Walmart and shit. I mean when I was a cashier (not at Walmart thank god) people used to tell me ALL KINDS of personal shit. -
2019-03-12 at 3:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER So you have to give them a verifiable photo of your drivers license and last 4 of social, etc, to receive on coinbase now?
Yeah. It's a whole ordeal now for tax purposes. You need to set up an offshore acct if you want an acct on an exchange which isn't gonna report taxes and ask for all this info. I think cash app has a btc option though? I saw a balance for it just now so I assume you can hold/transfer btc that way. -
2019-03-12 at 3:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER It might be from Square. As far as I know, only the company has my bank records which have my actual info.
Yeah $smerk310
Going to make a new btc wallet while I'm at work.
Alright I sent you 10.
I hope malice would've felt at least some joy or pride in the fact that people cared enough to think about him this long. It's sad, but I think we'll miss him more than his family ever did. They didn't seem to treat him very well at any point in his life.
Goddamn though.
