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2018-10-04 at 6:35 PM UTC in How do I get laid in another countryGonna get laid by hookers
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2018-10-04 at 5:50 PM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...Yeah, probably not. End it now bitch.
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2018-10-04 at 3:05 PM UTC in made a fuckin rainbow cake took picsOP is fresh as fuck niggas
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2018-10-04 at 3:01 PM UTC in remember when mash wasn't an actual crazy person?
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2018-10-04 at 2:56 PM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...
Originally posted by hydromorphone I'm working on it. As I said before, fear is a huge part of it to get over, and it takes that special mindset, for me. Anyway, to get to the point of going through with it. If it wasn't for 1337 getting a hold of me out of the blue, I'd be gone. Even Malice, who I thought was a pretty brave soul, struggled with fear before going through with it. I p don't want to do it in such away where there will be a high percentage of failure. So, that also means I need time, and space, and/or the right instrument for my demise.
Until then, here I am, posting on this shitty forum, dealing with you guys.
You must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that prevents total obliteration. You will face your fear. You will permit it to pass over you and through you. And when it has gone past you will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Not even you will remain.
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2018-10-04 at 2:51 PM UTC in This site's top 3 users who bring nothing at all to the table.hey op its seven billion not seven million
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2018-10-04 at 2:49 PM UTC in made a fuckin rainbow cake took pics
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2018-10-04 at 8:44 AM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...
Originally posted by hydromorphone Pain has been a huge part of my suicidal ideations, and attempts. I definitely am afraid to die, it's a scary thought. I want to live, but not if it's gonna just be this constant pain, and mental anguish. I want to be happy, just doesn't feel like anything will come together for that… I literally have the worst luck in the world, not considering my own fuck ups I am responsible for.
It takes a special mind set to do it. I was in that mind set not long ago, and somehow just saved by 1337,again. I bled myself out 2,500 + ml of blood in bottles, which is why I am certain of amount (and oh god I was I fucked up for days after that) . I'm considering getting some benzos to help me give no more fucks, and hopefully be able to complete my task next round. I wish I could just get over the fear, and do it right.
Jesus Christ just end it already. If you are this fucked at your age there is no having a happy life anymore. -
2018-10-04 at 8:36 AM UTC in Tramadol
Originally posted by apric0t My only knowledge of tramadol comes from either Mash or §m£ÂgØL. Maybe both. It's a weak drug, along the lines of chugging cough syrup or huffing paint imo and apparently makes you feel like puking if you take too high of a dose.
So yeah, you'll prolly get addicted and die.
Originally posted by -mal- So…
My boyfriend is making me a vanity in a last ditch effort fulfill promises he didn’t keep to save the relationship. But I think by now we both know it’s done and he doesn’t want to look like he’s not a man of his word.
He has these pieces of like rectangular vanity fixtures like it’s a rectangle with holes in it for light bulbs and it’s metal. The back side has really sharp edges.
So my front door you can’t open all the way because there’s this hall tree coat rack thing, two of them by the door and one extends too far and is behind the door keeping it from opening all the way. I’ve told him a million times this is ridiculous and he doesn’t listen.
So I came home after a few shots of tequila and I had all my work bags and trays of food that I got to bring home from leftover catering and those pieces of metal had been by the door because they were trash. I had knocked them more in the walkway getting my shoes but I was kind of mad they hadn’t been taken to the trash so I didn’t pick them up I just hoped he heard them clattering and would know to take them out.
So I’m going through this tiny door opening with all this stuff and apparently he never took to the trash. So I somehow like kicked it maybe? And kicked my ballet flat style shoe off or back idk at the end of everything my shoe was bent backwards in half under my foot. And it was basically like I stepped through that sharp edge and just sliced my foot from the side of my toe down to the pad of like the ball of your feet.
So you just started three paragraphs in a row with 'So' and you should be ashamed of yourself
So ashamed
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2018-10-04 at 8:32 AM UTC in remember when mash wasn't an actual crazy person?
Originally posted by HTS i miss those halcyon days. he was such a nice boy. i kind of blame this site/zoklet, and all of us, for doing this to him.
Those were good days. I used to talk to mash for hours about all sorts of things. Then the 2ce happened, and so did the physical issues. I just feel bad for the nigga. One of the few people on nutjob welfare that actually deserves to be on it.
*cough cough*
