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2023-09-02 at 5:51 PM UTC in My pedophile roommate called 911 because I was abusing him
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2023-09-02 at 8:38 AM UTC in My pedophile roommate called 911 because I was abusing him
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2023-09-02 at 8:28 AM UTC in Britney Spears Divorce
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2023-09-01 at 4:26 PM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny i guess my question could be simplified down to :
what are the feelings that make you want to be a woman.
is it the attention from men ?
is it not having a penis ?
is it the feeling of being pretty ?
i can not imagine what the feeling of being a woman feels like like i can not imagine the feeling of being a dog like, or what it feels like to wag a tail in an aggresive manner.
i guess what i really want to know is what makes a woman feels like a woman.
do women feel like women ?
I love/hate attention from anyone and have often said I wish to not be perceived. I mean, I love positive attention and it makes me feel giddy. I just hate that it makes me feel giddy, so I end up feeling gross in equal measure. So probably not that. I still have a dick, so probably not that. The feeling of being pretty is definitely part of it, but before I started hormones I steeled myself for the possibility that I would not pretty up all that well because I figured that'd be the case. It's not that, or not just that. Probably not even predominantly that.
And I can't imagine what it feels like to be a cis women that well either. I feel like taking a bunch of estrogen gives me some glimmers of insight, but nothing profound... and almost certainly nothing that a less autistic male wouldn't pick up on without having to go through all that trouble.
It's hard to describe. The formative experience for me was a dream I had when my grandpa was still alive, and he died when I was 7 or 8. I've talked about it before. I was a girl in the dream, and I felt happy in the dream. It was such a profoundly good experience that I tried to have the same dream every night for months afterward. There's also the time I saw myself in a mirror when I was out on a date with that one guy: it felt right, and good, seeing that staring back at me. I had hated mirrors my whole life up to then. Hated my reflection. I used to think it was just 'cause I was an ugly little goblin, but it's not like I'm an especially pretty dickgirl either (and if anything there's way more pressure on me to believe I'm ugly now than there was for me back when I was presenting as a man).
It's... ineffable, indescribable. It's such a little thing, yet holds such vast power in my life. It just feels right. It... clicks. It feels closer to the truth than the truth I've been presented (see: allegory of the cave analogy from earlier). I dunno. I don't know (or particularly care) if there's a scientific justification or whatever for what I'm doing. I've wanted it for as long as I can remember wanting things. Needed it. π€·π»ββοΈ -
2023-09-01 at 4:14 AM UTC in Life Expectancy of Body Armor
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly lanced lannys longing labia, letting her larp as a little laotian ladybody lapdancer. i have a 30-ish year old USP pistol…one of the first plastic pistols…and it works fine.
the only benefit of that plastic/ceramic armor is light weight. get the solid steel plates with the thickest anti-spall liner and you'll never have to worry about anything again.
the expiry date is mostly for legal purposes but some studies showed kevlar would degrade over certain moisture conditions…and UV
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2023-08-30 at 6:29 PM UTC in What do tranny pussies smell like?Came across this youtube vid today on GLP.
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2023-08-29 at 3:28 AM UTC in "Deadliest Varient Covid Yet" to hit UK by October
Originally posted by aldra That is of course assuming the theory that the vaccines are coded to create second-generation sterility isn't true. If it is we're headed for a Children of Men scenario and I really didn't like that movie
let's get weird
Originally posted by aldra https://twitter.com/TheJikky/status/1596061404003700737
https://archive.ph/oIv1X
very interesting read
I remember seeing the original 4chan post but not knowing enough about genetics to tell how feasible it was.
at least in regards to the conclusion, ie. second-generation mutations to ova, it's possible - M'RNA can be reverse-transcribed into DNA which would feasibly alter the DNA that is passed to your children without encoding to RNA and altering the person who receives the shot. from what little I could find on M'RNA > DNA reverse transcription though, it seemed that it was mostly being treated as an accidental and unwanted side-effect, and that we aren't anywhere near the point of being able to do it intentionally.
basically the tweet posits that CDKN1B is mentioned in MODERNA patents but has had its data removed from GENBANK, lending credence to this idea that it was being used for some covert purpose. it also notes that LINE-1 reverse transcription is a very new idea unlikely to be even considered outside of the industry, meaning that even if the post is fake it'd have to have been written by someone with a good knowledge of how medical products and gene therapies are produced.
shitposting on /pol/ about LINE-1 reverse transcription before medical researchers were even publicly talking about it
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2023-08-27 at 1:31 PM UTC in "Deadliest Varient Covid Yet" to hit UK by October
Originally posted by Meikai What happened to "igg4" and covid being real but the boosters reduce your immune response?
serious answer:
1. COVID is probably a real, distinct virus, even though isolated genetic sequences are questionable. It was (is) rather mild in and of itself, but like similar illnesses it could be lethal in people with compromised immune systems or other comorbidities.
2. Influenza deaths (statistically) disappeared during the CORONA MADNESS MONTHS because virtually all deaths relating to respiratory infections were attributed to COVID - there's no reasonable way to determine the direct cause of death without an autopsy, and US hospitals were specifically very liberal about attributing deaths to COVID because of the way insurance paid out per-patient. These standards were largely adopted by other countries (ie. attributing any death to COVID if the patient had tested positive in the previous weeks), even where the insurance incentive did not exist.
3. The IgG4 thing has been well-documented over the last year or so, basically the MR'NA-type vaccines flood a person's system with so many spike proteins that they desensitise the immune response. An IgG4 response is what the immune system deploys when a 'dangerous agent' does minimal damage and is persistent long-term, instructing antibodies to tolerate it rather than actively attack it. IgG4 proteins begin to outweigh the other IgGs (essentially attack orders) after the third or so booster: https://archive.vn/Nq5by
4. This is likely to result in the virus selecting for lethality, rather than longevity. MAREKS FOR MEN. -
2023-08-27 at 1:54 AM UTC in "Deadliest Varient Covid Yet" to hit UK by October
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2023-08-20 at 1:04 PM UTC in I thought it was Wariat
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2023-08-19 at 9:12 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by DontTellEm There is only so many wariat jokes.
https://niggasin.space/thread/83096
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2023-08-18 at 10:43 PM UTC in it would be funny as helleven usa till not thwt long ago bob:
https://chnm.gmu.edu/cyh/teaching-modules/230.html
so maybe they or their society had it right all along? think about thwt why dont ya. -
2023-08-18 at 10:41 PM UTC in it would be funny as helland regarding the other thing moron, even if it was true, meeting someone isnt a crime and full on sex and prostitution was normal not long ago even ine ngland so it sonly your modern fay subjective opinion of a βsupposedβ crime because it certisnly wasnt iless than 200 years ago in london or the uk bob:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rebecca_Jarrett#CITEREFEckley2007
murder or theft were always crime sin every society this wasnt only until recent times. -
2023-08-13 at 2:35 PM UTC in Registration is down.all hail lannyism
Originally posted by A I wrote a book
Let us imagine Communism as if it were a discipline for computer science, like a Github repo.
here are some other flavors of communism
Now lets look at how Lannyism would fit in this framework of communism
I have been going through all the works, writings and thought of our dear leader Lanny, even did a scrape of every post he ever made (16k+) and ran block after block of it through an AI summary to distill his very being into LANNYISM, the greatest ideology ever as it was based on the life and philosophy of our dear leader Leonardo who is the secret architect behind many of our stories bringing us here today.
You don't have to read it (13 pages lol) but if anyone asks what party you support or what your political leanings are, and you DON'T say Lannyism well I would consider that counter revolutionary and anti party, but we err on the side of doing nothing. Punish yourself! Tell your mom you quit left/right politics and have become a devout Lannyist!
There are 2 'versions' of the 'book'
here is the raw PDF - https://pomf2.lain.la/f/9velacpy.pdf
txt version for poor pppl - https://pomf2.lain.la/f/y1725m.txt
Lannyism_Ideological ForkintheUtensilDrawerofCommunistTheory.pdf
This is the special full release edition which includes the LANNYISM MANIFESTO PDF + conways game of life written in HolyC(templeOS), all the images used in the book, a copy of the forum software, the hacker manifesto, Das Kapital, industrial society, and some other pdf files that align with lannyist ideology
Lannyism.zip https://files.catbox.moe/t1ipqa.zip
preview of the book
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2023-08-11 at 2:51 PM UTC in Military Genius Zelensky wants Ukrainians to throw molotovs at Russian tanks
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2023-08-09 at 8:31 PM UTC in The horrifying results of defunding the police
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2023-08-08 at 12:39 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny
theyre all junks UNTIL AFTER YOU'VE SUCCESSFULLY FIXED THEM.
which you never have time to.
better start warming that 700 dollar soldering iron tonite.
Um no...I can sell non working units for more than I paid for them...I only ever buy low and sell high. I've bought units before just to harvest the chips...a 7501 CPU for example goes for about $70 alone...buy a busted unit for $30...pull out the processor...instant profit.
Again hoarding is when you collect EVERYTHING and don't throw anything away.
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2023-08-03 at 2:07 PM UTC in I feel like the guy from Austin Powers.i think it's you who doesn't understand they have a function outside of your pride celebrations.
YOu wear jeans and put chaps over them so you can walk through thickets of brush (Here it's not a rain forest with big ass leaves, it's generally pokey shit and everything is dusty, dry, and gonna stab you) so you put your jeans on (Normally jeans but I have worn them with shorts to hunt with (Not leather tho, mine were this hard light tan canvas cuz those black leather ones are retarded hot when you're walking through brush to kick up grouse/pheasants/quail shit like that. In America it's called "Upland Game" it's when former Vice PResident Dick CHeney shot his friend he didn't like "on accident" in the face from 20 yards away.
so you put the chaps on, remember how I said they were really hot and uncomfortable, if you need to wear them everyday your ass is gonna be a swamp, so they makee them assless so when you sit down you don't have leather between your ass, with your pants and your leather all resting on a horse,
not because it's gay but because it's comfortable, then some gay cowboys put them on and said fuck the pants I'm trying to get it in back there, and it became this huge gay thing
but no assless chaps are not any gayer than a jock strap (Which also has the ass exposed) and is worn by those doing atheletics (With pants over there and a nut cup to protect the cock) and like half the gay people I know.
I don't, for the record, wear or have ever tried assless chaps or a jock strap on in a gay setting. -
2023-08-03 at 12:44 PM UTC in "Ain't nothing you can do" - scholar raids Sikh owned store
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2023-08-02 at 11:17 AM UTC in Donald Trump is visiting my state today
Originally posted by Cowboy2013 Where is he now? Post a link
Haven't been there for over a year but F4BBS, just checked and place still up.
https://www.f4bbs.com/F4BBS/viewforum.php?id=1
If he is still there he goes by Southern Gentry, you don't have to reg to post there.