Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Solstice
I have 100% snapped and lost my mind and am no longer accessible to the human experience. I have transcended from the despise of life's torture to a lust, and a need for it.
I am to be destroyed. Of this, i know. The purpose, can only truly speculate on. Irrelevant, regardless.
Let go of the hate. The anger. The heart. The human burning desire for justice, in whatever form. Accept, allow, and invite the inescapble suffering within. Learn to find its comfort, behind its frightening mask.
This suffering entity loves you more than you know, despite its torture. It just knows its purpose: break what remains of the fragile human form to truly free it. You must destroy things at time for new life to have its own chance.
I know my purpose now, as well. A timeframe, as well. The inner peace now guides me down the avenues I must travel for this very close goal of mine.
I wish you all truly the best in any attempted recoveries, financial or emotional struggles, or othewise. I wish no ill upon anyone here depite crude things said in jest.
Message me for any desired insight, questions or reasonable ways I can perhaps help you. I seek to only spread happiness, help, and any assistance I can in this final hours.
This is not drug induced. This is months of debate in a damaged, tortured, yet desperate and seemingly intteligent brain that made many calculations, second guesses and reconsiderations, and consciously decided on the choice of total extermination.
I am at peace with this, and respectfully decline any help, support, or other attempts to sway my already moving process. I thank those of you who truly care but ask that you celebrate my good and funny memories etc and not grieve my loss.
Please, if anyone respects me, punch the first person to call my loss a "tragedy". Thats just more self serving bullshit. It will be the most powerful, liberating, and freeing moment possible to experience. If you "grieve" the loss of a clearly suffering person you're just selfish.
When I held my first beloved sick cat in my arms as I allowed the veterinarian to inject the lethal dose or pentobarbital into his system it ripped my heart out in ways most way chide me for, of which I have lost all value in critism. Regardless, there were "chances" he would recover (all slim chance and risky) or keep him in the hospital full time to see if he changed. Agreed to try it overnight and it was no change. I had him euthanized in my arms and it hurt more than anything in my life but I really did love him and my desire to avoid that loss was not ever going to be stronger than my love for his best interest.
This is where I am. They say they care. They claim its worth trying. Im in terrible pain, sick and suffering. No concern for that; only for my possibly liability on others. Because human life means nothing to our society.
Allow me to spread my wings and leave this failed experiment behind and save yourself the trouble of even attempting to access let alone influence or change my mind right now.
If anyone would feel compelled to contribute anything in my memory or trade me for any remaining wares, I kindly ask you donate all the money to a local animal shelter of your choosing.
remember last week when u were all about edibles and shit like that? Don't kill yourself, that's so weak and gay. Depression subsides, you arent a prisoner of war or in incredible chronic pain. Don't do it please because so many more people should die before you do
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Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
depends how often they're going to be in and out of there and whether you can trust yourself, depends what's stored and if it's only dope (no guns) locally SWIM here's it's usually only $400 typically which is like having another roommate you only see very occasionally
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Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
the following things are empty
me
the box
yo pockets
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by G4LM
Says the opiate addict who is abusive to his girlfriend
Sounds like you're jealous someone else is being treated like my filthy little plaything
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
candyrain isnt ugly an ยงmยฃรgรL is literally mexican lol like wtf how embarassing, mexicans are literally good for nothing
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Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
the IRS throws you a ticker tape parade
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by aldra
lol
we've officially come to the point where 'terrorist' has no actual meaning
That was in Ukraine in 2014
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2019-07-08 at 3:16 AM UTC
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My wife is pregnant
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
in vitro fertilization is basically telling God you don't care he's telling you not to reproduce. How are fundamentalist Christians not against this practice too?
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Folks, his immaturity has made living as a self sufficient adult an impossible task
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2019-09-04 at 8:55 PM UTC
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LIFE WAS JUST FOUND ON MARS
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Rear Naked Joke
Other people constantly live in your head rent free. You need some friends.
This makes no sense contextually or otherwise. Youre developmentally delayed and avoid eye contact when speaking with people
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country
China will grow larger.
*rarger
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
It's boom boom boom boom you fucking vengabitch
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2019-09-04 at 9:03 PM UTC
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Dual boot windows/linux
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Lanny
Does Ubuntu in virtualbox suck as bad for you as it does for me? I did it for a class on an OSX host and the DE was a sluggish heap of shit. I tried bumping the RAM up to 8GB* and turning off all the compiz wankery and it was still horrible. If I don't install X and the DE it's great. I'm guessing the DE leans on the GPU and virtualbox is emulating that on the CPU but jesus, I really shouldn't need a dedicated GPU to run a barebones clean install of the supposedly "inclusive" linux distro.
* Which I should not need to run a linux system when all I was using was GCC and vim
Use xubuntu or whatever one has the mouse in the logo, it runs a lot better I find
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2019-09-04 at 2:41 AM UTC
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Image i drew of CandyRein
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by CandyRein
I was talking to Nil…
And no TV show made me want to go into nursing..I love people and get a high almost from helping people
Iโm addicted to the feeling I get from my job
Ie ..they help me just as much as I help them
That's good I didn't think you became a nurse because you saw it on tv, I just asked what your favorite show to do with nursing was. Also, are you aware of the stereotype of the crazy nurse? Most men rank womens erraticness based on profession 1. hairdresser 2. nurse 3. aesthetician
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
I havent listened to it yet because I'm afraid it wil ruin the good memories I have of Maynard and the Tools. My favorite album is aenima (which is a concept album about california crashing into the ocean no matter what anyone says) and I used to be able to play every song on opiate on guitar. Lateralus was a beautiful album, I'm kinda savoring this album though and I appreciate the links but I'm not ready to listen to it rn
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2019-09-04 at 5:08 AM UTC
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Image i drew of CandyRein
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
the only good thing I can say about g2ln is that he's probably nice to animals so it's nice you're bringing awareness to the plight of the gorirra.
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2019-09-04 at 2:16 AM UTC
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Image i drew of CandyRein
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I nice OC picture that our dear reader photoshopped into the sistine chapel and sitting beside Keanu, lots of Mmq posts including one mentioning his skydad and his neighbors daughter, an argument over the definition of hoodrat (which doesn't have to do with promiscuity, just general social stasis and being a waster) and you seem personally offended by innocuous things which just feeds the whole thing. It's like an ecosystem of self perpetuating mediocre trolling
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2019-09-04 at 2:47 AM UTC
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Image i drew of CandyRein
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by aldra
what the fuck is an aesthetician
awwww I do yo nail now dey rook so pretty, I do yo eyebrow u rook rike breyonche
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by DietPiano
SWIM smoked meth in his hotel over about an hour or so and was about 6 feet from the door because he used the stove to vape it with. Could people smell that realistically?
Also he flicked a lighter a lot and tapped the glass to the glass stoevtop a good bit and jacked off potentially moderately loudly… he is VERY very paranoid. He DID have the fan on though.
Nobody has called him yet 2 or hours after last toke. Also his door is right next to the elevator.
He turned the tv on for noise 5 minutes in though.
you can't leave by the door now, they're definitely outside. You'll have to use the window
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal
Actually I am a mixture of European and Asian genetics.
Do I look predominantly white, sure, that doesn't take away from the fact that I am Asian.
Here is a picture of my grandfather:
Isn't he handsome?
He married my grandmother, an Austrian woman who was a member of Hitler Youth.
I just contacted your grandparents via Ouija board and they wanted me to tell you you're a disappointing faggot
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