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2018-09-20 at 3:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by stare rape I know this post is a few pages old, but I missed it.

Tramadol is honestly my favorite pain pill, but I think it's a metabolic abnormality. 300mg does the same thing to me that 80mg of oxy would + a sense of tactile sensitivity similar to a lower dose of MDMA

It was great, about seven years ago I could walk into one of those "doctors care" places complaining of back pain and walk out with a script of those. Apparently, the medical community became aware of people like me though, and won't prescribe them as freely, and now it's scheduled.

It was great while it lasted though

Also, try snorting one of those cyclobenzaprines.

How do you think its a medical abnormality? I skimmed a couple articles just to see what it would show up as in a piss test and this girl skimmed some articles and determined it's 50/50 whether or not I'll become addicted to it. So far it doesn't give me any kind of crunch or rush but I've only eaten the pills. It has however made me exponentially happier and initially helped with pain. I was going to be prescribed 8 a day but reduced it to 4. I turned down morphine and suggested tramadol because I had taken them a while ago.

So far it's a pretty meh painkiller, my drugs of choice are hydromorphone and Percocet for pain and so far tramadol has had more of an effect than I figured but is still pretty weak. It feels like I developed a tolerance pretty quickly so I'm probably going to go on the morphine next month and eventually be back on the hydros.

I've sniffed flexeril several times and tricked other people into snorting it too. Flexeril help me get to sleep but I feel kinda spaced after taking them. You also develop a tolerance extrmely quickly and they aren't meant for any long term use, really just injury specific pain

2018-09-20 at 3:06 PM UTC in Gonna tell my therapist to eat a dick

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by aldra I don't think I can ever read CBT and not think Cock and Balls Torture

I am forcefed cbt several times a week and would much prefer cock and ball torture

2018-09-20 at 3:57 AM UTC in Gonna tell my therapist to eat a dick

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

What I'm saying is I don't know what's best for you but your therapist sounds like a twat and a waste of money. A bartender is literally better

Edit: I keep typing more than i should and deleting it because lannielle fucking un tstm'd everything and it makes me paranoid to type some things.

Digression: Pm me if you want and I can probably make you grateful for the problems you do have

fuck you lannielle

2018-09-20 at 3:33 AM UTC in You are all mentally ill

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

swim
Swam
Swoon

2018-09-20 at 3:27 AM UTC in Thread for me to reflect back on

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

This thread is for me to reflect forelornly about at an undetermined date

Thank you for your patience

2018-09-20 at 3:11 AM UTC in You are all mentally ill

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

I deleted most of my post to appear more sane and it just looks like I have something to hide now

2018-09-20 at 2:22 AM UTC in You Know What Sucks?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by DontTellEm Life sucks.

But if you blame it on anyone else U suck. Who knows what other people are going through, how they deal with their own shit.

To look @ ppl in any general way & feel like they weren't there, or they didn't respond adequately to U. That sucks. Cuz maybe, they just were in a place that You were ….unable or ill equipped to respond to their needs. No matter your own needs.

This is the most I've seen you type and it reads like a cry for help, or at least a testament to the entropy that you live in

I would give you a hug but I bet you'd be all tense and weird

2018-09-20 at 2:19 AM UTC in Ever tried the drug called...

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

This thread is a trip down memory lane, which is of course the cruisey gay district.

2018-09-20 at 2:16 AM UTC in You are all mentally ill

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

I'm neutral on the subject of my sanity which means I'm perfectly sane

2018-09-20 at 2:11 AM UTC in bring back TSTM

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

What the fuck I loved that guy and was looking forward to meeting him again soon

2018-09-19 at 9:14 PM UTC in I might have to pull a Stupid Noob

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

You'll be walking a mile in his shoe

2018-09-19 at 9:13 PM UTC in I might have to pull a Stupid Noob

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Well the shoes really on the other foot now

2018-09-19 at 9:08 PM UTC in I might have to pull a Stupid Noob

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Stupid noob did it for the painkillers

2018-09-19 at 8:08 PM UTC in It's interesting that mmq is like almost exclusively white

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by mmQ He's 4 and we're well past that.

Your new avatar makes it more ominous

2018-09-19 at 8:07 PM UTC in It's interesting that child molesters and the like are almost exclusively white.

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Believe it or not the rapiest people in the world are inuk/Inuit/Eskimo

They're in remote areas and get insanely liquored up when they drink. All the men will leave to go seal hunting and the ones left behind will prey. Look at the stats in Canada, they're exponentially higher than any other race group

2018-09-19 at 8:04 PM UTC in It's interesting that mmq is like almost exclusively white

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by mmQ I have a black friend.

How old is he?
Try to resist the urge to fondle him

2018-09-19 at 8:01 PM UTC in It's interesting that mmq is like almost exclusively white

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Hide yo kids hide yo wife

2018-09-19 at 7:59 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by DietPiano Tilray is up 50% during the pre-market. The premarket only lasts about a half hour and is low volume. The regular session starts in 1 minute and will be much higher volume. I made $45 bucks in 15 minutes because I didn't put my order in until it was up ~45%.

If I was 15 minutes earlier, I would have made $270 in 15 minutes.

Put your money in ASAP

Then they halted trading lol. Their valuation is insane though there's going to be a loud pop next year. In the meantime it's literally dogecoin

2018-09-19 at 4:32 PM UTC in Pure Hate Part ∞

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by RisiR † I'm actually laughing right now.

I honestly didn't do much. The dude I worked with was a professional clown and he did most of the act. It was a routine but there was lots of improvising. We would go in and he would introduce himself as one of the doctors and tell the kids that I'm a nurse (krankenschwester - female word) to wich I'd make a funny face. We would walk from bed to bed and mess up magic tricks and balloon animals. I would casually fall on my face and act as if I was hurt just to bounce back like a champ and do funny faces. The massage was to never stop laughing. We gave them toys and books and then talked to them.

It was absolutely heartbreaking sometimes. I often felt guilty for some reason.

You can do all kinds of voluntary jobs in hospitals. I helped out in other areas, too. That's how I started in the hospital. You can help in the kitchen (lots of convicts doing community time) or you can push beds around. You can clean sheets and stuff but that's hardcore. You can go there and spend time with the elderly. They need that, too. Yea… lots of stuff.

That's beautiful. You should be proud of doing that. Sounds like a kid of survivors guilt. That's a great service you were doing. Would you go see the same kids again and again? I imagine it would be incredibly heartbreaking to see conditions deteriorate. Nurses have told me after a while you become pretty numb and with hospital clownery I'd imagine you'd be more involved and feel more of a loss. Probably best not to think about, good job, you are literally an everyday working class hero and I'm just a nigger

2018-09-19 at 4:03 PM UTC in Pure Hate Part ∞

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by RisiR † Hahaha… yea. I somehow got a real talent with being goofy. I can fall without hurting myself and kids love that stuff. I did it from 2012 to 2014. I've actually cried a lot during that time which is super cliche. It was on voluntary basis. I only did a couple of "workshops" to get licensed and worked with an older dude who was an actual clown. I've often posted about working at a hospital. I was a clown.

I was so high during that time. It was a lot of fun. I would probably have to renew my shit and find a real clown dude to work with, though.

That's pretty patch Adams. It's good it seems like you would get catharsis from it as well. There's something about being near pain that makes yours seem less severe.

That's actually awesome so was it like a set show or was it tailored to specific kids and full of improvising? Did you get emotionally invested in your audience? Did you break character? We're you always with the other guy? What age were the kids typically? So you volunteered at the hospital for 2 years? I feel terrible about my karma. What are other jobs that you can volunteer hospitals besides clownery?

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