Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
people say that benzos will wreck ur life and i think that can definitely be true. i've had my fair share of times where i used etiz/benzos to numb out all day or pass out because i didn't want to handle reality, but now i feel like most of that shit was just caused by using meth or opioids which can both result in intense anxiety. i don't need 3+ mg every day to feel alright, and my tolerance has went down just from lowering to 1-2 mg a night, so it seems like my tolerance is stabilizing rather than going off to infinity along the t axis lmao. it just relieves the crippling (in the sense that it stops me from actually doing things in life, not like i feel like i'm going to die) anxiety so well and i seem to have adjusted to it so that i don't feel like my cognitive abilities are any more fucked up than they were when i was sober. i also have no desire to use stronger benzos like alprazolam because they fuck me up too much.
anyways has anyone used benzos successfully or will i just end up having seizures?
I went on a three year binge and quit cold turkey not knowing the withdrawal symptoms and dam near masturbated. Had a seizure at school in the restroom, about twenty minutes passed before someone found me laying on the floor. I occasionally still indulge in Benzos bc their so nice but I highly recommend not drinking at the same time as taking Benzos as they both affect your brain the same way. I'm sure you know this but please always taper off your dosage and never stop cold turkey.
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1-2mg probably won't mess you up as much as heroinand meth, and especially not for like the first year, but if you it long term it WILL screw you up, and unfortunately you wont be able to realize that damage until you get sober.
After talking to some people, I've decided I'm going to get a constultation with a medical malpractice lawyer. Giving 8mg xanax a day for 4 years to a SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD no less, is abuse, and my doctor was simply a 65 year old goddamn drug dealer.
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