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2019-11-28 at 2:12 PM UTC in Radiohead is trashFUCKIN RESURRECTED, I AM THE OG. ALL MY THOUGHTS ARE ORIGINAL AND NOT PREDICATED ON BLIND HATRED BUT THE OBJECTIVE SENSATION OF THE ENCHANTMENT OF MY HEART. FUCK RADIOHEAD. pretentious pieces of shit. you don't fucking know art. you just don't. pussy.
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2019-11-28 at 2:10 PM UTC in thxgiving thredi dont remember making this thread but that nightcore remix of africa...is all i want out of life. you can't hear it and not be WHOLE and COMPLETE
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2019-11-28 at 1:57 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Social self-obsessive species, everything is peachy
Having cyber interactions, get erections from the TV
Vocal bout opinions bout elections up in DC
With a total lack of knowledge, rope around your neck was easy
Chemical complaint, deformity machine
Skin eraser, loss creator, poison that you breathe
Traitor, parasite, xenophilic golden boy
Seen him with a soy product, wrote the Village Voice about it
Tell me conclusions to stories I don't have time for
Situations with the information missing, misinformed
We've seen the same rain through separate systems, different storms
We're stacking bodies up in boxes in a distant war
I eat my vegetables, I like the broccoli
What is more fictitious, the gods or you and I?
You needs a court's admission, you think the cops comply?
I don't acknowledge systems, I never found it wise
I wasn't born to just support the shit that's palpable
I don't see Earth as disproportionally valuable
If there's a god, I'm sure his name is unpronounceable
If there's a hell, I'm sure we'll all be held accountable
I drew a portrait of Abraxis on a napkin
Sex has never given me an ounce of satisfaction
Life throws a lot of questions but I never ask them
Facts are human arrogance, we barely know a fraction
I don't know anything
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2019-11-28 at 1:50 PM UTC in The reason I had to stop posting Robertslil ugly mane is better
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2019-11-28 at 1:39 PM UTC in Gobble Gobble🦃fuck you canadian faggots, eat a fucking dick for thanksgiving TODAY you half headed retards. you sound like you actually have downs syndrome when you try to speak english because french is a retarded antiquated language
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2019-11-28 at 1:35 PM UTC in Gobble Gobble🦃i will be eating too much because i will not be partying my ass off
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2019-11-28 at 5:49 AM UTC in being a fucking artist, "to discover the mode of life or of art whereby your spirit could express itself in unfettered freedom"i read the book, it was driving me crazy not to. i had to know what it was about and if it was authentic and it was. and i spent a lot of long days languishing on the balcony smoking and letting the alienation soak into our over aged emo kid skulls with my old and my new neighbors. i made friends with some of them and discovered they are just as i am, only different. we worship satan and the used and our self destruction. dropping out of school and burning bridges. been celibate because you can't pick out a goddamn lover like you go pick out a fucking new hoodie (???) and remain authentic. but some people are born to be artists, poets, engineers, autodidacts, readers, feelers of emotion. and some are born to fake it or just use the works of those more creative than them to distract themselves from their own failure at fitting in with the "normies" who have normal colored shoelaces, wear peacoats (what is that awful shit trend anyways?), and are a safe bet to show to your fake friends. but it's all fake and unauthentic and anyone with heart or mind can see through it. we don't even need to try, it just appears that way naturally.
but to make the conscious decision to abandon that mode of thinking and of life for one of convenience and comfort? we're all headed towards the dirt anyways, and long before we get there, we are going to have rotted teeth and brains and livers. the physical aspects of our bodies can only take so many puking sessions, so many lungfuls of smoke or vapors or meth, so many stoned cookie and cake binges, our knees can only take so many rock impacts. we're headed towards death or psychosis, and there is no other way out, no matter how bad you want it.
choosing to bury your head in the sand is reprehensible. and yea i know i've been guilty of doing things in a similar vain, but to purposefully take that permanent step and say "yes, i don't want to feel it, give me a fucking tv and cake, i'm done trying" is.....i just don't understand it. it's not something i am capable of. i need unfettered freedom, authentic freedom, and even if it's impossible, then trying to obtain it will be my thing. your demons make you real. YOUR DEMONS MAKE YOU REAL. if you have nothing to struggle against you have nothing to say.
but forever i will exist in one small corner of the universe as nothing more than a meme of that angsty feeling you get before you stuff yourself full of cake and die of something dumb after your life has been dragged out longer than is reasonable. at least until time catches up and the reaper standing quietly in the corner of the party comes after you. maybe you will see him coming from months or years out and have time to contemplate it. i wonder what that feels like.
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2019-10-17 at 6:26 PM UTC in how do i get that "after meth" feeling?
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2019-10-17 at 5:33 PM UTC in how do i get that "after meth" feeling?
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2019-10-17 at 4:08 PM UTC in how do i get that "after meth" feeling?
Originally posted by Solstice I never got a pounding heart or effects like that from any stimulant and I've binged on shit like MDPV, Pentedrone (awesome), Pentylone (also awesome), a-pvp "flakka", DNM superlab meth, etc…smoked all of them at one point or the other also. My body/brain is weird.
do you think vyvanse would give me this effect? i've never tried it. 2-fma is supposedly good but i don't even know about rc sources anymore. not the pounding heart effect, i mean the "after meth" effect. -
2019-10-17 at 4:06 PM UTC in plz help questioni gotta get a shitload of pictures and videos deleted from my phone so i stop seeing them for now. but i want to keep them all so i can go through later because a lot of the pictures i have of myself and things from that time are things i want to remember later but i don't want to see right now (because they have my ex/things that remind me of her in them).
BUT the charging port on my iphone is not stable enough to just connect it to my computer and transfer everything. i was going to do a dropbox but then id have to buy like a year for $120 or some shit and i don't want to spend that much
does anyone know the fastest way i can accomplish this plz? -
2019-10-16 at 5:06 AM UTC in People who sleep with socks on are vile and inhumanwhat if you usually meticulously take off your socks before bed, but one time you have been awake on a meth bender for 5 days and you forget to eat the whole time and you need to go to the liquor store to get something with calories so you don't die during hibernation and so you grab 2 jugs of half n half and go back to your apartment, take off your shoes, go to your kitchen and slam both the cartons of half n half, then you run to your room (still with your socks on) but on the way, you trip on the couch and its also night time and you fall on the couch and immediately fall into a deep sleep and sake up with your socks on?
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2019-10-16 at 3:50 AM UTC in how do i get that "after meth" feeling?
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood People who only snort meth are a stereotype. You have the exact same personality as Robert
honestly being "high" on meth is stupid. it feels like 6.5/10 for the first part which is what people always chase by smoking like .3 from the pipe but it's an extremely damaging way to waste your time. snorting 2 35 mg lines 5 hours apart is still damaging, but not nearly as much, and gives you like 24 hours of focused energy where you can do anything and you're not too high to leave the house.
so i'm pretty sure that whatever stereotype that robert guy is not the same as me -
2019-10-16 at 3:24 AM UTC in Anyone buy any Crouton recently?green aceh is green aceh
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2019-10-16 at 3:24 AM UTC in how do i get that "after meth" feeling?whenever i do meth in moderate amounts (like 50-100 mg) via a reasonable ROA (don't shoot or smoke it), there's like stages of the high where at first i just get kind of gakked for about 5-6 hours, then i start to get intermittent light sadness or irritation for a couple more hours, then that lifts and i'm left just feeling decent and stable but not high or euphoric with a lot of focus and energy to get shit done.
i want to find out if i can get that feeling from something without taking meth. i know some meth metabolizes into amphetamine, so i kind of wonder if its just the meth providing a constant stream of amphetamine to your brain as it gets broken down. but from what i remember of taking adderall, it was a lot different. adderall made me sort of fuzzy headed.
or any RC's? although i don't really want to mess with anything like that, if there is something perfect, i'm open to maybe trying it. its tough to trust reports because i think a lot of people say they want a drug for focus but really they just want to get spun.
or maybe i should just try to force myself to focus on things for long times without the aid of any sort of stimulant -
2019-10-15 at 9:36 AM UTC in idea to raise money for charitymy mom said i should help other people out to make myself happier so i thought i would go petition local businesses to sponsor me for a donation of their choice and what i will be doing is running through the hood with this in my arms and try to make it out alive:
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2019-10-14 at 2:49 AM UTC in chemistry? questionthis seems simple and maybe i'm just retarded but idk. i remember trying to "clean" dirty meth with a trick some meth head told me once. you dissolve the meth in a very small amount of water and heat the water out of it slowly with a lighter, so that you vape the water away but the meth remains. i remember getting the water/meth solution too hot while trying this trick out and smelling the meth (or a cut maybe?) start to vaporize out of the pipe. you could see the vapors too, it looked different than just water steam.
dmt vaporizes at a lower temperature than meth. how then, is it possible that while making ayahuasca or extracting dmt, people are able to boil the liquid for hours without the dmt vaporizing out? -
2019-10-13 at 5:59 AM UTC in i hate the universei hate how terrible shit happens for arbitrary reasons. i hate how people are deceptive and violent and predatory towards others who have done them no wrong. i hate watching people you love walking paths that you know will end in hell. i hate how you can take a different path and end up in hell anyways. i hate how this post doesn't fucking matter at all, and how edgy this is, and how i'm so pissed off and how the mind can construct fake realities for you to exist in an trap you with your own confirmation bias until you are nose deep in your own shit and suffocating in it. i hate my skin i hope nobody ever finds it appealing. i hate how disgusting everyone is and how i'm not emotionally mature enough to handle it and how it takes like 3 years for me to get over like anything of moderate importance. and how life as a whole just gets shittier and shittier and you just accumulate damage. you fall into obscurity as you get older and shit sucks more and nothings fun. i wish i could live forever, but since i can't i'd rather die before i get too old. it's not attention whoring, it's just practical. getting old is for suckers. fuck damn near everyone on this planet. bunch of disgusting cocksuckers. i hope everything terrible happens to you. i hope your house gets infested with cockroaches and they fall into your shitty coffee every morning and it smells like vomit and shit. i hope you dedicate yourself to something you feel really matters, only to find out later it was a total fraud and your time on earth was a waste and all you did was add to the net suffering of every living thing. bunch of fucking cunts. you can have your sunday afternoon lunch time arguments. you disgusting faggot creeps. kill yourselves.
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2019-10-13 at 12:29 AM UTC in I appear to be banned from the forumDays looking grim, goosebumps on my skin
Hope the reaper come and hope my demise begin
Fill my vein with heroin
Poking through my skin
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2019-10-12 at 11:43 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕i can feel the darkness encircling me pushing me further into hell
