2019-03-12 at 8:48 PM UTC
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The Dissociators
dissociatives are weird, i do them occasionally. if i start to do them too regularly (more than once every couple weeks) they kind of lose a lot of the kick. they also have a pretty profound tendency to morph the world into a more sinister and dark but interesting place, and in my experience if i start to perceive the world that way on a regular basis it will kind of bleed into real life a little bit too which is worrisome.
but when i do them i always do them with a moderate to high dose edible. the two potentiate each other very well.
the craziest experience i had with dissociatives was with mxe. i had been up 2 nights doing meth and was starting to come down but not feeling shitty or anything. things started to get a little trippy because of the sleep deprivation and a bunch of dabs i took so i figured fuck it and got the mxe out. i did a few lines over the course of half an hour and after a while i was tripping insanely hard. i probably would have been holed out if not for the meth. when i closed my eyes i would start to see a meth bowl being melted down and swirled around, then it would multiply into like infinite copies and filled my vision. the meth pools started turning rainbow colors. definitely some of the craziest closed eye visuals.
there was another part where my ex was rubbing my back and when i closed my eyes i could see very vividly a multicolored fox made out of flames moving around, and there was a sort of effect where i perceived her hand on my back as the movement of the fox. like some crazy synesthesia of senses.
then the world looked really terrifying and i thought about how terrible everything is and cried for like 2 hours
Everyone in this thread is mentally ill
2019-03-11 at 2:35 PM UTC
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Evaporating bathwater
you’d be better off with some sort of heating element I think since if u have the fan u need to use more energy to run the fan and overcome friction and stuff but if you heat it most of the energy goes into the water and knox the molecules away from each other where they float around and stuff
Idk man
I’d rather do it to you tbh
If I had any sort of character at all I could have made M A N A G E R by now but I didn’t because I’m a P I E C E O F S H I T J U N K I E and don’t have the good looks that convince people that I should be in any position of authority. On top of that I only speak one language fluently so basically I’m a piece of trash. An echelon below the beautiful ppl with cool accents who date each other and eat at cafes on their time off on bury their fuckin heads in the sand to the reality of the overconsumption they’re participating in. That’s what I am, that’s what we are, the scummy mold surviving off the excess waste you produce that you ship off to a faraway land and pretend like u never made it in the first place.
its because of the darknet chocolate chips
2019-03-04 at 1:41 PM UTC
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Do any of you people work?
Is the question whether we have a job or whether we are gainfully employed? Those are not necessarily the same thing
i think it's really hot when a girl has like 4 prescriptions for oxy
most of the time i just think about what drugs i'm going to do and when
keep it copacetic my niggaz
Honestly the best way to quit meth or stimulants is to just stop. Being able to let go of the stress that comes with that lifestyle makes it kind of easy for me..
lol finny u are mentally ill as fuck
Cracked out and sleepless in Seattle
Got drunk and barfed on my shadow
I don't ever wanna go
Got high and ended up in Portland
But you can't find liquor in Oregon
So we'll just talk and bum some smokes
Woke up, you caught me with a smile
Passed out on your bathroom tile
And I think that this is home
:heart:
