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2019-03-13 at 4:19 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
Originally posted by gadzooks Man, straight up…
On the somewhat rare occasion that I end up with a woman over at my place (or I at hers, or we're just chilling somewhere together in private), I find myself trying to find a way to not have sex. I want to spent quality time with a gal. Do (non-sexual) things together that we both find fun, go out and frolic around town, etc.
But it always ends up turning out sexual.
I bet half the women I've slept with think I'm gay or something.
And now, it's been a full year since I've had any intimacy whatsoever with a woman.
And I just end up drinking and/or taking drugs as a substitute.
drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks -
2019-03-13 at 4:09 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy teabitches always want my dick or money or something, bosses always want all my time, coworkers want me to cover all their shifts, friends betray me and are selfish shitbags. i just want to feel a buzz with a chill breeze and someone so i'm not totally alone
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2019-03-13 at 4:05 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy teaive been contemplating killing myself for a good while now but today i was feeling particularly anxious/hateful so i decided to go buy some curry from this thai place by my house and when i went in the cashier girl was super cute and was listening to shinigami so i thought maybe if i'm not so high sometime in the future i can come back and try to chill with her. i just want a girl i can chill with..i don't even care about sex. i just miss that feeling of being with someone and not having them be resentful and hateful towards you. that innocent affection and the thing that i REALLY want...the peace of mind that comes with it
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2019-03-13 at 3:50 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy teanot a typo...i like you though gadzooks, ur cool, you give me hope for the future
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2019-03-13 at 2:19 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
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2019-03-13 at 2:18 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
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2019-03-13 at 2:04 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
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2019-03-13 at 1:54 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
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2019-03-13 at 1:53 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy teaoh damn i wish i was here with these frogs and a beautiful french girl to take acid with. then i cup my hands and put them to the stream and put them to my mouth and drink the cool fresh mountain water UNIMPEDED
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2019-03-13 at 1:52 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy teaalso faded off like 6 mg etiz and some other shit. kinda thinking about just swallowing 30 mg xanax just to see what happens. also its hot as fuck in here and i dont feel like wakin up for another day of this shit
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2019-03-12 at 11:59 PM UTC in Caught shoplifting at walmart?
Originally posted by -SpectraL I've arrested cops, priests, ambassadors, lawyers, teachers, gansters, boosters, credit card fraudsters, refund scammers, tag switchers, employees, you name it. About 1 in 4 fight as soon as they find out they're under arrest and you're not leaving, so you're looking at at least one all-out fist fight and wrestling match to the ground pretty well every single day. Sometimes two or three. At the end of my almost 10 years of pure hell on the job, I had hairline fractures all through my hands and knuckles, knees and elbows, and I felt like my whole body had been put through a wringer a thousand times. I've had to literally drag hundreds and hundreds of people into the store and right into the back office by force.
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2019-03-12 at 11:48 PM UTC in coding "boot camps"
Originally posted by gadzooks Are you looking to be a standard full stack software / web developer? That's what I am (although I do have a much wider skill set than I've ever used for work).
If you are really comfortable with the general concepts of language syntax (and I'd say a good measure of serious mastery is the ability to switch between coding languages with relative ease). You should be able to think in terms of syntax / control flow. Job interviews, although I haven't had many yet, from what I have read, they will basically ask you to explain (often with the help of a white board, or maybe even a computer to work on) how you would go about solving particular problems. A good way to solidify this ability is to do coding challenges (there are a bunch of websites that feature a whole bunch of these). Some of the more common ones are the recursive Fibonacci sequence generator, or finding lowest common denominators between two integers, and stuff like that.
But yeah, once you've got that down pat, you just need to round out your knowledge of web frameworks and deployment procedures, as well as becoming familiar with common design patterns. You also need to become very familiar with Git (version control).
Other than that, it's all about networking (the interacting with people kind, not computer networking, lol). Once you are confident in your abilities in the above areas, and have at least some experience with data structures and algorithms (at the very least, trees and graphs for data structures, and sorting and searching algorithms).
Also, I would recommend finding either a blog or Medium.com writer or someone(s) to follow in order to stay up to date on the current industry trends. The thing about this field is that it changes so damn fast. You might spend weeks or longer learning a particular library or framework inside and out, only to find that it's no longer the top choice, and you have to start learning another one. Trust me, this will happen A LOT. You have to be extremely flexible and really good at learning new things on a very regular basis.
Not sure exactly. I don't really care exactly what I do, I just want to do something that I can get good at and that is challenging but not insanely difficult. My perception is that the types of jobs that these boot camps aim to send people to are done by people who are moderately intelligent but not necessarily extremely intelligent, so I think I will be able to learn it and be proficient enough after a while. There's nothing I really have a passion for or enjoy doing that someone is going to pay me for so I'll just try to make this my hobby for a while and I think I will get into it.
Thanks for the info, will definitely look into those things. A couple of the coding classes I took were actually engineering courses so it wasn't just beginning programming, but solving different little problems. I specifically remember solving the lcd between two integer problems, along with some other algorithms for finding derivatives and stuff. It was difficult as fuck at first but feels good when you get it right. -
2019-03-12 at 11:37 PM UTC in A film you'll all enjoyyea i probably would not enjoy that
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2019-03-12 at 11:34 PM UTC in I left pork out for 15 hours, is it still okay?eat it on cam pussy
if you start to die of food poisoning we can call 911 its safe -
2019-03-12 at 11:29 PM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by HTS It's gotta be when you transition from "doing drugs to get high" to "doing drugs not to get sick", right?
Although really, I'd say "junkie" is a set of behaviors tangential to drug addiction that not every addict achieves. When I think of a junkie, it's not even the drugs - it's the lying, stealing, manipulating, sociopathic behavior. A junkie is an addict who becomes a piece of shit. Or maybe junkies are pieces of shit in their final forms, only achievable once they became addicts.
i do drugs to avoid being sick and to get high though, what does that make me? -
2019-03-12 at 11:25 PM UTC in I left pork out for 15 hours, is it still okay?if you die from food you left out for less than 24 hours you deserve it
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2019-03-12 at 11:24 PM UTC in coding "boot camps"I have a little experience with C and C++ so I'm not a complete beginner to programming and I'm fairly confident I could teach myself (with the aid of resources like stack overflow etc) it's just that I don't really know what I need to learn to be able to do the things i need to do to get a job.
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2019-03-12 at 11:21 PM UTC in Memorable cigarette conversationsyea smokings kinda dumb. i smoked when i was in highschool for like 3 years and quit and it wasnt that hard, then again for like a year recently and it was harder to quit but after 3 or 4 weeks i feel totally normal without it just way healthier.
idk if i have any interesting cig stories. once i met up with this homeless black dude to go get heroin and he insisted that i smoke meth with him first. i didn't really want to but he really wanted me to so i was like eh fuck it and smoked a bowl with him ducking down in some alley in the hood. actually i have a lot of weird cold copping stories but it kinda comes with the territory -
2019-03-12 at 9:26 PM UTC in coding "boot camps"I head mixed reviews on these things, but from what I've researched it seems like there are a handful of legit ones that are really intense but will get you a decent paying job, and there are a lot of other shitty scammish ones. But seeing as there are a handful of people here who work in tech I figured I'd ask what everyone here knows about them. Are there solid ones that will actually get you a decent job? Should I just learn it myself? Should I learn it myself and then go to one for connections?
I could go to one for free on the gi bill because I still have a bunch of that left and it would actually be beneficial because the housing money I get is more than I make at my shitty job so I'd actually have more money while attending. But I don't want to do it if it's a total waste. I'm just sick of dishwashing and shit. I need some money so I can buy a maseati. -
2019-03-12 at 8:54 PM UTC in The Gamei just lost again so fuck it i guess everyone else can too FUCK YOU ALL
