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2017-08-14 at 9:41 AM UTC in the first time i did xanax was a day before work
Originally posted by Lanny I love those long ass benzo sleeps, it feels so refreshing the next day. I don't even feel particularly good when barred out, the feeling of being well rested is the main attraction.
Post last edited by Lanny at 2017-08-11T19:33:45.528272+00:00
Yeah thats the way I felt about heroin. Best sleep of my life. -
2017-08-14 at 9:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSCasper, Hydro lost a lot of weight and is now around 150lbs at 5'8.
You're left as the obese person. -
2017-08-14 at 8:26 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick I would pay the worst sucker price on the planet for one good uses worth of Valium right now. I have a hypnosis the receptors in my brain might be crossed where its like diazepam feels like heroin to me.
Someone gave me like 200 of some weird generic valium from South Africa. Still havent tried them. Have tons of benzos, but no desire to do anything with them. Kind of just a security blanket in case I need to put myself into a chemically induced coma. Every benzo user I know is a complete fuck up who complains constantly about all the retarded shit they did the last time they were "barred out, man". -
2017-08-13 at 12:45 AM UTC in Have you bean to hell?Hell is existence. Having other people to compare yourself to, a view and goals, hell is something abstract found in the failures in life.
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2017-08-12 at 9:09 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by NARCassist you think nobody is gonna sit him down when he asks why he hasn't got a mom, and tell him..,
i'm sorry son, but your mom was very mentally ill and committed suicide when you were very young'.
but what he will actually hear is…
'i'm sorry son, but your mom didn't give a shit about you enough to stay around and look after you, you obviously never meant anything to her and she obviously had no desire what so ever to want to see you grow up and see what you became with your life. she obviously had no concern pertaining to protecting you from any harm or dangers you may of faced during your childhood, or to seeing to it that you stayed on the right track and were looked after and had everything you needed. or had any interest in just being there for you on all the countless times during your life when you just needed advice, support or encouragement, or for those times when you just needed your mom, like just for a hug, or to show him he's loved like every child needs countless times while growing up and even as an adult. she simply gave no thought to you what so ever'.
and as time goes by, in his head that will turn into…
fucking bitch, just leaving me like this. i fucking hate her'.
i mean go ahead hydro, do it, you certainly won't regret it if you do. your son on the other hand will regret what you did every day of his fucked up, miserable little life.
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No one's going to fucking tell him that. They may not even know what happened to her due to confidentially, or they may just be told she passed away, which probably happens to a fair amount of adopted children.
Christ you guys are fucking presumptuous condescending cunts. -
2017-08-12 at 8:44 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-08-12 at 6:40 AM UTC in Don't Fuck With mQI only have cash. That why I sent him 60 in a napkin with a dick drawn. The drama is it took me longer than I wanted it to. I sent it though. To my friend making 10x as much as me, I of course sent it, and I apologize for taking longer than k said I would.
Here I sit. Talking like hydro. :)
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2017-08-12 at 1:19 AM UTC in Sometimes I wear nazi underwearBill Krozby are you gay? ..sorry its just you sounded really gay there^^^
underwear is for faggots. i commando at all times man.
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2017-08-11 at 4:28 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSWhen you're serious about suicide, nobody should know because you should be too busy killing yourself.
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2017-08-10 at 11:42 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice On the other hand, I definitely show signs of hypomania during the manic cycle. The up periods are definitely seeming past the normal range for humans in general. Fortunately it seems to last longer than the depressive cycle. Getting rid of the depressive could practically make it a gift.
All I know is having a genuine manic experience, or manic-esque, and then declining, and then never being able to experience that again, after a series of different tries, over many years, just feeling more and more defeated, well it uh, it sucks. I'd probably be doing better if I never took anti depressant in the first place, it's like I'm chasing the goddamn hypomania dragon all the while fighting endless bouts of depression. It's not even a sad depression anymore when it happens, it's just defeat but I am too stubborn to go away. -
2017-08-10 at 9:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 Second of all, I think you'll be very disappointed if you go into college expecting it to be full of "substantially more intelligent people." I recently finished up a philosophy class and there was just this massive lack of logic and understanding. I started the class pretty much driving the discussion but very quickly stopped due to almost everybody in there being a total fucking idiot, even the teacher.
§m£ÂgØL, you probably go to a shitty college. The one I go to has the highest percentage of Transfers to UC Berkeley, which is a few blocks away, ranked #6 worldwide, above Princeton and Yale. There are a ton of highly motivated students specifically set on transferring there, devoting their entire two years to it. We also get to take 1 class at UC Berkeley per semester, and those that don't have fees waived only have to pay the same cost per unit as the community college, which is really fucking sweet.
You don't know what the culture of Berkeley is like, the people.
Originally posted by RisiR † Been there, done that.
Malice, how are you going to deal with this?
I suppose I'll just have to increase my mental discipline and avoid going into a rage/having an aneurysm, as well as strictly be aware of and control my behavior (Avoid behaving like I do online.)
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery or they're some savant that will never fit in in society (looking at you, Malice).
Oh, gee, thanks, what a nice thing to hear. Well, savant is kind of flattering, but actual cases of savants are exceedingly rare, with under 100 confirmed. They do tend to have autism, though. The thing is, they're also all horribly disabled, including mentally (Intelligence.), and are pretty much only good at one specific thing.
You know, I was actually nice to you toward the end of Zoklet. Do you remember when you were staying at your aunt's house in Texas and law enforcement was engaged in an operation right by you, with helicopters, and it being shown on TV that a person was on foot, going through a part right behind her house?
You gave enough details to find your exact address easily, which I verified you could do by looking for the news story. Instead of doxing you I quickly PM'd you about it and you thanked me and edited your post.
How do I remember this random event from years ago on Zoklet? Savant memory. Practically everyone who has regularly visited TRT has noticed and accepted the validity of my mnemonic prowess. -
2017-08-10 at 9:07 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by aldra I'm not creating a tumblr account so I can look at bizarro porn
Tumblr has some of the most violent and 'omg what the fuck' type of porn that I've ever seen. And I frequent efukt. I can't watch the intense sadist tumblr porn, not my taste, wayyy too far. Speaking of tumblr, I actually have a funny little anecdote.
So, when I first got out of prison, I had heard about this online trend, tumblr. It had reminded me of some sort of modern xanga (remember xanga?). I had four months of parole, four months of staying sober out in the real world & I needed a distraction. I got a tumblr and I LOVED it, astrology stuff, comedy stuff, all kinds of gifs and jokes.
Unbeknownst to me, there was an idiotic and large SJW community on tumblr & that is all anyone associated tumblr with. Nobody bothered to mention this and I never cam across anything too preachy, you choose who you follow so...
So, here's me, just getting out of prison, I had been a tad shut out from the outside world for a short bit.
I would ACTUALLY tell new people that I met in class or online how much I loved tumblr. *cringe and facepalm* Looking back at the reactions I would get, it all makes so much sense now... At the time, I had no idea of the SJW reputation that tumblr had. When I told them how much I liked tumblr and when I'd exlaim, "Do you have one too?!" They either would ignore what I had just said entirely and start talking about something else or they would *heavy sigh with eye roll proceeded with awkward silence* -
2017-08-10 at 7:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah I heard that story too. They shoved some kind of special sulfurous clay into their pussies and then sleep on top of a small axe (phallic symbol). Then they queef out this lump of clay and put it in the fire to dry. It was supposed to cure infertility. Called
tur'vitskgoed det salla fluvek, igar en = ("stooped, waist deep in the river/ where men go to die")
You make that mug right now.. I got friends to go drink with. -
2017-08-10 at 7:08 AM UTC in Who here claims Italian?Come on.. we're all the same species. If we all get hit hard enough in the kidneys.. don't we all pee blood?
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2017-08-10 at 6:48 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSVikings, man. they were some real dawgs in the day!
Making mugs from womens vaginas in post birth mode. -
2017-08-10 at 6:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-08-10 at 6:29 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-08-10 at 6:24 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone 1337 as just talking about you, Casper. How you been?
Being a boring hardworking American. That nigga live with you now? Running the Hydromorphone bed and breakfast up in this bitch.
That reminds me....a hospice nurse gave me bottles of IV dilaudid a few months back. -
2017-08-10 at 6:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI would be OK if the subject of vaginal chalices, cups, mugs, or tankards didn't come up again ever for the rest of my life.
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2017-08-10 at 6:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Damn, that nigga 2001 really is crazy, or he's damn good at acting like it. He knows, I mean thinks I'm viewing his actions and shit. Kek.
I don't think he's putting it on, sometimes he's pretty reasonable, others he's way fucking out there. keeps telling me there are aliens trying to come in my windows at night