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2018-10-17 at 3:16 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfWhat’s funny is people are arguing over who caused someone’s possible suicide, like it’s a badge of honor.
No one here knows for sure if he even killed himself.
But this is interesting.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-16 at 10:07 PM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThere's one important fact that everyone here really seems to want to gloss over. And that fact is, that you don't use sulfuric acid to melt meat off bones. Acid stains. Use biological laundry detergent. It has enzymes that will eat off the meat and fatty tissues but it will leave the bones in pristine condition. For your displaying and/or viewing pleasure.
If you're making human soup, you might want to try to get your hands on Hydrofluoric Acid. Don't kill yourself by mishandling it though. In fact if you're doing chemical warfare you might want to go around town throwing vials of the stuff into crowded places.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-16 at 7:43 PM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfMalice killed himself because he was brown and never went outside. Typing mean things to someone incapable of empathy over the internet had nothing to do with it and I don't recall you even cyberbullying him. You just want validation for your basement dwelling fake weed and starter fluid huffing bubble yum life. You have no power over anything. Post screenshots of you successfully cyber bullying him or forever remain a victimThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-15 at 8:40 PM UTC in You know how Kebab has this sand nigger yell ALLAHU AHKBAR when it's time to pray?Well, i just realized that's the low tech sand nigger version of a church bell. Ever think about that?
Islam is shit. I'd much rather hear the beautiful, melodic sounds of church bells ringing than some fucking AY-RAB yell some shit. By the way, Islam is a fucking cult. Ever read the Quran? If you think the bible is silly, just wait until you get a load of that shit.
Honestly, i don't even think Islam should be considered an Abrahamic religion, it's teachings are so far removed from Christianity it's laughable.
Judaism is monotheistic beta version of religion.
Christianity is the dank vanilla release that everyone loves and remembers.
Islam is the shitty expansion pack that no one asked for.
And if we're not going to have Christianity, which we should, at least bring Nordic/Germanic paganism back goddammit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-13 at 1:28 AM UTC in We kinda got to resurrect Totse (the text files)We could have counterfeit coupons guides and... oh, wait.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-13 at 1:08 AM UTC in We kinda got to resurrect Totse (the text files)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-10 at 5:37 AM UTC in Leave an anonymous message to someone
Originally posted by hydromorphone To anon,
Thank you for all the help you gave me through the years. Thank you for the advice, and just talking to me, literally saving my life a handful of times. You were always there at the right moment for me, surprisingly so, even when it had been a while since we last talked. You shared cool shit with me, and well… I mailed cookies. You're a good person, who has very little self worth, and that's your biggest problem. You're charismatic as fuck, but you don't think you're worth anything, and it's why you don't care when you hurt yourself, family, and friends. You're kind, sweet, thoughtful, and loving. You're gonna make a girl really happy one day. Just remember, you're better than what you put yourself down as. You're smart as fuck too. I couldn't accomplish what you've done, I'm proud of you, and that's why I've always looked up to you. I know it's hard right now, but it'll get better. I hope and pray you find happiness, you deserve it so much, just keep at it. It'll fall into place soon enough, honey. Just keep going to the park and watching those sunrises, keep working at it to get better. Maybe you do need medication for your mental health/bipolar shit. Go to the shrink, see a therapist, find a good therapist who fits you. Talk to someone, anyone, don't hold your problems inside. Tell friends, and family, see if they can't help you through this. Remember always, I love you. You're in my heart. You're part of the tiny circle of people who are my family, my kin, the people I love above all, and you always will be I'm forever in your debt for all you've done to help me, all the love, and support at really bad times in my life, and your random acts of heroin. I appreciate you being there so much. Take care, be safe, and I send you off with my love.
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2018-10-04 at 8:18 PM UTC in This is JFLC. Looking for old members.also i forgot to mention hydro has been working as a hooker and trolled everyone into thinking she was pregnant again, then i got her to troll everyone into thinking she was hiv positive. §m£ÂgØL wouldn't shut the fuck up about it 'but the baby hydro, think of the baby' hahahhlol. (i made my 12,345th post into a fred about it)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-04 at 8:10 PM UTC in This is JFLC. Looking for old members.§m£ÂgØL is still butthurt and obviously in love with hydro after all this time and doesn't stop agging on her like a scholl boy who keeps punching his crush in the arm coz he doesn't know how to handle it(he made many freds about it).
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2018-10-04 at 2:56 PM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...
Originally posted by hydromorphone I'm working on it. As I said before, fear is a huge part of it to get over, and it takes that special mindset, for me. Anyway, to get to the point of going through with it. If it wasn't for 1337 getting a hold of me out of the blue, I'd be gone. Even Malice, who I thought was a pretty brave soul, struggled with fear before going through with it. I p don't want to do it in such away where there will be a high percentage of failure. So, that also means I need time, and space, and/or the right instrument for my demise.
Until then, here I am, posting on this shitty forum, dealing with you guys.
You must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that prevents total obliteration. You will face your fear. You will permit it to pass over you and through you. And when it has gone past you will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Not even you will remain.
edit: hydro is a shit motherThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-04 at 12:07 PM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...
Originally posted by Item 9 "why didn't he say something"
Look what happens when we DO fucking say something
We get either ridicule, guilt-tripped, or "concern" that just makes shit worse in the long run, along with at least two weeks of "how are you feeling today??"
If someone you loved killed themselves, you should respect that decision. Obviously they were going through enough shit to make them not want to be here, and if you can't understand that then you've clearly never been in that position yourself, so you have no right to judge. Expecting someone to continue living for almost a century just so you won't be sad is the epitome of selfishness, especially when the days are so long that yesterday seems as though it never existed.
/rant directed at nobody in particularThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-04 at 6:41 AM UTC in How come when somebody kills themself, somebody's like...
Originally posted by hydromorphone Pain has been a huge part of my suicidal ideations, and attempts. I definitely am afraid to die, it's a scary thought. I want to live, but not if it's gonna just be this constant pain, and mental anguish. I want to be happy, just doesn't feel like anything will come together for that… I literally have the worst luck in the world, not considering my own fuck ups I am responsible for.
It takes a special mind set to do it. I was in that mind set not long ago, and somehow just saved by 1337,again. I bled myself out 2,500 + ml of blood in bottles, which is why I am certain of amount (and oh god I was I fucked up for days after that) . I'm considering getting some benzos to help me give no more fucks, and hopefully be able to complete my task next round. I wish I could just get over the fear, and do it right.
you shouldnt suicide because life sucks.
you should only suicide because death rocks.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-04 at 12:56 AM UTC in TramadolTramadol sucks! All it does is give me a headache. and makes me tired, while any pain I have at the time stays the same. It’s a crappy pain med. JMOThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-03 at 3:39 AM UTC in Going homeI have learned to walk: since then I have run. I have learned to fly: since then I do not have to be pushed in order to move.
Now I am nimble, now I fly, now I see myself under myself, now a god dances within me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-03 at 3:29 AM UTC in Going homeHey hey hey heyyyy... Do all drugs everyday!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-03 at 3:27 AM UTC in Going homeNah guys, this is not another suicide thread. I'll just finally weigh out the MCP powder I got and put it in capsules. Then I'll get some weed from a dealer cunt, I don't give a fuck. I'll make a poppy brew and get some Pheni. Then I'll order a bunch of uppers that I can mix with the Methamnetamine I have and give the Diphenidine and Methoxphenidine another try. I'll start using Tpain again and get my Gabapentin scribt raised to 2700mg a day.
I'll open Pandoras Box and trip on one or twelve of my Tryptamines/Phenylethylamines and never even try to pretend that I'm not a motherfucking junkie.
I'm RisiR and I'm really fucking high. Thank God. I'm finally coming home again.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-01 at 4:39 PM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?Sometimes I manage to insert myself into people's lives and I forget for a while that I'm alone, but that feeling isn't meant to last. I like to think that I'll eventually sublimate this loneliness into a project of value to humanity, but realistically I'll probably do a bunch of drugs and fail and die.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-01 at 4:32 PM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?Probably not but I'm convinced it's inevitable.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-27 at 8:28 PM UTC in just banged this hot little 21 yowhat else should i do when she wakes up again?
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2018-09-27 at 3:50 PM UTC in LSD's PI and family PIYea, Malice didn't give a shit about anyones opinion.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
