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2018-11-19 at 6:14 PM UTC in I'm not dead yet, unfortunately...I’m happy you’re in the land of the living, Hydro
Hopefully the pain subsides inwardly as well as outwardly 💖The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-11-11 at 12:44 PM UTC in Infinityshock's BanInfinityshock was permabanned for shitposting in that thread originally. He was allowed back for no more reason than I felt like being kind and agreed not to be a shit in the way that got him banned in the first place. I told him very clearly when I removed his last ban not to do the same kind of shit that got him banned the first time. He managed to stick to it for several months, then he didn't, and he didn't listen when I told him to stop. So he's gone again. You're welcome.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-11-05 at 8:48 PM UTC in Thoughts on Tolkien's legendariumTolkien is for uber nerds of such a magnificent caliber that they are beyond reproach.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-24 at 12:27 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?
Originally posted by Zanick At this point, I would say that it's likely he did it. Most users who'd fake their exit would have come back by this time, but I could be wrong. Ideally, he's viewing this thread right now and grinning autistically.
It was months before I came back. Close to a year IIRC.
But I didn't "fake my own suicide," I got blackout fucked up on a cocktail of drugs and alcohol and wrote this long post of final words to every poster I could think of, and when I woke up and found it I didn't know what the hell to do, so I just fucked off from the site. I have no idea whether I actually attempted suicide that night or not.
Eventually the guilt of writing all that, making everyone think I'd killed myself and yet still being here got to me and I had to come back and let everyone know I was still here. It sounds stupid but you guys are the closest to friends or family I've ever had
I really hope Malice is alright. Like I said before, his posts always sounded just like me, and his continuing to push on despite crushing loneliness and despair was always inspiring to me.
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2018-10-21 at 8:45 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning Why do people cry when someone dies? Some people cry for the dead person, they were great, they deserved better than this world of death and rebirth. Others cry for themselves - I have lost this person I relied upon, and their loss will affect me.
But for someone to die when old, or after a long illness is no tragedy. Malice said he was unable to be happy, and his life was a problem to him. Some people die too early, some people die too late. I think that suicide can be a rational thing sometimes. If life is a problem, end it. Cut short the suffering, return to the norm.
And ultimately it was his own family that pushed him to kill himself - his aunts were bugging his father to throw him out following his failure to complete a year in college. He was vindicated - his family are trash.
I wish I was rich I would have loved to have gotten Malice to do research or something. But would he have been happy doing it? Doubt it. Even rich people, who get lots of money, sex, drugs commit suicide. In fact prosperity seems to cause people to kill themselves even more so.
What you said reminds me of something Malice said to me in a PM once, that suicide shouldn't be viewed as a negative. I tend to agree: suicide is a personal choice and sometimes it makes sense, but it's also very subjective in nature. I think that part of how we're processing this as a community is through validating Malice's choice, understanding it as if it were our own. This is a highly visible if unspoken theme in our 'mourning' threads that I've noticed.
Originally posted by infinityshock you can stop the charade you dumb faggot. no one is falling for it
This is a conversation about grief in a discussion forum. If you think it's pointless, at least provide substance to your opinion. In general, try to be a little less worthless.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-21 at 7:25 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?Funny. I was just thinking of Malice, kinda drunkenly staring off into space/at the wall when I snapped to and refreshed the page and saw this thread. Reading it, and seeing you mention Malice was kind of a, "whoa, weird." moment. Hah.
That said, I've been through plenty of grief in my life. The passing of my mother when I was 15, the immediate aftermath of an alcoholic father who was struggling with his own grief, drug addiction, suicidal contemplations, depression, prison sentences, all a form of grief. It's taken me years and years, truly, a decade, to come to terms with these things. I don't bottle it up inside though. I share my feelings and grief with those around me. I luckily have a loving wife who also lost her father the same year I lost my mother, so we share that grief and lean on each other. I have a strong family support system who was there throughout my drug addictions and prison and saw me through the end of it all.
I do agree with you though. People suffering through grief, whether it be something in their personal lives or even as a "faceless no one" on a website you go to that while you know what they look like, sound like maybe, you've never met them. You've never shaken their hand. Never hugged them. Never kissed them, in some cases. Like Malice. People should, in general, be more expressive of the feelings they feel because to bottle it up inside and try to suppress it always forces it to leak out in other, usually negative ways like drugs or alcohol or other self destructive behaviors.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-21 at 12:30 PM UTC in Homemade MealsI think HTS looks so cute in that pic. I’d love to have her as my daughter.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-20 at 3:15 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as MaliceWith the amount of shit you have going on, I'd probably feel the same way. Idk. I always got the sense you were a decent person, with some issues and circumstances that caused the detour in your life. I feel like I should say something persuasive or uplifting, but I've come to believe everyone has the right to check out when they cant deal anymore. But it's important to know when it's the right time too. 1) if you want to maximize haunting potential, should wait till Halloween. 2) I'll make you the same offer I made Malice. If you dont want to be alone when you do it that is. Idk. Is that callous shit to say? Idk. Anyway....you have my number.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-20 at 3:08 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as MaliceHopefully you don't, but i couldn't blame you if you did
I hope that whatever happens after death is all you hope it to beThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 3:10 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfI think that's a defense mechanism because you are insecure about your own manhood.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 1:51 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfSploo getting cucked by the entire forum.
He secretly misses his friend Malice but he isn't emotionally intelligent enough to express his feelings. It's hilarious.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 1:30 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 1:11 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfMalice's supposed death is a very powerful subject around here and Sploo in his own very insecure way covets this power for himself. Luckily that's never going to happen, as I think in general everyone is very aware that this is an attention-seeking behavior. Malice belongs to all of us now.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 1:05 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfSploo,
You words that you think cut people, do not. You are a total mess of a flesh.
Look whose asking about someone beating their parents. Irony.
I never say anything to you because you are a fucked up mess. You are insignificant.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 12:50 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla You fuck dogs for 20$ of research chemicals and have AIDS. You're literally an atrocity to humankind. You can only wish you had 1/100th of my intelligence so it could hopefully redeem you in some way, ugly fat autistic whore. Lol I caused your friend to die
Sploo you don’t realize how fucked up you really are, do you?
Your brains don’t mean SHIT. Get over yourself child.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 12:26 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by hydromorphone Your own parents would mourn my passing more sincerely than they would when you die.
For all Sploo tries to be cruel to people, I think this is the cruelest thing he'll ever accomplish - when he dies his parents will feel relief, and they will hate themselves for it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-18 at 2:24 AM UTC in klonopin/clonazepam specifically on drug testsit’s got a broad half life of 19 to 60 hrs. I have administered drug tests, and there are so many different tests. The most common one didn’t test for Benzos, and only 5 drugs. Some don’t even test for opiates, it has to be specified by the employer what panel they want. There’s even an 11 panel.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-17 at 1:22 PM UTC in Localized Legendarium: Sophie's mythos focus thread.Mythology is a fascinating subject I love the stories, they're rich and epic and grants us a glimpse at religion before monotheism. I think it's interesting that before Christianity, Europe had a wide variety of polytheistic religions and belief-systems. The Celts had their own polytheistic religion as did the Germanic and Nordic peoples. The relationship between the Nordic and Germanic pantheons are a lot like the relationship between the ancient Greek and Roman ones.
Conventional wisdom would say that the Gods Odin and Thor and the Aesir and such were purely a Scandinavian belief-system related to the vikings. However, Iceland, Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Germany, The Netherlands and Flanders, followed the same pantheon. When the proto-germanic peoples and language split off into proto-Norse and old Germanic, the language changed but the Gods didn't. For instance, Odin is called Wotan in the Germanic tongues, which includes Dutch. Since this is the localized legendarium i would like to talk about the ancient gods and peoples that believed in them in my neck of the woods. Interestingly enough us Dutch had a special Goddess that does not particularly occur in the Pantheon of my kinfolk, however, veneration of this Goddess became somewhat widespread through the regions around Holland and the North Sea. Originating from here, belief and worship traveled as far afield as regions in Germany, France and she may have also be worshipped in some parts of England.
Historically and traditionally the Dutch have always been interested in trade, especially by sea, due in large part because of our access to the North Sea not only at the coast but via the Rhine as well. As such I think that is one of the main reasons my ancestors had a need for a Sea Goddess. Her name as our archeological records indicate is: Nehalennia, which is a lovely name in my opinion, it sounds like it came from Latin but actually linguists have found the origins of the name to come from the Celtic and proto-Germanic words Nehwa, which means "close to" and halen for "sea", ne, "on, at". With the suffix "ja" to indicate a feminine noun. Thus, her name means "She who is at the sea". She is considered to be a type of mother Goddess, however her portfolio and spheres of influence include trade, travel, the sea, the cultivation and the conservation of plants, fertility, and sometimes even beauty.
Interestingly enough she seems to take traits from the more well-known Nordic/Germanic deities, Freyr, Freya, and Nerthus. Her character is most likely based on an amalgamation of those, but with a special affinity for the Sea and Trade.
Archeological research has found three great temples dedicated to her in what is currently the Dutch province of Zeeland. Less grand sanctuaries and shrines dedicated to her have been found all over the Eastern Scheldt, Rhine area and coastal regions.
She is usually depicted, accompanied by a ship, apples and a dog.
Occasionally she is also depicted with special loves of bread known as "Duivekater". Which is a sacrificial food. From what i understand Duivekater was considered a worthy offering and Nehalennia did not demand human or animal sacrifice.
Well i hope you found that interesting. If you did let me know, if you didn't, fair enough and let me know what you disliked. Also, if you are interested in Mythology, please tell me about your favorite Pantheon, God, or Goddesses. As an aside, i find Irish Mythology to be quite fascinating as well, and if you know a bit about it, i'd love to read your thoughts on it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-17 at 11:21 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-17 at 4:21 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
