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2019-03-20 at 8:48 PM UTC in NIS archive circa 3/18/19
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2019-03-20 at 8:27 PM UTC in What would your most critical sexual partner share with us if he/she came here to ruin you?
Originally posted by Technologist Guess what I’m envisioning? I have 3 female dogs. My son who does not live here, just got a rescue dog that is a male. He brought him over for the first time last Saturday and as soon as we let him out back, he lifted his leg high and pissed all over our tetherball pole and sprayed everything around it. He must have pissed 25 times in my back yard.
I keep seeing him lift that leg high, his piss shining in the sun and being sprayed everywhere.💦💦💦
It's a guy thing... Species is irrelevant. -
2019-03-20 at 8:22 PM UTC in What would your most critical sexual partner share with us if he/she came here to ruin you?
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2019-03-20 at 8:18 PM UTC in What would your most critical sexual partner share with us if he/she came here to ruin you?Btw, I officially call dibs on every chick on this site, and I'm pissing all over this thread too so you know I mean business.
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2019-03-20 at 8:14 PM UTC in What would your most critical sexual partner share with us if he/she came here to ruin you?
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2019-03-20 at 8 PM UTC in tee hee hees titilating thursday
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2019-03-20 at 7:56 PM UTC in tee hee hees titilating thursdayI thought it was Tuesday. I pulled an all night tho so that's prolly why.
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2019-03-20 at 7:41 PM UTC in Sorted your daily wank outDoes he give her a happy ending?
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2019-03-20 at 7:38 PM UTC in The Hard Problem of Consciousness
Originally posted by Common De-mominator Like you linked, it's wrong tho.
It's a speculative theory.
That means that you can no sooner prove it wrong than Obbe (or Jaynes) can prove it right.
I don't think it's even really meant to solve the hard problem, it's just a neat theory, and if you look at some of the big academic names giving it praise, you might realize that it might just be worth giving a chance rather than dismissing it out right. -
2019-03-20 at 9:17 AM UTC in What would your most critical sexual partner share with us if he/she came here to ruin you?The vast majority of my sexual excursions occurred while pretty intoxicated, so a lot would complain about my inability to maintain an erection for very long (if I even got one to begin with).
I really need to try to get laid while sober...
Or invest in some Viagra. -
2019-03-20 at 9:10 AM UTC in Fuck PHP/Laravel... Hello C#/Asp.net CoreYeah, I've definitely noticed major similarities between C# and Java.
I have very little experience with C#, though.
A bit more with Java (for some small Android projects). -
2019-03-20 at 9:08 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by CASPER But me being an addict again….unless I got into some seriously fucked up deep depression again- I have no idea how that'd even work. Like I would rather eat fear factor challenge food than do heroin again. Because as gay and as wrong as I thought the soberfags were all these years, it really is true: that when you work so hard to get sober, and your brain is in balance again- all it might take is one time to flip that switch and make you want it again. Essentially addiction just means more years wasted. Doing heroin again would be exactly the same for me- as going to prison.
Exactly.
It's like unloading a tremendous burden and feeling a heck of a lot freer. -
2019-03-20 at 6:16 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by CASPER Highest dose 175. Been on for a year and a half I think. First year I was using along with methadone. Then a lot less. Then just China white. Then just methadone. I've really only been tapering off for 4 or 5 months.
Yeah one month taper is no go. After using as long as we have, you're brain and body really need time to start slowly adjusting again. The last few months are the first time I've taken a regular dump in over a decade. Lol. do you know how nice it is to be able to take a shit before you go to work in the morning and not have to feel awful all day? Lol
Yeah I remember the lengthy times in between bowel movements.
And yeah, I'm not recommending the one month taper. Like I said, it literally drove me crazy, they locked me up in highest security wing in the psych ward.
I probably would have had a smoother time if I stretched the taper out.
But, either way, it's all in the past now, thank goodness.
Once you get to the point that you're off the methadone and as long as you stay away from any and all opiates, the cravings/urges legitimately continue fading until you get to a point where you might occasionally think about getting a nod on, but it's only a thought, not an irresistible impulse.
I'm at a point now where I can even hang out with people doing heroin and I just have no interest in joining them. I know how hard it was to get clean, and no high in the world is worth risking going through all that again. -
2019-03-20 at 5:23 AM UTC in The fair price of labor.The rise of the proletariat?
Marx predicted that like 150 years ago.
Still hasn't happened. -
2019-03-20 at 5:17 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by CASPER And methadone…I'm down to 120. Excellerating my taper to 3mg/week, so right about the end of this year (or sooner if I start tapering more), I'll be good.
Nigella Sativa oil is supposed to be great for tapering opioids, but the stuff makes my stomach gurgle and get awful cramps.
How much was your highest dose?
Also, how long have you been on it?
I'm just curious because I was on methadone myself, only I ended up getting straight up hooked on the methadone. I always pissed clean, so I eventually got weekly carries and would just go through half right away, then the other half a couple days later. By day 6/7, it was absolutely horrible. Worst days of my life.
I actually ended up using heroin to taper off of the methadone.
Ironic as fuck, I know.
And I don't really recommend it. It probably wouldn't work for everyone.
What I did was I just decided I wanted to get off the methadone as quickly as possible, so I told my doc that I want to taper down from about 120 to 0 in a month. She strongly advised against it, but I told her I just want to get this over with... kinda like ripping off a bandaid.
I took a lot of benzos to help.
I even tried kratom, but it did nothing for me (maybe it was just weak stuff, I dunno).
Then when I got down towards zero, I used heroin a few times, but made a strict promise to myself that I would stop all opiate use (from codeine to oxycodone to heroin to methadone, absolutely all of it) by the end of December 2014.
Somehow I managed to pull that off, and have been opiate clean since then.
But I will tell you, that one month rapid taper was FUCKING BRUTAL. I ended up in the psych ward for a few days at one point because I was suicidal.
God, I'm so glad that part of my life is over.
Best of luck to you. It can be done, and I'm living proof of that. -
2019-03-20 at 5:06 AM UTC in NIS archive circa 3/18/19And that's if I'm the only person who ever hosts a repository for prosperity if the site goes down.
I can't imagine Phantasmagoria, for instance, going to all that trouble.
And who knows how many other people are archiving the site.
Some people tried to do it with Totse, but nobody bothered to (or had the technical know-how) to write custom code that actually saves every single post. -
2019-03-20 at 5:01 AM UTC in NIS archive circa 3/18/19
Originally posted by GGG That sounds ineffective for actually hiding your identity. Any quote or utterance of any variation of your name would have to be changed for true anonymity.
Honestly I feel like if you post it online, you take full responsibility for it being on there forever.
I could do an entire sweep that finds every occurance of every username and replaces it with anything.
Like, it would find any instance of the word "§m£ÂgØL", "§m£ÂgØL", "GGG", etc, and replace them with, say, "anonymous user". -
2019-03-20 at 4:05 AM UTC in NIS archive circa 3/18/19
Originally posted by GGG Knowing my shitposts will live on in perpetuity gives me a deep sense of dread and regret.
Just so you know, I am deliberating over many ethical issues before I post anything online.
Right now, it's exclusively for running data analytics (locally).
I take privacy issues very seriously.
If I ever do host anything, I will include a feature that allows people to "opt-out", and it will instantly render all their posts invisible... OR, I might just use some kind of "The Self Taught Man" protocol, leaving the posts up, but removing any connection to the person's username (if they request it, and that's also if I even post anything online. Right now, there's zero benefit since it's already here on the site). -
2019-03-20 at 3:51 AM UTC in NIS archive circa 3/18/19
Originally posted by tee hee hee Am I in the archives too? I'd like my children's children to be able to read my wittysismsmsmsmmmmmmm for centuries to come!
Literally every single thread/post is in the database.
I run all kinds of data analytics on it.
Like when I determined that infinityshock's vocabulary and diction are at a 4th grade level.
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2019-03-20 at 3:48 AM UTC in Fuck PHP/Laravel... Hello C#/Asp.net CoreWhy does PHP even exist? What entity of evil is even propagating it's existence?
