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2019-09-28 at 2:47 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
"One star: never been there."
THANKS FOR THE USEFUL REVIEW. I'm trying to plan a semi-romantic walk here and you're not helping.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-27 at 7:41 PM UTC in My Ceiling is in my BATHTUB!! and I am not happy :(Footage of Fonaplat's upstairs neighbor causing the leak
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2019-09-25 at 12:37 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-23 at 9:52 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Quit my job, got a better one with higher pay and more benefits and even closer to my house the very next day, and helped the girl I just met and smoked meth with a few days ago decide to quit her heroin addiction, then her mom had a random heart attack and was in the hospital with a tube down her throat and I was the first person she messaged asking if I would go be with her so she wasn't alone and of course I dropped everything and did.
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2019-09-24 at 2:30 PM UTC in Moon Rocks?Cannabis moonrocks are just high potency buds usually 20% or more THC that are typically dipped/covered in liquid hash oil and then rolled in kief until there's a whole layer of it coating the outside. I've heard of variations where the oil gets injected into the actual bud before the coating process too but standard procedure is what I described.
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2019-09-24 at 1:12 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by mmQ That's why it's a good choice you decided to stay alive so far; you can make decisions like that and I cant.
If someone just FORCED a kitty on me I would totally care for it and keep it. I've even gone so far as to go kitty shopping and I just ended up crying a bunch, but I found a few I felt I would've liked but I ultimately never got them. I'm really bad about it. I just need to be FORCED or PUSHED into a situation and then I'm usually good at it, but I am really bad at doing it myself.
I'm a "cat care specialist" (got promoted) at the animal shelter where I volunteer and before I started I worried it would make me too depressed to see them like that but once I started going and realizing hey, you just made a big difference in the lives of like 20 creatures today at the expense of like two hours of your time. Shit like that is what I have to do to get myself to feel like I made a difference for someone/something because I don't see any other value in myself aside from my usefulness to others. And it's like I'm okay with that yet totally not okay with that at the same time.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-23 at 11:43 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by mmQ Which is why I'm not implying life sucks truly or anything like that. But like with me, my current mindset , for example, is that I don't ever want to get a new kitty (and it's been a year and half since Chootie) because I dont wanna go through a new cat dying.
That's something I should probably talk to a professional about lol.
When I had to put down my first cat I went out and got the ones I have now like 4 days later. I couldn't take it. I saw it like this: I gave that first cat a great life and great home and I knew there were others out there who needed that too and it did a hell of a lot to heal my grief. Everyone told me I was nuts for not giving myself more time but it was meant to be with these two for sure.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-17 at 5:33 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I don't think I'm going to go through with things. I've had a lot of second thoughts and doubts and uncertainties the past 24 hours or so after feeling so certain that I was decided on things. A lot of my problems seem to be gradually working out and I feel like I can see a way out.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-18 at 1:19 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by DietPiano Uhh I feel awful. I'm glad I ditched the meth, that stuff is bad news. I only peed like 4 oz today.
I smoked some meth with this half-crazy girl the other day who broke down crying about her life within like 30 minutes of meeting me as I gave her a ride to the store and I was high too and felt really bad so I gave her my number and said she could talk to me if she needed to.
We get to the store like 2 minutes later and as I'm parking she goes "Honest question, as a guy, how would you feel if a girl were to randomly give you a flower?" and I was like "probably flattered I guess because no one has ever done anything like that for me" and as I said that I remembered this store sold flowers and the whole time she was inside shopping (I waited in the car) I started wigging out panicking like "fuck, why did you say that, this crazy girl is about to bring you a flower now and its gonna be awkward as fuck and what are you gonna do" but thankfully she didn't.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-18 at 3:49 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕TFW you make dedicated well thought through plans to kill yourself but your casual coworker friend you've only known a year spends ~3 days having the most genuine, profound human interactions and connections with you and you abandob your plan and realize you think you might be falling in love
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2019-09-18 at 1:05 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Turns out that fentanyl pills get you high as fuck. Who would have guessed?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-16 at 6:07 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕TFW when you been stalking the USPS truck for two hours and finally see it pulling around
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2019-09-16 at 6:10 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-08-30 at 6:09 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-09-15 at 8:43 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Arguing about religion is like getting a gold medal in the Special Olympics. Even if you win, you're still retarded.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-15 at 8:06 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by RestStop I understand it's not the same thing but how many would I need for 0.100g meth vibes?
Well I could only compare oral obviously since there's no other way to use lisdexamfetamine unless you seriously care enough to dissolve the powder in liver enzyme formula to cleave the lysine and then evaporate and clean it for pure IR dexamp.
Its tough to say since Vyvanse's mechanism is so long and a gradual release too but if I had to compare I'd say 100 mg of high quality methamp orally would be equal to like 200 mg Vyvanse or so. The Vyvanse might last longer but it has less residual stimulation anyways.
I think theres like 22 mg total dexamp per each 70 mg Vyvanse so go from there.
I'd never suggest a 200+ dose of Vyvanse though, I've never only ever done 140 mg like three times and much prefer 70. Probably because like I was saying its more of a "get shit done laser focus" amp/med than a "lets get fuckin twisted" like shard or girlThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-15 at 7:22 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Casually enjoying an epsom salt foot soak while smoking kief and capping pure MDMA as a Xanax melts under my tongue and the hugely dosed cannabis coconut oil capsule I ate two hours ago does its thing in my stomach.
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2019-09-15 at 3:32 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I went to my friend's place again last with the sole intention of helping her pack to move and chill for a couple hours to gtfo the house and ended up smoking free meth all night with her other random friend who just happened to stop by who I never met, partied all night then got my friend an Uber because she had to work at 7 am and was about to just walk that shit and I said fuck that.
Force fed her a Gatorade and multivitamin, gave her one Vyvanse and one Xanax bar to keep in her pocket for the day as a survival kit and said you got this shit.
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2019-09-14 at 7:03 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Serious post. It is long but coherent and I kindly ask you read it. No bullshit or attention seeking.
Sudo, and others who have made derogatory remarks etc about me and other people, may sound harsh but are not wrong. I take no offense to this, and if anything, I'd like to apologize for frustrating him and others in that way.
We all fight battles and most go unseen by others. People often forget that in times of their own pain, and I am guilty of that often. For that, I am truly sorry. Despite being the no-rules, rugged forum we are I still feel I have no right to so wantonly dump my misery on any of you for what has often times been for nothing, but I admit, attention.
This is very selfish. Suicide threats, encouragement, reinforcement etc. are all things I have subjected you to this forum on numerous occasions in my aimless search for compassion, attention, and a feeling of being wanted. But those threats cause anxiety, concern, and even anger in others and does nothing but needlessly multiply the original pain. I am deeply wrong for doing this and apologize to anyone I affected doing so.
For these repeated threats, constant complaints, and general spread of my own personal toxicity upon this community over the time of my struggles I sincerely apologize. I was wrong, inappropriate, and deserving of the criticism I received for it.
I made a brief post a night or two ago saying something like "fuck this place and fuck all you assholes". I am sorry I posted and said to you and I don't truly mean it. I was on Xanax, alcohol, lost, and delerious with exhaustion when I posted that but none of that should excuse me from saying such awful things to people I don't even know.
I'm sorry because this feels like it turned into yet another plea for attention or sympathy. It is not. It is me trying to clean my conscience a bit by manning up and admitting my wrongs to you. I am okay. I am not "well", but I am okay, and wish not to generate a single shred more of anxiety, worry, or negative feelings with this post.
I have no ill will towards any of you who mocked, disparaged, or belittled me. I know this place isn't meant to be that serious. No hard feelings.
I wish you all the best with your families, fights for sobriety, security, employment, residence, self identity and any other battle you all fight.
Scrawny/HTS, this seems random I guess, but I'm sorry for the cruel remarks, jokes, and insults I personally made or encouraged regarding your relationship and search for self identity. I never took time to think how much of a battle that must be and I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I'm happy you two found a true human connection and are happy and to make fun of someone for that is just wrong. I wish you the best.
Thank you all who called, talked, cared, reached out etc. I regret putting you in those predicaments but each time it was when I truly needed it and I appreciate it.
(P.S - I say this not for attention, just info. I am not leaving until at least Monday if anyone has a need or want to contact me. I dont need anyone to, I just wanted to say that for anyone who might want a private word. Do so via PM and we can go from there)
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2019-09-13 at 12:03 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I slept in a secluded ditch behind a Taco Bell last night and woke up to a Yelp notification asking me if I enjoyed my visit to Taco Bell.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
