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2018-12-25 at 4:38 AM UTC in Have you ever resided in a trailer park?
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2018-12-25 at 2:23 AM UTC in Have you ever resided in a trailer park?
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2018-12-25 at 2:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-24 at 11:16 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-24 at 11:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by hydromorphone You know that's a fucking lie, and you're just mad because your dick is so small you couldn't possibly have legitimate sex with a woman. That's why you can only get off to girls pissing themselves.
Thankfully your disgusting body and personality turned me off from women forever and freed me from the burden of sexual desire. Thanks to you I'd be a fag by now if I didn't find it impossible to find men attractive.
Hopefully the sepsis and disease catches up quickly and kills you before you find another host like the parasite you are. My life sucks/sucked to begin with but you should be ashamed for sending a man like 1337 off the deep end and ruining his life with your batshit insanity bullshit. -
2018-12-24 at 11:12 AM UTC in Liquor to infinityLet the liquor do the thinking
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2018-12-24 at 11:11 AM UTC in Old white women make me sickI deal with about a hundred Type 3s on a daily basis at my job. They really are the worst.
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2018-12-23 at 8:30 PM UTC in Stopping my out of control drinking with the help of marijuana - Results of Day #1If you drink alcohol before you smoke you absorb more THC and if you smoke before drinking you absorb less alcohol.
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2018-12-23 at 8:28 PM UTC in Who you think you'd get on with best irl out of hydro and §m£ÂgØL?
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2018-12-23 at 8:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-23 at 3:44 AM UTC in What happened to Sophie/Psychomanthis?Sophie spends all his free time now making Elsagate videos on YouTube to groom future victims
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2018-12-23 at 3:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by hydromorphone Well, first off let me being by saying: I fucking have not, nor ever would I steal someones scripts (unless they die, and frankly, once they're dead, those pills hospice is going to flush are fair fucking game at that point.), that's a really unfair analogy. I literally watched them going through not this time, but last time I was in their ER, and they were throwing out shit that wasn't yet expired (shit that had 3 months left before it expired! dude was telling me, and even showed me a box that was being tossed before expiration- apparently they wanted to clear it out just in case it was accidentally still in use after expiration.) which I feel is a fucking sin, especially when that shit is good far past it's expiration date as long as it's kept out of heat/cold, and kept away from moisture. There are fucking doctors and quacks alike in Africa who would LOVE to fucking have that expired shit… and me too.
Remember, I'm not taking from the doctors, the nurses, or any staff here. These hospitals are publicly funded. What I took is a drop in the bucket compared to the waste that goes on in these places, not to mention the fucking insane prices they charge for the simplest of shit. I believe 1337 got his itemized bill, and a SINGLE PILL, a 5mg oxycodone was 80$. LMFAO at that point, it's time to just call up the dope man to pay you a visit, especially when you don't have insurance. You cannot tell me ANYTHING that could possibly come close to justifying that price hike in an alternate universe. This is why I have no qualms with collecting gear I KNOW eventually I'll end up using, and potentially saving a life with it. They can always get more, I always can't, that's why I take it when I can.
As for wanting to die, I'm here for anything more than having my pain controlled. If I could manage to control my pain at home, I would be doing exactly that. That's why the antibiotics go down the drain in my bathroom, the pills get cheeked, and all I do is take my gabapentin, tylenol, naproxen, ibprofen, and diaudid (I did try the celebrex… meh… I don't know about that shit. I'm on the fence.), and occasionally, I take their ketorolac via IV. If it wasn't for that, I fucking wouldn't be here. I fucking hate hospitals, hate doctors, and really, I would prefer to be home.
I tell you what, I do wish I felt better, and my life was better, but as it's not, it still doesn't change the fact that I'm scared of the unknown. I admit that. I have an ingrained fear that most people have, but unlike say someone like PoC, I'll at least admit I have that fear, rather than go on acting tough and fearless when deep down inside he's probably more scared than all of us put together. Eventually I'll grow a pair.
How's your husband? Oh, wait, he left you because shooting heroin was more important to him.
You could probably hold down a meal longer than a relationship, if you ever actually ate anything other than pills. -
2018-12-23 at 3:34 AM UTC in making a tizjuulTake it easy on the benzo shenanigans dude
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2018-12-22 at 8:56 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-22 at 2:50 PM UTC in MANDALAY BAY SHOOTING!Paddock is a hero.
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2018-12-22 at 2:46 PM UTC in Concerta. Sort it?Methylphenidate sucks, it's like slightly less dirty caffeine. Tell them they can at least cough up some Adderall 10s.
Or ask for Mydayis, that's the new shit. Mixed amp salts that last for 16 hours. -
2018-12-22 at 11:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThat's impossible, I put $3 in a salvation army kettle yesterday
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2018-12-22 at 11:06 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-22 at 11:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-21 at 6:29 PM UTC in I used to think Flat Earthers were just being satirical and/or trollingThe earth isn't flat, it's hollow.