1. parents are separated, both live about an hour's drive in opposite directions. see my mother every few weeks, haven't seen my father in a long time. used to see my father's family on a weekly basis until that. mother's family lives about 6 hours away and I see them every couple of years for christmas. mother's mother is only surviving grandparent.
2. I never claimed to be a psychopath or anything
3. I only got deep into geopolitics during the Euromaidan, started watching the riot videos because they were ace, then started to understand what was really going on there.
4. lack of purpose or anything I find particularly meaningful
5. hate crimes
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feel completely detached in any meaningful way to the outside world but I'm not so autistic that I can't function. people generally seem to find me friendly and eloquent enough but without ever making an attempt to really connect. I don't feel that I have a place socially, nor do I feel that human society has a worthwhile future (one that I would be happy to work toward - I know some people like things the way they are, or are happy farming yams and carrying water jugs several kilometers a day).
I often consider opting out not because life is too hard or painful, but because there's very little I care about and grinding through another 50 years or so just seems pointless because unless I do something very, very bad, I'll leave nothing behind. The only reason I haven't already is probably just because I don't want to hurt the few other people I care about. And my cats.
I don't want to talk to those people I care about because I'm afraid trying to explain the things that led me to this state of mind could have an extremely negative on their own 'mental health'.
I'll answer whatever questions you have that won't lead to people being able to reach out offline (ie swatting, telling my boss or mother my favourite word is 'nigger' etc.). Or just troll I guess, I don't really care. I haven't been in great shape mentally for the last few weeks, and eating strips of etizolam seems to have made things worse rather than better (surprise)
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The electoral college system was created for when niggas on literal horseback used to have to literally travel literal to Washington DC to deliver the votes representing their state. It's totally obsolete now.
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Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.---------------.----.----------.-.-.-.----.----------------------.-.---.----.--------------$--(banned)
post nude selfies or fatass shut-in faggot
Kick rocks kid.
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Originally posted by mmQ
I think I would very much enjoy being made of money, to have the security (skin) blanket of knowing that if times got tough, I could always cut myself up to cover rent for a few months.
Getting hugely fat would also mean huge inflation.
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Originally posted by mmQ
Imagine making brownies or a nice MOIST AF cake with this stuff. Or mixing it with a bunch of ice cream. Or just all of that stuff in a big clumpy sugary hodgepodge of delight. I'm gonna make a note to make it happen soon.
Yea swirling pebbles into yellow cake batter or vanilla ice cream would be dank. OR swirling yellow cake batter mixed w/ pebbles into vanilla ice cream like marble cake ?! Hmmm.
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Once you punch out, take off the suit and crack a bear most people are like that in private.
it's one reason why I don't like the professional mainstream world because everyone is so fake and then when you sit down at their house for dinner it's 'niggers and jedis' this, 'lets double stuff my wife', 'look at this giant crack rock lets smoke it up', etc
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Thats my neighbors tree and it grows over my yard and thats my ficus collection underneith that crick in the tree where it come in my yard. it drips sap into my prized ficuses which is putting them through a lot of trauma , theyve already been through drought and the sap is insult to injury.
thats me and my new STIHL chainsaw i got and i was about to cut the tree down my neigbor come outside said hey what the fuck you think you doin. i said im about to cut your encroaching tree down bitch what you gonna do. my heigbor slammed his fists into the fence like a pissed off gorilla and said ill fucking sue you till you're crosseyed if you fuck my tree up.
so i went on quora and red about it and they said if the trees in my yard i can cut that part off but not the part in they're yard. but the problem is the tree cricks into my yard and back so they're top part of the tree will fall down, i think they can just JP-weld or gorilla glue the two halves together once i get the affending part off my garden
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