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2021-08-11 at 4:25 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by mmQ Fuck that wasn't nice dont burn your mom. Im sorry about that. Is there anything I can do to help? Anything at all?
I think I just gotta tough it out. Applied to a couple jobs, gonna give my boss an ultimatum in about a month. Teeth should be done in 2weeks. I think imma just drink a lot of whiskey and try to remember that im a better person than I was 5 years ago, even tho life now is way less fun.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 10:20 PM UTC in Should Lanny Demand Proof Of Vaccination In Order To Post?
Originally posted by mmQ You are so horrible at effectively promoting the things you believe in. You're 70 years old and still haven't learned some tact?
Fucking
He’s a horrible representation of St. Louis.
At least I’m really living it here, not like this bozo who believes everything he hears on cbs 4The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 10:04 PM UTC in Should Lanny Demand Proof Of Vaccination In Order To Post?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-10 at 9:30 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2021-08-10 at 7:33 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentYa it’s taken me years to achieve sobriety man and I’m not 100% there yet, I’m still on methadone, which I honestly consider medicine, because it saved my life a lot of times
And I smoke pot
But I don’t plan on being on methadone forever and plan on begenning my taper at the end of this school semester... gonna be low and slow might take a year or 2 to get totally off but that’s just fine I don’t mind at all
And I’ll probably never stop smoking bud although I would like to use a healthier option for cannabis consumption, I was using edibles a lot but I don’t trust the fucking jellies everyone had and the brownies and cookies I make build my tolerance quick
I’m gonna look into a nice vaporizer for me for Xmas maybe this year as long as I continue to be a good boy
And man I forgot how much money I actually have/can save when I don’t do drugs..
It’s fucking sick how much these scars on my body are worth
A whole new meaning to the man with the golden arm, which is a great movie you should all watch
I really want to read the book, I’m reading insomnia by Stephen king right now which is pretty good so farThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 6:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentStarted to storm here.
Took a small nap it felt nice
Nothing like a good impromptu nap to recharge the batteries and chase those stressful thoughts away
Feels good man
It’s crazy how good being clean feels it’s insane I spent, sorry I mean, wasted all those years just chasing a good feeling when it was on the other side the whole time
It’s crazy and my mind isn’t totally fixed that’s for sure I still find myself thinking, it’s cool I could just eat a blue or maybe one bar and be fine, but then I remember even if you ate one for one day, it will just make it even easier to say yes at the wrong time and eat 10 bars and end up murder/rampage/suiciding everywhere while blackedout
So I give myself ten min and think about it for a minute and realize, ya wow that would probably be fucking bad, and I save my money
It’s the little wins everyday that add up to the big one
👨🏻🔬this has been a public service announcement from Dr. RIPtotse 🏩🧪👨🏻⚕️🧏🏻♂️🥼The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 4:52 PM UTC in BradleyB Update Thread (he isn't dead yet?)I be living in the ghetto smoking blunts happy as a clam in a shell. Haven't been home in several weeks and my fish are probably dead. Hoping to get over that way in the next few weeks. I got all my snakes and tools out my mom's crib (where I store everything while moving). I hope I will have a beautiful life with my Amiga on this block.
As always I am leading with the best leg forward and positive experiences seem to be occurring for he who works it.
I've been drinking like 8 to 12 beers or mixers a day, there isn't any TWEAK here but there is are a lot of blunt wraps, 40s, gangsta rap and beautiful Hispanic dinners made by my girlfriend.
I'm even making a good effort at learning Spanish. I currently know enough to say I AM THE BIG WHITE SAUSAGE and to order chicken tacos.
It is going well.
Quick Mix Ready has been the b stepping Cuomo block I needed to get a leg on any oppositional forces that I felt took jelly hold in my life.
Remember if I can succeed, you too can try and succeed!
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2021-08-10 at 4:40 PM UTC in Im sick and missed work.Took me 2 hours but i finally got back home.
I still feel kinda blah and my head feels warm to me.
Picked up a fuck load of KFC to hopefully replenish my energy.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 12:43 PM UTC in Recommend me some movies to watchThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-10 at 9:53 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentJust gettin up... got my car back finally.. gonna do a set of lifts then run then come home and lift and eat
Gonna try to find one of those Bluetooth transmitters for my car today so I can listen to yung lean while pulling up to the methadone clinic👍
Went to the bookstore at my school yesterday they said I have to place my order online so I’m gonna look into that today too .. only got like 2 weeks till it startsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-10 at 8:28 AM UTC in Who would you rather be alive ?
Originally posted by aldra he will never teach you how to dougie
He taught us all how to Dougie, in his own way.
If any of his former lovers are oit there, just know that I cansnd will, nay SHALL fuck you in the ass and make you cum whilst listening to pig destroyer. And then i will make tapas and we can cuddle and eat sour pickle balls and do cocaine and watch reruns of Blind Date
Holler at a playa Girth Brooks at ur service darlin’ -
2021-08-10 at 12:50 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentMmq is blackThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-09 at 9:18 PM UTC in Pornstar Lana Rhodes drank urine from a pyrex bowlWariat don't Thank me you disgusting faggotThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-09 at 8:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentSaving a European honeybee from certain death by gently scooping him/her out of the swimming pool and placing on pool deck. Now it's time for an air dry as i blow on my beloved local pollinator. The ultimate satisfaction is when they, apparently unharmed, gently fly away. 👍❤🐝The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-09 at 8:05 PM UTC in Thrift Store Finds - The definitive thread on bargins to be hadIT HASTA BE SHASTAThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-09 at 5:04 PM UTC in I made a new friend who looks exactly like Bill KrozbyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-08-09 at 4:48 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ I just get slightly defensive when its brought up (my mom even mentioned it), because I know if it is a manic state, that means I will inevitably have a really bad crash, and this isn't gonna be thr start to something more permanent for myself.
I'm not like expecting the world change overnight and pure sunshine and rainbows, but if I believe this won't last, then it…won't last. My brain has always done that and im fucking FINALLY beginning to have a little more faith in myself than I ever have, for a long time anyway.
Just you popping back in feels like another little good omen. Tee fucking heeeeee!!!!!!!!
I understand that very very very well and if you believe me or not but I thought to myself "I hope he doesn't take it the wrong way" while typing it out because I know I would have lol. I know that feeling very well and what helped me to get over it a bit is doing good things regardless of how I feel so even when I feel down I still do it and that tells me it's not just an episode. I've been there, too.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-09 at 4:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ Lol I'm trying but I don't think its mania. I'm just genuinely trying to do some new things and I've been listening to a lot of helpful stuff online to try and incorporate in me loife. I was just manic one time and that was Prozac induced and gave me lots of BAD IDEAS. I'm drug free currently. And just GOOD IDEAS.
But we shall see. I believe in myself for once. Like, as in, I can be more than mediocre and content with said mediocrity.
See if your town has a "makerspace" I've been doing a few classes at the one here in Houston. Classes are cheap and you can learn lots of things from 3d printing to welding...all the while making new weird and nerdy friends...at my last class I met a guy who worked for NASA and went on a Safari to Kenya just before covid...I thought about making up some lies too but didn't.
https://www.txrxlabs.org/The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-09 at 4:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ Lol I'm trying but I don't think its mania. I'm just genuinely trying to do some new things and I've been listening to a lot of helpful stuff online to try and incorporate in me loife. I was just manic one time and that was Prozac induced and gave me lots of BAD IDEAS. I'm drug free currently. And just GOOD IDEAS.
But we shall see. I believe in myself for once. Like, as in, I can be more than mediocre and content with said mediocrity.
Yea, I was just joking but that reads very good. Those small changes make a huge difference especially when you stack them up like that. That's how you change your life, man. Sick. I love it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-08-09 at 4:34 PM UTC in World to hit temperature tipping point 10 years faster than forecastThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
