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2017-05-03 at 9:21 PM UTC in Can we all take a moment to mourn our lost brother
Originally posted by HampTheToker Nigga, Muslims like to get fucked up just like anyone else. It's the radical fuckers ya gotta watch out for.
OK. But if you get caught using drugs at Mecca, the holiest place in all of Islam, you're going to get tortured by Saudi Arabia, who has been known to torture religious offenders. There are many places in Saudi Arabia you could probably get away with things like this but Mecca is not one of them.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 8:58 PM UTC in Just got out of the ERThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 8:43 PM UTC in Can we all take a moment to mourn our lost brotherYou gotta' give it to the sand niggers, they sure know how to build a dank box.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 8:34 PM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by Malice Number13, you had a mental breakdown and became a hiki like me at a considerably younger age, so of course you need similar health.
Missed this the first time while skimming but saw it in a reply.
I'm working on myself still, building myself up and all, my main obstacle to a relatively normal life right now is my lack of education and social skills but the latter I'm working on too.
A year ago I wouldn't go out, would avoid guests and such like the plague but I've improved since we had to move, I go out now and can talk with random people even if just to say nice weather(it's england, it's shit weather) which I wouldn't have been able to do before.
Been going to see movies, even went on my own for the first time like a proper sperg but it felt good you know? (also ghost in the shell live action was shit)
Right now I'm the happiest I've been and I think it's gonna get better than that.
But thanks, Malice, thanks for remembering me and reaching out like that, I appreciate it.
Also nice hair cut bruh 👌The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 7:42 PM UTC in Just got out of the ERpay me to come to ur house i make u food i sleep on floor i make it cheap for u just pay me ticket to east coast or canada i make my way to sfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 7:11 PM UTC in Just got out of the ERAlso, went to Walmart for the first time in god knows how long to fill my prescription. Made an effort to say high to people. Was walking around waiting to pick them up, went to the electronic section at some point, after buying some things for the feral cats I've been taking care of and trying to get to trust and get used to people so one day they can go to a good home. The person at the cashier section had two bottles of cough syrup, and asked me, "The red one or the blue one" because of my hair and the way I was dressed, with a business style blazer, sunglasses, and my new haircut (Wasn't going for The Matrix, tbh). Mind went blank and I chose blue for some reason without a witty response (Would have said: Blue for now, I want to wait until Elon Musk saves us all and we merge with general intelligence. That red world looked pretty bad.)
At the cashier I made a joke/small talk for the first time in my life. It was small cute Asian girl, seemed like she wasn't born in the US (I don't judge).
After placing all the other items, including the ones for the cats I made a silly joke by holding up these two:
And saying, "Hey look, one for them and one for me."
She laughed and said "How cute."The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 6:59 PM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by Sophie You cannot possibly know how other people experience life.
I'd highly recommend the webcomic "Adventures In Depression" by Hyperbole and a Half. It's a fun read, and the webcomic is famous, this 2 part series is considered by even professionals as one of the most accurate depictions of what severe depression is like available. It destroys your ability to function, radically alters the way you perceive the world, and kills critical aspects of your humanity.
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2013/05/depression-part-two.html
Think of all the members of our community that have died in various ways. You may have considered some of them friends. What had they experienced, what were they going through during the time leading up to that to cause them to die?
Originally posted by Phoenix I mean you're not wrong, but whatever. 4 suicide attempts in the last year. I'll succeed eventually. I don't really like TinyChat anymore. Later this week I might be going to see a movie with a friendo I met while I was homeless. I dunno. Psychiatrists and psychologists would be resources better used on people more damaged and more willing to accept help… it'd be selfish to waste their time.
Phoenix, listen to me, this is 100% exactly the kind of attempts at rationalization that people who are severely depressed and suicidal use. To the point. I've read so much it's as clear as day. You have to ask for help, there's no going back from death and you'd feel differently if you did and worked through this. It wasn't scary or degrading for me once I broke through and made that final step. With the right treatment within only a month you can see a remarkable difference.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 6:45 PM UTC in MY BABY DADDY SHAQUILLE ZARKON THE FOUTHThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 5:44 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinur mom doseThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 5:09 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Malice Lanny, do you remember this paper?
I do remember that paper. Although you'll note the author distinguishes between melancholic and depressive behavior, which seems reasonable. There's "tortured artist" type depression and then there's "do nothing for long periods of time" depression and while the former certainly makes for better drama I suspect the latter characterizes the majority of cases of clinical depression.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 4:21 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinI accidentally pissed on my grinderThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 11:17 AM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by Dargo Malice, I'm glad you're doing better. Honestly I am.
But you talk like you've been in a war zone and watched all of your closest buddies get blown to bits right in front of you. Recover from what? Your self imposed misery? The fuck, dude. There are people who experience real, traumatic things in life, and you ain't one of them. I don't get it.
You cannot possibly know how other people experience life.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 10:40 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinI think it can be a valuable tool, but that ideally you should move on and learn to apply that sense of connection, acceptance, intimacy, and love to all sentient beings. Essentially the Buddhist view.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 10:09 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERI am, I broke through. I'm still severely depressed and will need to be on medication for the rest of my life, which I'm okay with, we're all dependant on something to live and popping pills a few times a day isn't even nearly as intensive as having to eat, but the worst part is over. I don't think I'll ever become this bad again, and if I feel like I'm starting to, I'll ask for help.
It's finally behind me, and even though I'll need years to fully recover, everything's going to be okay now. Even my bloodwork came back fine, thank god. I can move forward.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 9:59 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 8:52 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERTook another visit. I hadn't slept in days before going in the first time, got out at midnight, couldn't sleep until around dawn, then passed out until 10 PM, when all the pharmacies were closed or closing after searching for ones nearby, their hours, and checking how long it would take to get there. Instead of panicking and resorting to alcohol, even contacting Lanny and begging to meet up near, I just went to the ER and told them what had happened and everything was fine. I got another IV of fluid and shots of Ativan, which just make me feel closer to what normal must feel like. Chilled for a few hours on my phone while someone checked my vitals once a while and gave me a new shot.
Before this I was a hikikomori, had such severe untreated anxiety, been in a state of suicidal depression for the past three years after a mental breakdown and everything that had occurred before that, had absolutely no one in my life during that period, become agoraphic and anthropophobic to the point where I would barely go outside, have literally gone a month without stepping foot out multiple times, probably said less than ten a month only when going outside out of necessity, such as "thank you" to cashiers, or the process of depositing rent into my landlord's account, a barely audible "thanks" at the grocery store while wearing sunglasses and averting eye contact, all the countless things that I dwelt on in my mind, all alone with nothing but my thought.
This is hikikomori to the core. But I made it, I know I've broken though and I feel like crying out of happiness in longer than anyone should.
I finally made it and I can't wait to see how good it gets from here and what's out there in the world. It's like being freed from prison for over 10 years.
As is traditional in animeland, the ceremonial cutting of the hair. I've wanted to try a Taxi Driver style look since I saw the film years ago, although it's closer to Chu from Yu Yu Hakusho in style, not I have the courage to pull it off and try something different than the same standard hairstyle I'd had for years.
Some people have invisible disabilities, no matter what they look like on the outside or even how they often come across online you have no idea what they've gone through and are going through. Be excellent to each other, it's the past path toward happiness and fulfillment in life.
If anyone is going through something similar, eventually you can make it too. Don't be afraid to ask for help, to accept you need others.
I made it, I survived, and everything's going to be okay now.
Omedetou
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2017-05-02 at 6:12 AM UTC in Attn everyone: Stop dumping every thread in SGFlows like a butterflyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-02 at 5:53 AM UTC in Attn everyone: Stop dumping every thread in SGisnt there like a robot that reads the text and like, picks up, keywords, and then like forms a word cloud in its head in a 3 dimensional space and then the distances between each word to each word is caculated and multiplied times a relevancy factor and then the entirety of this is summed and compared against wikipedia and then shoved conveniently into a a 16/5 tube for you to get at wally world for your clean and prepackaged 2000 ERA LIFE DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SERIOUS ISSUESThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-02 at 5:51 AM UTC in Attn everyone: Stop dumping every thread in SG
Originally posted by greenplastic wait doesn't the enhancement automatically put our thread in the right forum regardless of where we put it? thats what i thought was going on anyways.
No, that was lanny automatically putting your thread in the right forum. The lanny broke though, so you're gonna have to do it yourself going forwardsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-02 at 5:44 AM UTC in Attn everyone: Stop dumping every thread in SGoh lawd I do not like that oneThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
