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2017-04-02 at 7:39 PM UTC in when its 2017 but ur listening to dubstep>when you're greenplastic and ur dum
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2017-04-02 at 7:37 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
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2017-04-02 at 7:27 PM UTC in Sometimes i can't tell whether i am schizophreniang or not.
Originally posted by crabbypenguin long
Originally posted by crabbypenguin long
I don't remember the vast majority of anything from my childhood, and what I do remember is not good at all so I imagine that's part of it. I don't remember my father and anybody that came into the family as a father figure was a complete dickhead so I spent most of my young life hating men. Then I hit 18, got a job, got out of school, and got out into the real world, and quickly found out women are just as bad.
Then there was the drug use. Just innocent psychedelic use at first, then dissociatives,then opiates. The meth and alcohol didn't come until later
I'm sort of like malice in that all I've ever known is isolation, involuntary at first, then I got used to it and now prefer it but apparently everyone wants to talk to me now but I just want them to fuck off
I act stupid here but IRL I'm so many levels above everybody I meet, they all seem so fucking slow, and the world moves too slow for me, I get bored with people quickly, and it seems that all people want me around for is to bitch about their problems to me, which I don't fucking care about the vast majority of the time. For these reasons I don't even bother trying to meet friends or partners anymore.
I lived under a bridge for a few months, and it seemed to actually improve my mental state for a while but then I started drinking extremely heavily and using stims heavily and it got much worse
I have what appears to be organic psychotic mental illness and rather severe depression and the resultant run through the mental health system and debt from that only made it worse. I was somewhat shunned by family for a while because they don't believe in mental illness. They either think it's demons or drug use. I think these symptoms could be indicative of temporal lobe epilepsy rather than organic psychosis though.
And a lot of other family issues but I'm not getting into that again
I just quit drinking so maybe it'll get slightly better
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2017-04-02 at 7:07 PM UTC in Internet Romance.It's a fool's errand. Ever fallen in love with a girl from the internet? A real girl? I kinda did, a while ago. We talked for ages about all kinds of shit, she was cute too, still is actually. Exactly my type. She's kind of a troubled girl and we lost touch after a while. But she's really talented, she sings really well, plays guitar and piano too, she has a youtube channel and sometimes uploads a song. And i listen to it. And it makes me kind of sad when i do, but i do it anyway.
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2017-04-02 at 6:16 PM UTC in ATTN: RisiRMy tiny ass country was under occupation from Spain, we fought them, for a hundred years and won. Yes really. The North remembers.
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2017-04-02 at 6:09 PM UTC in ATTN: RisiR
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2017-04-02 at 5:57 PM UTC in Can someone tell me in how many hours my ban is over?You guys are just jealous I had the foresight to make 100 backup accounts, try that shit now you will be b-b-b-b-b-b-banned.
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2017-02-20 at 7:04 AM UTC in Bounty: Kill SpectraL
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2017-02-19 at 11:13 PM UTC in Bounty: Kill SpectraLAll's fair in love and war.
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2017-02-02 at 2:47 PM UTC in evver wake up too get shoted at about alcohol u dident even drink all of it anywway mad bitchpce out
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2017-02-02 at 2:32 PM UTC in evver wake up too get shoted at about alcohol u dident even drink all of it anywway mad bitchi sleep on ur floort
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2017-02-02 at 2:17 PM UTC in evver wake up too get shoted at about alcohol u dident even drink all of it anywway mad bitchIf you're both coming you have to fight for dominance cos I only have one spare bed
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2017-02-02 at 2:14 PM UTC in My sister is a dumb nasty bitch
Originally posted by reject How many dicks do you think she's sucked for meth
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2017-02-02 at 1:57 PM UTC in evver wake up too get shoted at about alcohol u dident even drink all of it anywway mad bitchEveryone's welcome
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2017-02-02 at 12:42 PM UTC in My sister is a dumb nasty bitch
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2017-02-02 at 2:42 AM UTC in I love my CroutonYou call it a problem, I call it the answer to all my problems.
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2017-02-02 at 2:14 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinGet the klan outfit out lad and go trigger every protester
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2017-02-01 at 7:16 PM UTC in giving gullible people false hope
Originally posted by nonarky i have this very gullible neighbor that believes anything and she is too annoying.
i want her to look stupid in her front lawn. so i was going to draw a fake treasure map and make it look convincing. Going to pretend to be a previous owner of the house and say that there is a big box of treasure buried 20 feet under their front lawn.
then i would mail the fake map to her. then she will start digging all day and get city code violations.
has anybody else have any other creative ideas?
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2017-02-01 at 5:04 PM UTC in cont sleep wen stoneI can't sleep sober.
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2017-02-01 at 3:37 PM UTC in Sophie vs Scrawnyif i got 420 thanks wud tht b ok i need 10 ok