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2020-05-13 at 1:27 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction sitei thoughtyou might appreciate it
IM BUILDING BRIDGES
Imthe king solomon of nigga spaceThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-13 at 12:58 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction siteThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-13 at 1 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction siteThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-13 at 12:59 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction site“sleepy uncle bill” also coincidentally Dougs pet name in the Austin bar scene
BABDUM TISS
i had to. It was necessary.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-13 at 9:56 AM UTC in Random image threadThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 9:51 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Shit. Well congrats on starting to get better. Ive been off H like 18 months now and just started drinking and smoking again. I know i shouldnt but it is what itis. I wouldnt wish the misery of a lengthy opiate/crack addiction on anyone. Plus the misery of constantly having people around you die like that. Every few months at the clinic i end up asking about someone i havent seen for a bit, and they end up dead. Lately i havent seen ths is pretty little curly haired italian girl. Last I saw her she was in the waiting room with an abscess the size of a golf ball in the crook of her arm, dripping sweat. I got her some water and a clean rag from the car, we talked for the hour or so she had to wait, and she ended up being really sweet. Shooting heroin didnt seem like her at all. She was wearing a Morrowind t shirt and pink floyd pajama bottoms.
Hope ur okay DanielaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-13 at 1:48 AM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction siteThe challenge for the prosecution is going to be trying to argue that these guys were just out to kill someone bc he was black. Defense is going to argue these guys had good reason to believe this was the same suspect and that he was armed. Theyre going to say the weapons were legally owned and not brandished, that the older man didn’t even draw his weapon until shots were fired, indicating they did not expect that they would have to fire their weapons. Theyre going to say Arberys attack is what caused the first and second shots to go off, and that as soon as he had partial controlof the weapon he became a deadly threat.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-13 at 1:26 AM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction site
Originally posted by Technologist Those pics don’t even look like the same person. But keep on believing the BS fringe media.
Duuuuude. GORL. Lets rap. They look IDENTICAL. Same build, same rough height. Even same haircut. Its pretty unlikely that another dude fitting that same description also decided to trespass on the same exact property 15 miles away from the dudes home.
Ofc the footage could be fake. Could be someone else. Its just not likely. Occams razor and all that.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 1:01 PM UTC in SAN ANTONIO: City Council Unanimously Passes Resolution Denouncing COVID-19 Hate SpeechWhen did Texas become such a bunch of fucking pussies?
lol how did they include j3ws in this victim circle jerk?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 12:55 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)NONCE HEAVY 10 OCLOCK!!
*pulls pin and tosses noncegrenade, consisting of the sweat of menopausal women*
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2020-05-12 at 9:31 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Fuuuuuuuuck man. I know that feeling. Even if you dont know someone really well, when you connect with someone like that their loss still rocks you. Esp when youve been throuh rough times in your life together. There were people i barely knew who let me sleep on their sofa, or invite me for thanksgiving dinner. They were basically strangers to me save for a few weeks time. But just remembering the love and kindness they showed me in that brief time, hearing theyd died really fucked me up.
What did u go to rehab for? You still doing okay?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-11 at 7:59 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-11 at 5:49 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?*placeholder to post some brotha lynch hung*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-11 at 9:52 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Octavian Bro I wrote a deep worded response but the page refreshed and I nearly smashed the monitor. Like… if you killed yourself, I know that post would have helped/saved you.
You have all the ingriedients to succeed. You don't need to change, you just need to be more of YOURSELF. We all see this daily, this online person, not PERSONA, I refuse to believe it's a concept. You are what you are, cause when you're online that person deep within you comes out. The one that gives us advice, the one we can all go to. I want you to believe in yourself, and to know life owes you a decent slice of a real future. We don't depend, we LOOK UP to you.
That has to mean something. Cause if you give up, then what kind of inspiration is that?
That is the kind of person you are. DO-NOT-GIVE-UP.
Thanks man. That means a lot. Like...i intellectually acknowledge ive improved a lot. And im also a terminal realist. Wishful thinking just doesnt become me. i have to acknowledge that there are some pretty major physical and logostical limitations now. Like im turning 32 pretty soon. Could i take out a loan and start law school this year? Yeah probably. But id be almost 40 before i finished, and be massively in debt. I jst feel like I dont have the luxury of making some of the choices id want to make. Could i move out right now and would it i prove my mental state? Itd be really difficult but i could pull it off. But now that my moms been unemployed for 2 years, and is almost 70, i feel like i cant leave her here. All the years she put up with my bullshit, it seems irresponsible to just let her fend for herself.
I feel like a prolific guitar player who has an arm amputated. Sure you can say “one day ill be able to play again”. But youll never be anything near what you were. And if what you were is something fundamentally important to you. Is a new life of compromise and incompleteness worth living to you?
Im not even like....”sad depressed” anymore. Im just exhausted. And im 31. I cant imagine feeling this broken down and numb if i were 70.Theres just no inputs. Nothing interests me. Nothing feels worth it. Every day is groundhog day. I forget what day it is. What time it is. I forget laundry in the washer and it mildews. I forget I was hungry a d theres shit burning in the oven. I forget im behind the wheel of the car for a split second. I dont feel like ME. “Me” just feels like a little animal in the cave of my head, and all my muscles and bones and ligaments are just this tightly wound fraying cord and wet, heavy blankets stapled into the meat of my shoulders and back and legs.
I have noimmediate plans to do anything. Theres a little toxic spark of hope that always has me think that i can work my way out of any situation. That no matter how bad something gets, i can always game way way through it. But im starting to learn that its not the case. I gave Malice shit bc i felt like he didnt try enough to make things better. So at least im trying. Even though I really dont feel like trying. If nothing else,just being a little bit more of the person i want to be, and less and less of who I was. But i acknowledge that life is chaos and things dont work according to how we think they should and sometimes things just dont get better. I dont think anyone should feel some moral obligation to stay needlessly suffering if theres no need to. Ofc theres the animal anxiety and wanting to stay conscious as long as possible, but objectively theres nothing more special about this hunk of meat and any other.
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2020-05-11 at 9:06 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Ernst Kaltenbrunner
another example of a racist nigger. this degree of racism deserves no less than the death penalty.
who thinks the poster of this threat should die?
Wait YOU think hes too racist? lol.
E: Ifinslly started reading your hyperlinks.
lol my thought was “man this white guy types pretty ghetto”
Im sure theres some retarded white people like that out there. But yeah faking hate crimes should be punishable wih the sentence for the alleged crime, plus possible enhancements.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-11 at 9:33 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Casper, I genuinely fucking hate talking on the phone. I would rather meet someone face to face than over the phone. Text is fine. But phones are the fucking worst. No time to think and you can't see their face to gauge their response/reaction. I tend to account for this by being overtly nice on the phone when calling insurance and making appointments, idk
"Nope that should do it, thanks so much for your help you've been awesome I hope you have a wonderful day Brittany"
And I do remember their names too because I write everything down when i'm on the phone. I need to say my name? I write my name down. I need to give an account number? I write it down. If it's sensitive I scribble over it before trashing but I need a pen in my hand when I'm on the phone or I get worried about forgetting stuff.
Ditto. I had to make a note of 2 of the physucal therapists today bc im so foggy, ive been there for 2 months now and I still dont remember anyones names. Meghan and Lauren. I think the younger girl might be Mitzy. Ink.
But yeah im the same way. I talked to Cap n someone else last night and my brain just doesnt work right. When i type things it seems like my brain fires more normally. Having to be verbal feels like trying to chop vegetables with my non dominant hand.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-11 at 9:55 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-11 at 2:43 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentIt's supposed to have red onion n green fettuccine noodles but I'm still pretty proud of end product. Butter, heavy cream, garlic, jalapeno, lime juice, chicken stock,grilled chicken breast, tequila, bell pepper, onion
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2020-05-11 at 3:08 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentAlso made gooey brown sugar butter cake but I forgot vanilla ice cream
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2020-05-10 at 9:54 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
