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2019-10-04 at 3:07 PM UTC in fuck
Originally posted by Rear Naked Joke Honestly NA just sounds like free therapy. Not drug counseling per se.
Pretty much. And people who you can be yourself around and not freak them the fuck out.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Cocaine anonymous is the worst imo. I went when I was 18 and this guy took me out for Sonic saying he would be my sponsor me but realized quickly he just wanted to work the 13th step on me
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2019-10-04 at 2:42 PM UTC in Casper is gone for 6 months, then comes back for a day, and acts like he knows wuts going on...I'm touched.
In my taint. This gave me a warm feeling in my taint. -
2019-10-04 at 2:41 PM UTC in i hope roshambo is ok
Originally posted by Solstice You don't talk shit about Casper. That man sent me cookie butter for free…FOR FREE. Not that Lotus Biscoff kind they sell at every store, either. The Trader Joe's shit, the good kind. FOR FREE. WITH JERKY.
Oh shit nigga that's you? My brain hella addled.
I def care about my peoples. Good 2 see you, pimpin. -
2019-10-04 at 1:21 PM UTC in i hope roshambo is ok
Originally posted by WellHung What the hell would u know, fat boy? You haven't been around here for ages…u ain't nothing but a fair-weather flake.
I mean....I can read. So there's that.
Lil Rooster matthew is angry because there's no liquor. So he tries to pick fights with the cocks that are bigger.
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2019-10-04 at 1:19 PM UTC in 3 From Hell (Free Stream)That was pretty awful. At least it was festive.
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2019-10-04 at 11:09 AM UTC in fuck
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III NA is just so…all encompassing. it seems like it keeps people sober by just filling all of their time. and i dont want to get sober to replace my drug life with another one thats just about abstinence, i want to replace it with a real life
That actually exactly what it's about. Bc it's not just about drugs. It's about our inability to deal with life in general. It's about reconnecting to people. Finding things do do that are fulfilling n shit. Of course every group is different, but I highly recommend trying it for a few weeks, and getting an annoying sponsor who bugs the shit out of you every day. -
2019-10-04 at 3:35 AM UTC in i hope roshambo is okSome black dude rattoxed him and showed the rehab his youtube videos. All because he called a woman on the farm a nigger in one of his videos, and the womans cousin saw the video...somehow.
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2019-10-03 at 5:51 PM UTC in fuck
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III I know what the lesson was, I know how I failed. It was obvious. I was just strung out and not in a position to handle anything that life threw at me in an appropriate way and so I handled them in bad ways that fucked over myself or other people. I'm not the same person anymore, but the fallout is still incredibly painful to deal with. And my life has undeniably permanently changed trajectory because of those decisions. And it sucks to feel broken while I see her just hit the ground running because I'm finally not dragging her down and for her to hate me because of it. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself for giving her up. I know everybody says something similar when they break up, but I'm being really objective I think when I say that I won't find someone else as good as her. Maybe 5 years ago I could have but now I had a lot of baggage and problems. So I just need to deal with the consequences I guess.
All true, but I mean it's a failure because it makes me not as good as someone else. For example, a lot of the time I'd be too paranoid to leave the house so we'd stay inside when she wanted to go do stuff. And yea, the reason I didn't want to leave was because I was dealing with some mental shit, not because I wanted to be cruel or boring, but in the end if her new guy doesn't have that same issue, well, it doesn't matter much what you name it then because either way I lost out.
I don't know man, I've never felt peaceful, even before the drugs> Always been really on edge/angsty/obsessive. I'm supposed to find like a totally new mindset/way to live that I've never learned before.
NA dude. Theres people there who robbed people, dug through trash cans, had their kids taken away from them, stole from dying family members. As long as you dwell on the past, it will continue to plague your present. You have mental health and addiction issues. We deal with things in fucked up ways. First question you need to ask is do you even want to be better, or do you think youve just fucked everything up for good? -
2019-10-03 at 3:31 PM UTC in I have just placed the noose over my neck, let's hope that the rope holds...He had a lot to say. He had a lot of nothing to say.
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2019-10-03 at 3:28 PM UTC in Patron saint of incels? Outrage over Joker is a bad jokeLove it. The more of these people raising a fuss over innocuous shit like this- the better. The public at large need to really understand what mentally underdeveloped, racist, whiny control freak victims these people are.
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2019-10-03 at 11:11 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Your tongue strings and joes gum splinters sound remarkably similar. Perhaps you're both government experiments?
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2019-10-03 at 9:03 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Or put your flaccid penis in the trigger guard and then put on some footfag video of a hoe stepping in a bucket full of spaghetti.
Go out like a true degenerate -
2019-10-03 at 8:58 AM UTC in fuckI know nothing I say is going to probably make much of a difference, so I'm not going to type Malice-esque essays to try to convince you otherwise. I'll just say that I pretty much could've written all of that. My problems seemed big at the time- a good reason to check out of life for a while and wallow in misery. But it really just delayed the inevitable and wasted so much time. You might not ever feel the way you did, again. But we're different people every ten years anyway. Maybe you did completely fuck your brain up, but it's more likely that being dumped by your boo thang has jarred you into some serious introspection, and you feel like shit right now....but that you'll also feel okay again.
I thought I'd completely lobotomized myself, for real. And I definitely don't have the same spark I did when I was 18 but who the fuck does? The only way you're going to get your life back is managing the depression, making connections with others, finding meaning in your life, and laying off the fucking drugs. The only thing that's going to help is time and effort- both of which feel impossible at times, I know. Maybe you don't have it in you to do right now. But if you genuinely are fed up enough to change your life, you can be that dude again. Life isn't going to be fantastic all the time, and you'll need to learn to deal with life as it comes, without the crutches and shortcuts. But you CAN be HAPPY and you can have PEACE if you so choose.
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2019-10-03 at 8:45 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by frumbob 🐎🦄🐈🐯🐷🦊 i hear i see i think i feel i know
If you're going to overdose in your parents house, at least have the courtesy to have it be heroin or fentanyl. They're going to think poorly of you if you die from shitty internet drugs.
Go out with a bang, and let them have the pride of telling their friends "he a real 1" -
2019-10-02 at 7:30 PM UTC in Get your username spraypainted/sharpie'd onto the side of a shipwrecked, or CAPSIZED boat (NiS version)
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2019-10-02 at 7:13 AM UTC in Get your username spraypainted/sharpie'd onto the side of a shipwrecked, or CAPSIZED boat (NiS version)If the boat is on its side, should def give it an anatomically correct boatdick where the boatdick would be
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2019-10-02 at 7:08 AM UTC in Why is the UK's country code 'GB'?
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2019-10-01 at 9:44 PM UTC in Why is the UK's country code 'GB'?Its actually Great Britain. Idk how nobody knew this.
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2019-10-01 at 9:40 PM UTC in Your next holiday is sorted - Saudi Arabia to admit touristsSo thats why ive been getting inundated with TRAVEL SAUDI ads on Youtube. Yeah...that shithole is where im going to take my first vacation in 20 years. Definitely.
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2019-09-29 at 7:09 AM UTC in Buying women's perfume online to augment masturbation sessionsIm sure theres a japanese website to cater to your need for female pheromones.
