Originally posted by WellHung
Do u think ppl wud watch it?
Depends on what stuff you do. People love that survival type stuff. Do fire making, fishing, setting up a camp site, making a shower. Prolly wont get a bunch at first but theres some black girl that lives in her car and she has a ton of subscribers now.
the zoloft is making my stomach gurgle like crazy and postmates is pretty fucked and i have gnarly sciatica pain in my leg and i was too tired to microwave a d butter my biscuit just now so i just ate it dry and cold.
But im sober (ish). i have a running car thats not 20 years old. i have $600 in my bank account. i have health insurance. Im employed. My cracked tooth doesnt hurt.
So all things considered, i guess im pretty lucky. I feel aight.
Found a burned CD in a cd case from high school. Got a weird awkward aggressive hj from a girl in my friends garage to the first song while we smoked a black and mild packed with shitty weed. The title of the CD? “Caspers LoveMixxx”. Clearly i was super clever and i thought there was going to be some romance going on which required Ludacris. rofl. my mixes were all over the fucking place. only on my Cd could you get aerosmith, ludacris, kottonmouth kingz, korn, al green, cypress hill and UGK back to back with a comedy song about being gay.
Yeah. There was something to be said for genuinely just got giving a fuck about anything but i guess you can only do that forever.
SobrietyOwl grant me the serenity To accept the thing i cannot change The courage to change the things i can And the wisdom to check for an adams apple before i hand over cash
Im browsing escorts. I got angry at a girl ive been talking to, and now i have an incredible urge to wrap my hand around someones throat. I feel like paying korean 20 year olds to drop loads in their esophagus is a healthy part of the recovery process.
Better than being drunk and unemployed. At some point after 23 or 24 being drunk just started amplifying my depressed feelings. So id just start think8ng about what a drunken loser i was. i feel like i can still drink but. I mean if i can be trusted to keep 1300mg of methadone around and not take any extra, i feel like i could probably get drunk once a year. but idk...not in a hurry to test my hypothesis.
I felt decent today. Went i towork early. Sometimes i get these weird glimpses of me in the future being normal and successful and happy, which is always nice. I could never imagine myself before with a 9-5 jobs, a wife, being happy with anything. But if i could land a 60 or 70k a year job that didnt make me want to kill myself, a comfortable apartment, a car ilike, a girlfriend who i dont hate....i could see myself being happy and normal. God knows im a long way off from whatever, but its nice to see that im able to deal with life stuff as it comes. I got a car. im paying my insurance time. Ive got good credit. Im getting my health taken care of. Im at work every day. Ive paid off my debts. i actually pay rent and utilities. I guess i always imagined id have to be able to rob people or sell drugs tomake ends meet, but i can survive and not have to fuck people over. It seems obvious but i really could never see any kind of future for myself even as a kid.
Originally posted by Fox
Don’t paralegals need some kind of college degree? Maybe not a law degree but something?
What do u do now
paralegals just need an associates degree and a one year course. its basically a glorified notary and i do that now. I work in shipping and love the people i work with but the job sucks. After making the money i did, doing anything that pays so little feels like im flipping burgers.
Originally posted by Fox
Then again it’s kind of a stereotypically depressing career path for someone who’s trying to not be a sad depressed fuck all the time. Lol
i dont intend to be s smoky alcoholic film noir PI lol. But thats a point.
Most of it is like cheating spouses, process serving, surveillance, insurance fraud. It couldnt possibly be more depressing than what i do now.
Yeah i mean its s short term goal. Either that or paralegal. I know i should go back to school but im kinda skeptical of my ability to commit to getting it done, and i wouldnt even know what to take. i should probably speak to a career counselor. But at this point anything that pays better than $14 and isnt going to earn me an 8 year prison sentence is cool by me. lol
Originally posted by Fox
Does your state require licensure?
It does. I spoke to a guy who runs his own firm the other day, and he seemed open to taking on someone without LE experience.
Its just one of the few things thats come to mind in the last that i know for sure id be good at. Knowing when people are lying, finding small details and being a snoop are all my strong skills. And being a total scumbag. lol. I can pretty much be whoever. 6000 hours and a test. Seems doable.
Originally posted by mmQ
What is it with RIVERS? good bands songs about rivers are always popular.
In literary tradition, the RIVER has often been used as a metaphor for a divide or crossing-over point. Before the advent of STEAM BOATS, the fording of a river was a risky and dangerous undertaking. So the river not only alludes to nature and the passage of time, but is a very real demarcation between where one is and where one could be.Between ones present situation and some further goal.
