In pain but mentally okay. Kind of amazed ibuprofen does anything bc i was always on so many opioids it never did shit for me before. Lost 7 lb this week just from shitting so much that icant hold down much food. I was a brave boy and got my blood work done today without procrastinating. So i should be on testosterone in a couple of weeks. There was a jumping spider in the shower and i let him walk arround onmy hand for a min. Which is weird bc i hate spiders and needles, so the way it didnt give me anxiety made me think about the effects of drug use on anxiety and fear response.
I just need to remember that even when i dont have the energy to do big stuff, its not too late for me to have the things i want in life. Im relatively healthy. Im not hideous or deformed. Im not completely retarded. Its going to be a couple more years and a lot of work before that can happen, but when i really sit downand think about it, the greatest shame for me wouldnt be not being able to do something, but having the ability and not trying bc it was too hard, bc itd take too long, bc i couldnt envision it formyself.
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That is the answer.
No. i only read like 10% of what you write bc its all autistic garbage about prison and refeal lorenzini or whoever, and your shitty art.
This looks like the logo for a cerebral palsy kid’s 4am public access show about his favorite new products in tech.
mute means you cant speak. And yeah ive heard of it. But my moneys on the fact that you just suck ass at everything.
Go ahead. WOW ME WARIAT. Show me your non “abstract” masterworks.
How is it possible that i havent drawn a picture since i was like 8, and you do this every day and your stuff is still worse? take a class or something dude
looking up vocal coaches online
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What did you eat today?
6 scrambled eggs. i need to get down to 300 lb
Youre such a fucking baby. You dont sound like you want to train hard you just want to feel like a big boy with as little work as possible. If you werent such a pussy youd just ask the trainer why hes telling you to do x as opposed to y.
and i thought i was an insufferable faggot.