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2020-03-10 at 10:29 AM UTC in I got a job at a factory
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I got sent home. Just got home. They said they aren't going to fire me but i need to cool it. I had an argument with this bitch. All I said was could you be a little more considerate its my first fucking day and she brought her supervisor to talk to me and he told me to just come back tomorrow
The work is so boring anyways. Its not hard just the people I work with aren't even sexy
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2020-03-10 at 10:26 AM UTC in Run My Life...
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2020-03-10 at 5:11 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Feel pretty fuckin good actually. i just fucked up and ate a bunch of chili even tho i wasnt hungry but shit was too dank to pass up. Im down a few lbs again. Got a bunch of smart drugs n shit on the way. Physical therapy scheduled to start in a couple weeks. All my bills paid and still got 4 grand in the bank...which is a miracle for me. Just got back from another NA meeting.
Idk i think im bipolar or someshit but its cool -
2020-03-10 at 5 AM UTC in Here you go, StAr TreKrofl. ^^^. Perfect response.
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2020-03-09 at 7:26 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Dregs Glad you feel good ^
Over 6 days now. Officially the longest I've gone without the alcohol in Idk exactly but definitely over a year. No raging. Not feeling much as I am whenever sober but I sometimes would fake a smile or some shit like that to feign interest in whatever was going on. Not much going on with the feels. Not really more active either…I get out a few hrs a day but thats about it. I don't FEEL like getting out more than that. I sleep a couple hours more a day or night…sometimes nap during the day. Not really enthuased about much. My online time is a lil up too. Ugh I guess its been worth it so far. Maybe I need to just keep on trucking and hopefully I feel an abundance of emotion soon. Unless I'm a robot and don't even know it.
fuck yeah dude! This is the point when you should reallyget involved in doing ANYTHING theraputic if you want it to stick -
2020-03-09 at 10:52 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-03-09 at 7:29 AM UTC in I got a job at a factorythis is the gayest storyline. Hopefully they do some cool shit season 2
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2020-03-08 at 11:57 PM UTC in I got a job at a factoryyo mike shut the fuck up for a second If i sponsor you and promise the court ill keep you away from schools, will you come back to cali so i can beat you smart and then beat you retarded again and then rest my balls on your loser polish face?
Fr tho plz cum 2 cali bb imbored we might be best friends like the brothers who fight in the war with the violence they see there are turned 2 hearts of steel
yadig? -
2020-03-08 at 11:40 PM UTC in I got a job at a factoryok ur food talk is triggering me guise. Ive eaten 950 calories over the last 3 days and im not near as hungry as i thought id be. Just eating a lot of tums.
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2020-03-08 at 11:38 PM UTC in I got a job at a factory
Originally posted by mmQ I WANNA FUCK EVERYONE.
I WANT BATHE IN SPAGHETTIOS.
I WANT EAT AT A CHINESE BUFFET AND JUST TAKE ONE BITE OF EVERY LOADED PLATE AND KEEP GOING UP THERE UNTIL I EMPTY EVERY TRAY OF FOOD THEY HAVE BECAUSE FUCK YOU!
I WANNA BURN A DAYCARE DOWN RIGHT AS THE PARENTS ARE ALL SHOWING UP
I WANNA TAKE THE BIGGEST SHIT IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!
FUUUUUUUCKKKKK!!!!!
This is how i hope steroids make me feel. -
2020-03-08 at 9:18 PM UTC in I got a job at a factory
Originally posted by larrylegend8383 Bro when you're geared up all it does is prime your muscles to grow and repair at a faster rate. If you do nothing for that to happen, it will not. That includes ample protein. I've worked out with guys that are on heavy shit and still have to work their ass off to see results.
If you want to kick start your body transformation with it and then move on from it that's very doable.
If you're looking to just change your overall mood and wellbeing with it that's a crapshoot. I've seen it help people and I've seen it fuck people up mentally. Even if it improves how you feel it's more than likely only temporary. You're better off just improving your diet and making changes the natural way.
Do your own research and make your own judgment call but please don't let the resident schizo lead you to believe something that I can personally tell you is false.
Yeah none of it is anything id want to be on for any extended period of time. Im thinking of it exactly like jumpstarting a car. I just need something to give me enough juice to put in real workouts instead of 30 min on a stationary bike and some fucking stretches. I feel so good lifting heavy weights and trying for better 1 reps, but ive ended up seriously hurting my back, shoulder, hand or hip every single time ive tried in the last 6months and im too stubborn and i patient to go slow. Seeing any kind of physical improvement would do a fuckton for my self esteem so im justmanaging my expectations and trying to be realistic about my goals. -
2020-03-08 at 9:12 PM UTC in I got a job at a factoryYeah in hs at 275 lb i curled 120lb and i never worked out unless coach made us. I dont necessarily want to be cut up, but i think a lot of the pain i feel is from the fact that i’m 6’7”, 335. My musculature just cant deal with that shit anymore. I get what larry is saying. Its not a magic pill.....or shot. But if you manage things carefully, i feel like even at the end of a cycle, long after it was out of your system, youd be better off than you were before. I mean for me, just the stuff i did in my daily life like moving boxes, digging holes, carry sandbags...provided me a ton of benefits. Even just bodyweight exercises at my weight do a ton. But im just fucking drained and everything hurts.
So...idk. Still trying to getsome btc for the testosterone gel. Ill probably start with like a quarter dose and do that for a couple weeks, see if i feel any better. -
2020-03-08 at 8:58 PM UTC in Mean Little Joey Biden
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2020-03-08 at 8:55 PM UTC in I got a job at a factory
Originally posted by larrylegend8383 Oh degrees and such. Ok, Krang. What happens when you stop shooting gear?
I think what theyre saying is that the muscle is real. Even “real” muscle is the result of hormonal changes in the body. While stopping large doses of anabolic steroids does cause your body to withdraw and lose a lot of those gains, there are (apparently) ways to manage it with supplementation and careful cycling. And from what ive read, even the super hardcore shit like turinabol doesnt start causing major problems for at least 3 months. If you do low doses of stuff and keep an eye on things, you should be fine.
At least in my case, the years of heroin and testosterone suppression atrophied a ton of my muscles and wore on my joints. My brilliant plan is use some of the middle of the road stuff to gain back enouh strength to continue working out while i lose weight. Bc the prospect of jazzercise and physical therapy for a year before i can actually start hitting heavy weights and running again makes me fucking depressed. -
2020-03-08 at 8:03 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-03-08 at 6:26 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentSame age as me. 31. And shes slept with 5 guys.
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2020-03-08 at 6:25 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI mean i guess i get it. If i wanted to see her that badly i shouldve made a solid plan instead of just being all wishy washy about it.
But yeah at least for now im okay. But if i have to hear about her fucking this dude anymore, ive already made up my mind im gonna tell her. Its not fair for me to drop some shit on herand make things all confusing and weird if she just found someone that makes her happy, but its also not fair for me to have to hear about it and feel all gross and jealous. -
2020-03-08 at 6:19 PM UTC in Anyone Have experience with steroids and DNMs?Yeah i need to make a concerted effort to only eat stuff with some solid nutritional value. In a few min im gonna eat a couple handfuls of the chicken jerky i made and toss a crown of broccoli in the microwave to steam. For so long i was so exhausted my body felt like it needed carbs to function. id eat mixing bowls of cereal and a whole loaf of fresh 3 cheese sourdough dipped in olive oil and balsamic vinegar. But its really a vicious cycle eating that way.
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2020-03-08 at 6:12 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentNah we still talk just not as much. Its just not the same. Before there was some tension to it because we just wanted to rip each others clothes off, but now its just back to friend stuff. I feel like texting her the kinda stuff i used to text her when shes about to be in a relationship with this dude...is kinda skeevy. But yeah we texted a couple times on friday but when you go from textingn calling each other every 5 min from the time you wake up until you go to sleep- to talking every few days, shits just different.
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2020-03-08 at 6:07 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI have no idea how she met him. Probably online. She fucked him really quick. like within a couple weeks. Thats not her usual MO, but shes got a super high sex drive and had pretty much just been crying about her breakup for 6 months so it is what it is.
