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2021-06-07 at 10:14 AM UTC in made a cool 5 thou ,bragging thread
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2021-06-07 at 10:05 AM UTC in My fiancé's mum said she would lose her baby during birth, now she's sending police to my house for welfare checks because she's worried about the baby
Originally posted by rabbitweed Before you go ahead and kill yourself - because I think you actually have something to offer - should you maybe try not being such a loser?
There's no reason to be an IT support bitch overdosing on benzos at work. You seem like you're a bit smarter than that.
Maybe work towards having a less shit life then see if you want to end it.
It's too bad you're a coward and blocked me so i hope someone quotes me so you can see this. If anyone here is an IT support bitch it's you motherfucker. "you're a bit smarter than that". Aldra would fucking own you any day if he were so inclined you arrogant fuck. "best programmer in the world" my fucking ass. You're lucky Aldra is a good guy. If he decides to stop being nice i hope you realize he has friends with the skills, assets and infrastructure to fuck everything you care about right into the fucking ground you bitch made faggot. -
2021-06-07 at 9:45 AM UTC in ITT we name Jo0s we have a fondness forI can neither confirm nor deny she's Mossad.
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2021-06-07 at 9:44 AM UTC in ITT we name Jo0s we have a fondness forOnly Joo i have a fondness for is an Israeli Cyber Security Researcher who goes by the handle of K3r3n. People in the 'business' might know who i am talking about. She's pretty talented, not only that, she's fun to work with and generally a nice person.
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2021-06-07 at 9:25 AM UTC in made a cool 5 thou ,bragging threadHave you ever made 5k by using any skills instead of being experimented on?
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2021-05-31 at 3:37 PM UTC in Anyone know of any OSS Tools to assist in creating infra/ops/net Diagrams?There are a couple of online once that are pretty good. But i'd like to have something on my box with which i can visualize, a certain type of network infrastructure, either for when i am building a complicated network and i need a concise representation of what i intend to build. Laying out an interaction tree between various components, or as simple as a flow chart to show which actions should be seen if the system that it pertains to is working.
Any of us here familiar with a good open source solution for drawing technical diagrams as it pertains to the stuff i just mention? Currently Running a heavily modified Debian distro. And i' love there to be a program to help me on that OS. However, i have access to most OS's so it is not essential
Anything you like to use in this regard? -
2021-05-31 at 1:52 PM UTC in element.ioAnyone with any web dev skills wanna help me out with a project i have been working on? My preferred language for doing something like that would be NodeJS based perhaps Electron for purposes of running it locally at the end users end instead of being forced to set up a seperate web server.
Data will be coming in from over the web, and a bunch of it. What i wanna do is aggregate it and display it to the end user in a way that provides good oversight of all this data, neatly categorized and all that jazz. It's more of a Data Viz/Data Science project basically. And while i know some R, i am not too well versed in it, which is why i would prefer a NodeJS or Python solution, but a web app will do as well. Like i said for the web app part i'd prefer NodeJS, because it's versatile for both local and actual web, kind of like a web portal. But if you kick ass at PHP or Python that'd be cool. -
2021-05-28 at 7:22 PM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?Good news everyone. Fire actually happened. Everyone was fine. I had the street right just not the exact address. Crisis averted.
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2021-05-28 at 5:39 PM UTC in JiggleBooty Johnson is a plastic printing genius/ really good dude!
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2021-05-28 at 5:21 PM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Don't know, this might be a simulation…speculation either way isn't "mostly true"…it can be "apparently mostly true"…but not "mostly true".
Yes. And so we arrive at 'Cogito ergo sum'. If you wanna believe you're a Boltzman Brain running elaborate simulations on yourself be my guest. But that proposition is not more 'apparently mostly true' than: I am me, you are you, we have imperfect knowledge but we can agree on a reality that seems mostly true most of the time. -
2021-05-28 at 5:12 PM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?
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2021-05-28 at 5:08 PM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?
Originally posted by netstat it has always fucked me up to think about the fact that my identity is nothing but an accretion of sensory experiences and unreliable memories, i've always been someone who prefers solitude (or have i? is this an accurate or significantly distorted perception? i'll never know) so most of my experiences haven't been in the presence of anyone who could corroborate them, many posts and discussion with random acquaintances on message boards and in chats lost to the anaals of the web, i hate being in photos or on video especially recently since everything gets uploaded to the web and eventually shared with the public, but this started as a kid and therefore there's little evidence i know of beyond my memories and some photos and videos i took of things i was building of how i behaved, what i was interested in and what i looked like between the age of about 12 and my current age (30)
i have an idea, but ideas and memories are just heavily pruned neural networks in shitty meat computers, my whole idea of myself and my past may be nothing close to reality
would it have been better to keep more records, documenting and photographing life the way most people are inclined to do nowadays? i'm not sure, some of my memories are pleasant and i don't know if that's because they were genuinely good experiences or if nostalgia has permanently distorted them, perhaps being able to go back and see that maybe times really weren't that great would further ruin me psychologically and destroy what little tether i still have to the world
otoh, maybe knocking nostalgic experiences off their pedestal would make me feel better about the things i currently believe i've ruined through poor decision making, or maybe it would further constrast the ideas in my head about the past with the reality of now and drive me to kill myself
who knows, the only thing i know for sure is that it's better never to be
If we can rely on our knowledge about a certain subject to be mostly true most of the time i think it's safe to assume our knowledge about ourselves is mostly true most of the time. We may never really know for certain, like you said it's an idea.
I seem to have a lot of memories about you. And while they're all just a snapshot and none of them show a clear picture. When i rifle through them fast enough they make a little movie. We can talk about the movies in our head, and perhaps when we see ourselves reflected, if nothing else, it won't be so lonely. -
2021-05-28 at 11:52 AM UTC in Anyone seen ghost/aliens?
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2021-05-28 at 9:52 AM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?
Originally posted by General Butt.Naked
okay i thought this somg was by vertical horizon i fucked it up i apologize
/gay
He's saying there is no such thing as true memories. Which may be true but as long as everyone agrees with me on the state of the collective delusion at least i won't have to feel like a crazy person. -
2021-05-28 at 9:11 AM UTC in Wizards & Men
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2021-05-28 at 9:10 AM UTC in Wizards & Men
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2021-05-28 at 9 AM UTC in If you had a false memory how would you know?Are you familiar with the concept of false memories? It's not just misremembering something. It's like a normal memory but your brain has filed it under 'autobiographical', instead of whatever else it was. I have reason to believe i have a false memory about something.
It's pretty interesting actually. It goes a little like this. When i was really smol, there was a fire in the town i grew up in. In my memory it destroyed a house, and i was there, not in the house or anything, but i remember watching the fire when i was a kid. When i ask people that grew up where i did about it i get mixed answers some don't remember some say, maybe.
I guess i could go to the city ask for the records, the problem is if it really happened i was too young to remember stuff like the date exactly when it was. Too long ago for cell phone cameras as well. I am the unreliable narrator of the story of my life...
Which is an unsettling thought but there is precedent in my brain for something like this. Perhaps you'll recall because i've told parts of this story before. But a girl i used to know got murdered. My brain pulled a switcheroo on me and i could have sworn it was some girl i didn't know that well. Fast forward a few years and i am talking to my high school buddy and we're discussing what happened and we got into an argument about her. Because we couldn't agree on her identity, turns out i knew her a lot better than my brain was letting on.
Know any murdered girls? It's a strange sort of feel, and i wouldn't necessarily recommend it. So i figure my brain agrees with me on that one, which is where the discrepancy arises. However, what's so bad about a fire? To the best of my memory no one died in the fire. Maybe they did maybe they didn't. How would i know? -
2021-05-28 at 8:12 AM UTC in Anyone seen ghost/aliens?
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2021-05-27 at 6:11 PM UTC in I work for a bunch of cucksOh yeah? I am an optimized value extractor. Fuck your economy mine is better. Service; twenny fo seven, don't even mind the weather. If the price is right you know we gonna get there.
It's a Doug eat Doug world out there, man... Bless, bless, to all my niggas up in heaven. -
2021-05-27 at 5:53 PM UTC in Court rules Shell needs to cut emissions 45% by 2030
