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2016-12-16 at 1:49 AM UTC in I wish my true love was like thisI get drugs from my gf on a regular basis, step yo game up.
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2016-12-16 at 1:49 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by the holy ghost For P-OCD it's more like they get the urge to fap to their own thoughts that harass them constantly, to either try tomake the thoughts go away, to test if they're really a pedophile, to compare their arousals to normal thoughts and pedophilic thoughts, or because they "give in" to the thoughts and it makes them feel much worse. Basically their mind tells them "You're a pedo kill yourself" 12 hours a day even though they know they're not, so it becomes an obsession where it's all they think about and their OCD starts convincing them they really might be a pedo. I don't have a problem with pedos I'm just describing the mental state someone with that kind of OCD is in. Their mind takes the thing they're afraid of most and uses it against them to try to make the person commit suicide. There's also homosexuality OCD, transsexual OCD, but I have an even worse type from one specific fetish that weirded me out so much it made me go crazy.
Post last edited by the holy ghost at 2016-12-16T01:46:15.437639+00:00
You speak from experience?
Also if you think "I am a pedophile i should kill myself" then you probably should. -
2016-12-16 at 1:45 AM UTC in Oh boy. 1 billion user accounts compromised in latest Yahoo hack.Ha oh and yeah they used MD5 to hash passwords.
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2016-12-16 at 1:42 AM UTC in Oh boy. 1 billion user accounts compromised in latest Yahoo hack.The DB traders are going to have a field day with this.
Yahoo needs to step their game up, this is embarrassing.
http://arstechnica.com/security/2016/12/yahoo-reveals-1-billion-more-accounts-exposed-and-some-code-may-have-been-stolen/
Top lol. -
2016-12-16 at 1:30 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by the holy ghost To differentiate a fetish between OCD:
Sophie, in general pedophiles:
Even if they're ashamed of their habit (I'm guessing some are), they tend to accept it's part of them
They enjoy thinking about these thoughts
The thoughts don't come to them intrusively
They don't try to avoid masturbating to the thoughts
They don't constantly ruminate on the thoughts
They don't find the thoughts repulsive
If they masturbate to the thoughts, they don't feel like their life is over
They don't doubt the fact they're a pedophile and compare their pedophilic thoughts to other thoughts
Is this true? And then pedophile OCD (I don't have that but it exists) is pretty much pedophilic thoughts with all of these things in the inverse.
Pedophilia is not a fetish. I agree with the rest though, but i don't know about OCD intrusive thoughts as they relate to pedophilia. I would say if you are pretty sure you are not a pedophile but get the urge to fap to CP for shock factor or whatever, then you're not a pedophile. But a 'pile' of that feel you feel when you do shocking shit. -
2016-12-16 at 1:23 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump fap to shapes
I love the shape of an 8yo girl. -
2016-12-16 at 1:19 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Originally posted by Merlin I meant coworkers, but yeah that too
Lol, co-workers. I only associate with them because i fucking have to. They're all retarded. -
2016-12-16 at 1:15 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Originally posted by Merlin I imagine it's only slightly worse than spending all the daytime hours with strangers who you evenutally become closer with than your own family.
Ha, yeah, but at least the people behind the posts are real. -
2016-12-16 at 1:09 AM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelings
Originally posted by Open Your Mind I totally agree that there is an objective aspect to reality outside of our subjective experiences, but I don't agree that our subjective experiences are not real or not a part of reality, rather they are just the subjective aspect of that same reality.
I would argue that subjective experience is an effect of objective reality. -
2016-12-16 at 1:05 AM UTC in I got my ears pierced today.You should get diamonds, unless you're rockin' that emo/alternative look.
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2016-12-16 at 1:01 AM UTC in Twitpy, my first python script, a twitter bot.
Originally posted by Lanny I don't think this does what you think it does:
if not input:
`input` is a builtin function so "not input" will never evaluate true. You might want `if not times:` instead.
except KeyError: 'text'
It's generally considered a bad practice to catch an exception and do nothing with it, but if you do have some code branch where you just need a statement to satisfy the parser python has the `pass` statement which is a noop.
Now i know what this does.
except KeyError: 'text'
Nuffin'. Lol. -
2016-12-16 at 12:56 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by the holy ghost I probably could easily but I don't want to be controlled by my maniacal penis. I can't imagine continuing doing stuff like this and being happy in life or successful. I want to be able to get off to real girls, and not be experiencing literal mental torture from some of the weirdshit I've seen that offended my entire neurology and OCD'd me for months into fapping to it i.e. becoming suicidal. Wtf can I do? Should I nofap for 3 months or am I fucked?
Let go. -
2016-12-16 at 12:51 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
Originally posted by the holy ghost I'm a sexual sadist I've fapped to dead people to or torture/etc but I feel like my interests are becoming even more deviant. Some fetishes I've seen have become constant intrusive thoughts in my mind that try to convince me I like what I saw. Like I've seen some traumatizingly disgusting porn, the thoughts latched on for 6+ months, then because I couldn't get rid of the thoughts I would either fap to them to make them go away or "check" between normal porn and the sick intrusive thoughts. So basically even fucked up fetishes don't get me off anymore, my porn interests are becoming more deviant and making think about what a piece of shit I am, and some porn I've seen has disturbed me so much that I've developed severe sexual OCD about what I saw. Overall, extreme porn is ruining my life.
Sounds like you're ready to graduate to the deep web necro hurtcore style.
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2016-12-16 at 12:42 AM UTC in Would you ever have the balls to do pcp?
Originally posted by the holy ghost psych ward survival guide for people who give no fucks:
try to get prescribed 5+ different medications over your stay to numb you out. they won't get you high but you'll be in an altered state of consciousness where you can't feel pain and with some you'll get mildy euphoric.
get someone to bring you games like a rubix, zobrist cube, books of crosswords and other puzzles, and some printouts of shit you wanna learn
fuck with the weak people
always get seconds of food and take advantage of the varied meals
always oversleep and buy as many snacks as possible
so basically get high on meds, play games the whole time, assert your dominance and enjoy the food + housing
Good advice. -
2016-12-16 at 12:28 AM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelings
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Not the objective parts but the subjective parts are. If reality was completely objective you should be able to know what it is like to be a bat without being a bat.
Nah bruh, there is reality outside of your brainscape of subjective experience. We may not have the mental machinery to know certain things that doesn't mean these things are subjective. -
2016-12-16 at 12:24 AM UTC in DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????Well i am not one to judge, but fapping to dead animals is pretty strange.
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2016-12-15 at 11:44 PM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelings
Originally posted by Open Your Mind I can agree with that, except I don't think "actual reality" is a purely objective thing, reality is actually both objective and subjective. That is why no matter how much as we study and learn about bats you will never know what it is like to be a bat unless you are a bat. Someone experiencing reality differently than you doesn't make their experience not real, just subjectively different, and in my eyes spirituality is very subjective.
Spirituality maybe subjective but reality by it's very nature is not subjective. -
2016-12-15 at 11:30 PM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelings
Originally posted by Open Your Mind That's OK, I was just wondering why you seem to think a spiritual perspective is wrong or a mistake and never got an answer from you.
Imagine you and someone both experienced X in a very similar way, you describe the experience in very similar ways, except this other persons also describes the experience as sexual and you do not. Are they wrong to do so? Is it a mistake? Are they interpreting something the wrong way? Are you? I don't think so. You each just experienced it a little differently than the other.
Well ok fair enough if you put it that way. But if the other person claims that his experience is the objective truth or says anything about actual reality i would have a problem with that. -
2016-12-15 at 11:02 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWish i could buy otc codeenz.
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2016-12-15 at 11:01 PM UTC in Life is more interesting without scientific labelings
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Hey, honestly, why did you stop replying to me man?
Sorry I got bored.
