When I drink alcohol over the last year, I've noticed every now and then that I get flashes of anger that are so pronounced and make me say vile things to my loved ones. This often causes a build up of tension that eventually turns into the end of a lot of my relationships.
I previously went from 27 December 2015 - 2019 Spring, I started drinking wheni went through a break up.
Anyway, I need to get sober and get used to taking my medications on time, regularly. I thnk a lot of my anger stems from not reliably taking my anti depressant 150mg Venlafaxine. My body is all swollen and hurts so much. I need to get my shit together to be a good son.
2021-11-28 at 4:58 AM UTC
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I like Dr Phil a lot.
im gonna pray and try to help my mom as much as possible and be a good perosn and not drink and really try to get on my feet and be someone my mom can be proud of again.
2021-11-28 at 4:49 AM UTC
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Divorce?
Quick Mix Ready I'm sorry for doxing you.
2021-11-28 at 4:48 AM UTC
in
I like Dr Phil a lot.
she's engaged to be married to some version of me that looks like a junkie.
I'm sad everyone. I think my mom hates me and just does this because i have no other family.
Sad.
Decided the next inter racial relationship needs to happen sooner than later. I've been thinking about it a lot. So I really wanna get an asian girlfriend and im realistic, I don't need no geisha weeaboo fantasy girl, I'd be happier with someone who is average like i am like a hmong person
when asian dudes get angry it kinda makes me feel like i'm at a veteran of foreign wars reinactment, im not really too worried about it. I'm trying to figure out how to get STRONGER and more sexy to look at it.
I'm down to fuck an asian dude but I'm trying to be not be a gay person anymore. I hope you fags can appreciate that. I will have sex with trannies but not in a way that i'm lookin for it.
So the asian ppl are very closed off, especially because i'd kinda like it if they weren't the best at engrish when i see them fishing they are in packs of like 20 with grandfathers and babies and shit
tl;dr how i find an asian person to love
2021-11-28 at 4:28 AM UTC
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I like Dr Phil a lot.
I tried to appear on the Steve Wilkos show about five yeras ago when I was dating this really fat rich girl and i was cheating on her with this tiny gay dude and he was gonna fight her on TV and we had this lady we knew from our apartment complex named Momma Mustache and Momma Mustache hated the name (She did have a large mustache tho) and only ever heard my fatass ex call her t hat.
The fat rich girl got a DV for attacking me and got us evicted and then I left her for that!!!! So I tried going on Steve Wilkos and the producers were calling all of us but since Kayla's fatass didn't wanna be embarassed and fight a tiny gay guy on national television over her homo boyfriend she abuses, we didn't get to go.
:(
2021-11-28 at 4:21 AM UTC
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I like Dr Phil a lot.
The shittiest part is not having someone to talk to 24/7 and make jokes with and laugh. I just sit in silence aside from the TV.
2021-11-28 at 4:20 AM UTC
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I like Dr Phil a lot.
I had planned to go back to college, but now it's realy far away since im 35 miles north
i honestly didn't think i was gonna get out of their with my life unless it was in a cop car.
I think drying out and not drinking is my next step.
I did find a dab cart i left here six months ago so im pretty well and fried.
2021-11-28 at 4:08 AM UTC
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I like Dr Phil a lot.
It makes me feel a lot better about myself not being so fucked. & I feel like i gain something watching him or back in th eday like Oprah working shit.
My girlfriend of the last half year and I seperated last night and I lost a bunch of my stuff and i'm back in my mom's house.
I haven't used drugs in two weeks but my drinking's outrageous. Tomorrow will be my first day of sobriety.
I've never lived with a woman who drank and fought me constantly before, but part of me really loved her. WE were only together for six months.
It just sucks that this is my life. I just it was going in a direction that was worthwhile.
My friend said everyone he knows has it, but he didn't tell me this tell i got in the car.
I figured I'll probably not die because I have shit to do.
2021-11-26 at 7:59 PM UTC
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Divorce?
I've been through two major break ups in 2016 (after 7 years) and in August of 2020 (after 3 years) both left me more or less suicidal. I considered suicide by diving into Lake Michigan with all my fishing equipment & no PFD. If you want someone to talk to, HMU and I'd be more than happy to talk. I don't want this to come off as a condescending way, but like I never had an actual father & can empathize with your position. Have you considered getting high (on weed, not alcohol or hard drugs) and picking up a new hobby you always had in the back of your mind? You got a second bitch in mind? Why not combine the two?
PM me for my contact information if you are interested. Whatever you do, don't blow your brains out.
2021-11-26 at 7:29 PM UTC
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Age of Mythology
If we only do 4, I would like to suggest we do 4 + 4AI. AI is the same civ as you are using & we are NOT using ALL TECHS.
2021-11-26 at 7:18 PM UTC
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Age of Mythology
Hey everyone today is Friday. Which means tomorrow is Saturday.
Add ODIN_LOVES_YOU to your steam account and we can get a 4 man game going (maybe 8?)
Would November 27 Noon Central or 6pm Central work better for everyone? As Aldra hooked it up with the game he is the first decider.
2021-11-26 at 1:45 AM UTC
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Age of Mythology
I haven't played in like a week because I've been busy watching pornogrpahy and true crime youtube. I also am rarely on my steam account. I am free most days from 6am to midnight. LMK.
