The Great Wall of China has been to me. On me. In me.
2017-08-10 at 1:37 AM UTC
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I could tell a story
Why did you capitalize every letter in 'need'?
But there is a question.. he just asked one. I'm all for keeping an open mind, but you're being just as closeminded as hardcore skeptics, just on the other end of the spectrum.
I can dig some Naglfar, or Burzum, or oldschool Behemoth, or Windir. Don't know a lot more black metal other than those, honestly. I've found it's harder to get into than other kinds of metal. I tried listening to stuff like Gorgoroth and Dark Funeral back in the day, but meh. Couple decent Immortal songs. Oh shit, I almost forgot Rotting Christ; they're pretty badass.
Hey, Malice. Do you ever stop and think to yourself
Self, maybe spending all this time analyzing myself is
not really
productive
like maybe I should actually
do something
The fact that her pics all (at least all you've shown) have Snapchat enhancement bullshit is pretty telling. Usually ugly girls do that to cover up some of the ugly. She's also definitely fatter than it would seem at first. You can tell just by paying attention to her build in these pics.
Why do you talk about shit like this as if you know all the answers with a certainty? I'm interested in some of this stuff, but it's not logical to act like out of all of human history and billions of people, you know the answers for sure 100%. Even some of the atypical beliefs I have about our history, I realize I don't know for certain. I just think certain things are possible and we don't know one way or the other, but it's silly to pretend you for sure know the answers when that's literally not possible.
The fuck is a crumpet? Y'all trolls postin' in a nigga thread.
How are you doing other than sexually molesting a pile of cocaine? What's been going on?
Vegas is a shithole of degeneracy. That's like saying Japan is fine despite being nuked twice. Have you seen their porn? Their game shows turn into porn, and their porn turns into game shows. Tentacles. Used panty vending machines. 30-year-old virgins. Blurred-out vaginas. A severe lack of white people. Anime. Gundams. Chinpokomon. Godzilla. Lotus flowers. Fukushima. Girls squealing obnoxiously when fucked. Exploding boob commercials. Bullet trains. Nippon sounds like nipple.
Damn, that's fucking rough, Kreep. Shit.
Hydro, I'm still in Texas. Like a city or two north of Houston. Was in jail recently for possession and I got out on deferred adjudication so now I'm on probation with random drug tests. Doesn't suck nearly as much as I would've thought in the past. I was homeless for a few months before I got arrested, so it helps since I don't want to end up like that again. Kinda think I should've just sat in there a few months. Not really because I'm worried about failing a drug test; I've been fine staying sober, but it's just stressful with all the stipulations and costs of the probation. But I feel like if I wouldn't have taken the probation, I almost surely would've gone right back to shooting dope. It's about time I stay sober for long enough to at least get something going with my life.
My dad's helping me out with the financial shit now.. the fees and bullshit, as well as paying for an extended stay hotel for the last couple months. I know he and the rest of my family are only helping me because I'm actually trying to do good now, so that helps too. But I haven't really accomplished much other than sticking to my probation requirements. Feel tired and lacking in motivation all the time, so I've mostly just been sitting around. I really need to go out there and get a job and shit.. I just never feel like doing shit. I should get checked out by a doctor just in case there's something medical going on, since my mom got diagnosed with hypothyroidism recently and said her mom had thyroid issues too. Could be that, or maybe it's just me, I dunno.
I'm so used to being able to just fuck off online and shit. Been years since I've had a steady job. Doesn't help any that my only transportation is a bike. It'd be a lot easier to motivate myself if I didn't have to ride in this hotass heat minimum fifteen minutes to get anywhere, and that's just the closest stores. Makes getting a job and doing that shit daily seem like a drag, besides all the existential shit about how monotonous and pointless that all seems.
So yeah, things are decent, kinda bittersweet. Could be better but could be a hell of a lot worse. Just feel bad about my dad paying all this money.
He said the blast. Think you're talking about the fallout, while he was talking about the actual explosion.
