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2020-11-09 at 3:31 PM UTC in Donald Trump is an unaccomplished loser
what an ungrateful country
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2020-11-03 at 1:03 AM UTC in i had sex with joe biden
he saw my previous post here & was already on his way
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2018-07-17 at 5:29 PM UTC in Post your desktop.
Originally posted by Sophie Why the hell do you cluster your desktop items?
Usually each cluster has a main folder that represents a subject and the items around it are satellites. New items created on the desktop are snapped to a grid, and are therefore very easy to spot amidst the chaos. It's a weird system, I realize, but it's intuitive for me and it sort of works. -
2020-11-06 at 8:11 PM UTC in no more ballots will be counted
the union dissolves today
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2020-11-06 at 6:55 PM UTC in i have a gun & i might have to use it but i don't want to
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2020-11-06 at 8:15 PM UTC in i am a shining star on the cannibal horizon
i'll tell you all about it in my next incarnation
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2020-11-06 at 8:27 PM UTC in donald trump & joe biden having passionate claustrophobic sex in a coffin: sausage nipples lancing, elbows & knees banging on the walls, hairpiece draped across the wrinkles of a porcelain buttock whose tattoo says "delaware, baby!"
civilian is another word for slave
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2020-11-06 at 3:33 PM UTC in Georgia turns Blue. Congratulations to Joe Biden, 46th President of the United States!
i mailed in thousands of votes for trump all over this nation
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2020-11-05 at 11:17 PM UTC in itt: i will disparagingly reference all minorities in one breath
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2020-11-05 at 6:06 PM UTC in Who would make best mod?
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2020-11-05 at 9:28 PM UTC in Is it true Americans don’t have electric kettles?
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2020-11-05 at 6:13 PM UTC in Who would make best mod?
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2020-08-11 at 4:25 PM UTC in dissociative personality states
Originally posted by Sudo How can familiarity escape you through his eyes of it's a manifestation of yourself? Bridge the gap and you will learn to understand it and yourself better.
Manifestation, no. Think of him more like a separate fragment which has differentiated itself. This is what distinguishes DID from other dissociative disorders. Don't presume a core self from which others emanate.
He’s seeing through my eyes at 75%, I'm seeing through them at 25%, I'm receiving mostly his visual impression on top of some of mine. Vision will be monochromatic by degrees according to how dissociated I am, features on the face become more or less prominent depending on who’s looking, physically I may feel out of proportion because the principal occupant (the one furthest forward) has their own spatial self-concept which doesn’t necessarily correspond to our body.
In theory, though, you may be right. I believe that some of this will improve as I learn more about my dissociation. Surprising to me has been that just by putting forth some effort in this way results in improved systemic communication and reduced dissociative barriers. They're handing me these ancient memories I'd banished long ago that they don't want to hold anymore because they're radioactive and, consequently, I'm figuring out why things had to be this way.
The more I come to understand, the more they're willing to talk to me and the less I feel like I'm sharing a room with thirty strangers.
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2020-08-10 at 10:51 PM UTC in dissociative personality states
He likes me on amphetamines and cannabis so that he can more easily occupy the seat of consciousness (either alongside me or instead of), and he's been working our psychiatrist toward further control of the body in this way. He's a long-term planner, and I always wonder if his objectives see him crossing me.
I'm not sure what motivates him apart from sheer amusement, but once in a while, he administers a kind of procedure or technology that he calls "putting a fishbowl on my head" and it dulls my ability to sense internally. I don't know what level of offense to call this, but others will reverse it for me if I ask.
Lately, I feel more of him than of myself, and it's been difficult getting used to. My capacity to choose with the body has been reduced. I see through his eyes, and familiarity escapes me. At the same time, I benefit from his perspective. His consciousness is as sophisticated as mine, and we have different strengths.
Ultimately I would enjoy a partnership between us, which I think is possible now that we've matured somewhat. It's hard having all this go on in a fourteen-year-old body, but free pornography helps and Jeffrey Epstein never hurt a fly; we live in a sick country that murders handsome, clever, successful white men so it can wear their skin. Irredeemable, all of you who participate. There will be riots, I promise. I insist.
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2020-11-03 at 3:07 AM UTC in Post evil thoughts
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2020-11-03 at 6:33 PM UTC in NIScord - A Place for Biden Supporters and Transgender Plurals
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2020-11-03 at 3:12 AM UTC in Post evil thoughts
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2019-01-08 at 6:26 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2020-10-31 at 2:19 PM UTC in Candy rain is not attractive , but plenty of thirsties would stillf fuck the nigger...
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2020-10-30 at 8:53 PM UTC in Wariat free forum
wariat isn't real