2024-07-10 at 8:26 PM UTC
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Adopting a child
I'm not fit to raise a normal child but could if it was like me. That's too much of a gamble though so adoption is better.
2024-07-10 at 8:08 PM UTC
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Adopting a child
A mini me wouldn't need to be talked to like a baby either. They called me serious because I wasn't amused at jokes.
2024-07-10 at 8:03 PM UTC
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Adopting a child
Ig 3 and 4 wouldn't apply if my child was like me. I was quiet as a baby and toddler, speech came a year late.
2024-07-10 at 7:46 PM UTC
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Adopting a child
I think adoption is the only option for me because:
1. I've never wanted to be pregnant and that won't change.
2. My heart is unlikely to survive labour.
3. I can't deal with a screaming baby because of my autism.
4. I can't deal with a toddler because of my autism.
5. I can't talk down to children so I wouldn't be like a mother, more like a mentor.
6. Teenage orphans are less likely to be adopted.
7. I can have conversations with teenage orphans.
8. Teenagers won't be minors for long so there's less commitment and I'm less likely to experience burn-out.
9. I can keep adopting and never be alone.
10. I don't have to stay in contact with a father I could end up resenting.
11. I will already like them. My own child could be a cold psychopath.
12. I will be giving love to people who need it most.
I think about sex on average every two weeks and it's been that way for years.
The only time I've felt really horny, like had to excuse myself horny, was on the day of my Nana's funeral. I didn't start thinking about sex until I was 16 even though I got my first period at 12. I wonder what's wrong with me...
2024-07-10 at 4:42 PM UTC
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Irma Grese
My sister was waiting on a bus to school one day when some girl hiding in the bushes jumped out and hit her head with a rock, just because she was jealous of my sister. Jealous women are capable of anything.
2024-07-10 at 4:41 PM UTC
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Irma Grese
What drew me to her was her sad upbringing. No friends at school, was bullied for being odd. Her mother killed herself because her alcoholic dad was drinking. She left school early because of the bullying, tried to become a nurse but it didn't work out so she joined the SS as she had no qualifications. She didn't fuck jedis. I think she lashed out at women because maybe she was used to them being jealous of her and hated them for it. Apparently she had an affair with Mengele. There was a story that she forced someone to give her an abortion by holding them at gunpoint. She wanted to be a movie star and was the youngest person executed by the UK. I saw the death mask of the man whom executed her. Apparently he was upset about having to do it. You have to take into account her extreme beauty and how malicious jealous women can be, so I wouldn't believe all the stories about her, but I can understand why she would lash out.
Meikai would you say your mental clarity has improved since losing your testicles or has it stayed the same?
2024-07-10 at 3:59 PM UTC
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Irma Grese
I wouldn't look for facts on Wikipedia.
This is worrying.
"Meanwhile, the Minotaur represents a part of yourself that you want to avoid. There’s a behavior you don’t like about yourself, and you feel like it’s catching up with you. This dream invites you to face that part of yourself and try to integrate it into your personality. Instead of running away, try facing your fears head-on. Only then will you be able to find peace."
My sister. We were trying to plan something to do. There was a ballet show on, I can't describe it, jesters, stilts and venetian masks. The uni library. An Asian girl staying in Ireland, beach, clear blue water. Ruins of a maze, murder occurring there, witnessed a minotaur in the area leaving after police showed up. It was like a game at first, colours were nightmarish, black, pink, red and green. The player floated through the maze while trying to avoid death, a flowerhead became a steel razor wheel. The player died. Back with my sister, we talked about stuff and were getting off the bus when a girl made a rude comment. It was the girl who'd beat up my sister as a teen, so I knew she'd be a lot stronger than me. I hit her anyway.
Feel no remorse, no sense of shame. Time's gonna wash away all pain
How am I still conscious after 15 units
I can't wait for my mattress to arrive
