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2024-05-31 at 3:37 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I've made up my mind that I want to bang either the coke dealer or this man I'm messaging, either of them could be traffickers, and I just realised I've never tried to flirt before. Never in my life and idk why it's never been an issue. I can get hypnosis to learn how to flirt but it's hard to imagine what I'd be like, it seems unnatural for me.
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2024-05-31 at 2:57 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI'll know the answer next Friday.
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2024-05-31 at 2:56 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI woke up at 5pm, watched a ballet, went on a cleaning spree, studied for half an hour, flicked through the DBT book, listened to hypnosis and ig have just been having crying sessions and spacing out tonight. The plan was to study again at 3am but I've just been chatting with some man and am thinking about meeting him. Ig I'm bothered because I don't know what will happen, if the exams will go okay, if I'll go on a coke bender or if I'll go on a trip and meet this man instead.
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2024-05-31 at 2:07 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2024-05-31 at 2:06 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2024-05-31 at 2:03 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe only cookbook I have is a fairy one
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2024-05-31 at 1:57 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....Someone must have done it to me otherwise I wouldn't know what it feels like. Ik my mum and sister weren't affectionate to me so it wasn't them. Ig its just bothering me that a memory is trying to surface but won't.
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2024-05-31 at 1:51 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I was watching a video earlier of a woman trying to kidnap a girl, she pulled her ponytail but not in an aggressive way to cause pain, and I feel like someone did that to my ponytail but I can't remember who. Ik for a fact there were only two days in highschool I had my hair in a ponytail because I hate them so it would have to be earlier than that.
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2024-05-31 at 1:24 AM UTC in What words would you use to describe me?
Originally posted by Donald Trump This is true. I heard Moly say recently "we humans are social animals, when you put us alone we go insane". Kafka thinks too much. Thinking can be useful if you're trying to solve a problem, but in general it is a bad thing. People should try not to think.
Fake friends are more detrimental to my mental health than isolation is and I'll never be friends with someone who thinks I'm crazy. -
2024-05-30 at 11:11 PM UTC in What words would you use to describe me?
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2024-05-30 at 10:47 PM UTC in What words would you use to describe me?I'm curious about what I project and other things.
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2024-05-30 at 8:29 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2024-05-30 at 3:31 PM UTC in Men never fail to disappoint
Originally posted by Donald Trump Books are no-shit dangerous as fuck.
People think they are just harmless knowledge and that we should all read indiscriminately.
But books can fuck you up badly.
I'm pretty sure reading Harry Potter makes you retarded, and Lord of the Rings turns you into a sperg.
If you met the sort of people who write books, you would never take anything they have to say seriously.
I agree. My ex gf read Chuck Palahniuk when she was 16 and it messed her up. I read a lot of Christopher Pike in my formative years and feel like it still influences me. Whenever I try to write stories they sound like Christopher Pike ones, so it's like that voice is part of my personality. I've never read Harry Potter and am only reading Tolkien now. I don't think they're that great and dislike how there's few women but I can't appreciate his effort. I wish I'd read more fantasy growing up. Reading the satanic bible at 14 definitely influenced me because it put me off all religion. -
2024-05-30 at 5:22 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....He kind of looks like a tinker. For now it's a no from me unless I find out he reads.
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2024-05-30 at 5:17 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I think it's his big eyes, that maybe he has childish facial proportions and that's what's putting me off. I'm trying to decide if it's a face I could never get sick of looking at.
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2024-05-30 at 5:08 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I'll find out if he reads books
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2024-05-30 at 5:06 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2024-05-30 at 4:09 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..It struck me today that I don't think I've ever owned a pair of fairy wings, not even as a child. I'm wondering why I never bought myself a nice tea set either.
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2024-05-30 at 4:07 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I ate all the CBD gummies and am just studying while I wait for them to kick in, still feel pretty restless. I want to lie down but by spirit wants to keep going.
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2024-05-30 at 2:04 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I think I'm gonna read a Python chapter now that I've realised not doing so is what's making me depressed.
