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  1. I was wondering if grapefruit juice would work or if it had to be a grapefruit grapefruit. if it is the juice what kind should I get?
    Also is there any way at all to increase the side effects thank you
  2. I was wondering if grapefruit juice would work or if it had to be a grapefruit grapefruit if it is the juice what kind should I get?
    Also is there any way at all to increase the side effects thank you
  3. Originally posted by Bradley Are you in the U.S. or Europe?

    Us
  4. Originally posted by Twinkie the kid benzos are usually not a first line treatment unless your doctor is just a glorified drug dealer that doesn't give a shit

    first line is therapy and usually something like an SSRI or some kind of mood psychiatric medication.
    They could also give you a short term script for ativan or xanax if you have really bad panic attacks (just say you do lol)

    honestly the drugs you get from it aren't even that good and I don't even seek them out or take them myself even though i have serious issues. Alcohol is better

    They already have me on some of those medications alcohol is nice but it cost money and has calories
  5. It don't really matter what benzo I have an appointment coming up with a teller health person who's going to write me some prescriptions for anxiety and depression but since this is an actual telehealth thing and not just someone offline it just wants money I don't know what to say or if she'll go for it any advice thanks
  6. Went to a mental hospital from May 14th to May 21st.
    Went to the hospital emergency room on the 13th at night around 11:30 and then midnight ish I thought I could get into a mental hospital around my area but I ended up getting into a mental hospital about 60 70 miles from where I live. so I was uncomfortable the first two days in the mental hospital I didn't talk to anyone I just kept my hands over my face and I just stayed in the corner. but eventually I talked to someone and then I got more comfortable and then I started talking more and more and more. there was a lot of drama people would flip out over things that you think that people normally wouldn't flip out about. the food was okay a lot of bacon a lot of bread they served bread with every single meal. we have smoke breaks where they provide you cigarettes but you only get one free cigarette per smoke break but you have like seven or eight smoke breaks a day. they didn't want to give out anything for anxiety like benzo wise they would just give you hydroxyzine for the most part. you could tell pretty much who like the leader of the patience was you could just get that vibe or at least I could. I think it was I won't say good for me but it was helpful for me. but it was definitely an experience this one new patient came in at the middle of the night and he went in everyone's rooms and that's a big no no and he was shutting doors and he was at one point he grabbed the chair that was in his room or something and threw it against the window like it's harder they could and the window didn't break at all. and he just kept freaking out and we talked to the night nurse that night and she looked at us like we were drug seekers because we were like look man our anxieties high as hell now and we can't go to sleep and we want this guy moved or we want to be moved or we want our doors locked for the night and she looked at us like we were drug seekers. I lost my stuff in there I came in with two shoelaces on my shoes I came in with my wallet I came in with a little bit of money like seven bucks and they lost it all there was nothing I could do I mean I made the report and got the money back but there was nothing I could do about the other stuff they had lost it. they had a gym in there where you can play basketball or do yoga or play football. where we smoke that they had a table that you could sit down and then they had like a little walkway and I mean little. and they give you medication to go home with they provided me transportation so I can go home via like an Uber. I have dreams that I'm back there sometimes and some of them are good and some of them are bad. they hook you up with therapist that you can talk to when you leave and then that therapist hooks you up with a psychiatrist who can write you medication and stuff. pretty much that's it if y'all want to know anything else that I didn't touch on let me know and I'll answer it as always. iseedivision
  7. Sometimes I feel like I already jumped and everything that I'm currently seeing is just my life flashing before my eyes
  8. Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Who are you, John Silph-Blaime (inventor of self-blaming yourself)?

    I am a depressed loner pretty much all alone
  9. Originally posted by Incessant Nah just get better friends who aren't shite

    I wish bro but around here even half as good is gobbled up
  10. I thought I was just a depressed loner pretty much. But I've been hanging out with my neighbor and I even installed his TV today. but now I'm thinking my problems not me because I've been nice as you can get,/ courteous as fuck. and he still kind of getting an attitude with me. and now I'm kind of thinking either maybe I should grow a backbone or I'm too nice for this world and I should hang by a rope
  11. I'm going to rape her
    tape her mouth shut
    stick my dick
    up her butt
    bust a nut
    she's my slut
    what what what
    what what what
    will not take
    no for an answer
    I don't care
    if she has cancer
    Put my dick
    inside her clit
    bust a nut
    like a zit
    I am fat
    she is fit
    When she rides me holy shit
  12. Originally posted by mmQ I'm gonna write Poncheaux regardless of your approval and he's gonna be the main character.

    Thanks.


    We can make more than one book
  13. Originally posted by Kafka I’m gonna pass because you don’t seem that invested in it yourself, don’t see how it could work, haven’t read any of your writing and a male superhero story isn’t my cup of tea.


    It doesn't have to be male
  14. This will be a community project and at the end when it's all finished we're going to send it into a bunch of publishers until they publish it and if they don't publish it will threaten them and if they still don't publish it we can threaten their families let's unite
  15. Originally posted by Sudo That's the one where his uncle Valderrama touched his ringpiece and left a scar. He is later touched again by an old man named dumblecock. The full title is "Harry Potter and a series of unfortunate molestations"


    Lmao
  16. Originally posted by Sudo So it's like Harry Potter but worse? I'll take 10 copies pls

    I write gay lil short stories sometimes but just started writing a longer form one that's been kicking around my head for some time. It's basically about a farmer who keeps finding dead bodies.

    I really want to write a non fiction book about someone who is still alive and is suspected of killing 7-10 people, I don't think any were women and none were sexually motivated, some had to do with horse training. He was just found not guilty of murder a year or so ago in the only case that made it to trial. The police publicly named him as a suspected serial killer and he won a huge lawsuit, then he ripped down a radio tower while he was under police surveillance for murders and eventually beat the charges after a long trial. He's still alive and lives in an old folks home and is notoriously unfriendly so it would be hard to interview him.

    Anyway writing is cool



    I forget how Harry Potter goes is that the one with the ring? But yeah man your story sounds cool let's write it we can put our own little spin on it
  17. Was wondering if there are any good telehealth companies that are quick to give benzos I used to have a prescription but I haven't had one since September
  18. Originally posted by Lodger Free So you start in the middle

    9 point outline for dummies


    Work to the end. Then go to the start because now you have material for a characters background

    Then you heavily edit anything that denotes holes in the story or connotative fact lines

    Yeah exactly and I want the community to help me with it so this can be a community project
  19. Originally posted by Kafka If you want my honest advice make that plot someone’s backstory.


    Yeah I thought about that but I'm trying to make it into a whole story like maybe that could be the opening of it and then could add to it or I don't know maybe the main guy becomes a hero or a villain or something that's why I need help with it
  20. Originally posted by RIPtotse


    David cross is my hero.


    I think it's awesome that there show back in the 90s featured people who would go on to be moderately famous
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