Posts by Iseedivision

1. 2022-04-21 at 12:24 AM UTC in My anxiety is making me a coward
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Smoke more weed 😜

   
   
   Thanks but pot normally makes me paranoid
   I normally stick to downers
2. 2022-04-20 at 11:05 PM UTC in My anxiety is making me a coward
   Iseedivision Houston
   Wanted to go somewhere today but am too anxious to leave unless someone is with me idk what is wrong with me I'm a grown man and I hate this about myself I am so aggravated at myself I feel like punching a wall or something if someone else did this to me I would be so disappointed
3. 2022-04-20 at 2:08 AM UTC in Favorite nick cartoon and cartoon network cartoon
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by Sudo Anyone remember clone high? That show was madly underrated but if I recall rhe creators went on to have big careers working for major studios or perhaps they killed themselves idk. The oblongs was really good too. Undergrads and moral oral, shiiiiiizzzz there was so many. I didn't have nick because Canada but we had Ytv that I'd watch at my grandma's and watch reboot, bump in thr night and freaky stories NAHMEAN

   
   
   Yeah The oblongs and moral oral was a really good show
4. 2022-04-20 at 2:05 AM UTC in Favorite nick cartoon and cartoon network cartoon
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by CandyRein I actually watched those too…and Johnny Bravo

   
   
   I forgot about johnny bravo that was a good show
5. 2022-04-20 at 1:49 AM UTC in Favorite nick cartoon and cartoon network cartoon
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by CandyRein I grew up on Rockos modern life… Rugrats…AHHHHHH real monsters…Doug… Ren & Stimpy etc..

   
   
   
   Those are good shows I grew up with the Powerpuff girls Billy and Mandy Dexter
6. 2022-04-20 at 1:48 AM UTC in Favorite nick cartoon and cartoon network cartoon
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by Rape Monster do those have hentai

   
   
   
   No
7. 2022-04-20 at 12:14 AM UTC in How do you keep from doing stupid stuff/acting stupid on alcohol
   Iseedivision Houston
   Like stop from saying dumb stuff or acting dumb
8. 2022-04-19 at 10:11 PM UTC in What are you doing for 4/20
   Iseedivision Houston

   Originally posted by mmQ Celebrating my birthday with a wide array of festivities.
   
   Thanks!

   
   
   Happy birthday mmQ
9. 2022-04-19 at 9:37 PM UTC in Favorite nick cartoon and cartoon network cartoon
   Iseedivision Houston
   What is your favorite nick cartoon
   And what is your favorite cartoon network cartoon
10. 2022-04-19 at 9:18 PM UTC in What is your favorite movie to watch while drunk
    Iseedivision Houston
    What is your favorite movie to watch while drunk
11. 2022-04-19 at 7:17 PM UTC in What are you doing for 4/20
    Iseedivision Houston
    What are your plans what are you watching
12. 2022-04-19 at 5:32 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sad
    Iseedivision Houston

    Originally posted by gadzooks I drink until I run out of money.

    
    
    I thought about doing that but I'm too sad to walk down to the gas station
13. 2022-04-18 at 7:49 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sad
    Iseedivision Houston

    Originally posted by Kafka I would think that I have to be someone who doesn't need anyone. If you can't cope then you have to be someone else who can cope. Drugs, read books because then you're with the author, plan fun things to do, occasionally stay in hostels to meet people, or there's support groups for lots of things and it's easy to get numbers there. Online diary, spam people on discord.

    
    
    
    I forgot to tell i have anxiety
    as far as the drugs I use to take recreational drugs like all the time but now I only do drugs/drink maybe like 2-3 times a month as I do enjoy it but feel as though it's a crutch and when I was using almost every day it was to escape reality and I don't want to get back in that pattern
14. 2022-04-18 at 7:19 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sad
    Iseedivision Houston
    I was on meds for depression but stopped taking them about a month ago and even though my depression has came back I will not take the meds as I feel it is a crutch and that it's not the real me.
    I was wondering what some of you do when you feel sad or alone I have no vehicle and very little money but am open to any advice thank you
15. 2022-04-17 at 11:20 PM UTC in the new reality
    Iseedivision Houston
    Been better my depression is starting to kick in
16. 2022-04-17 at 11:09 PM UTC in How many beers do you drink?
    Iseedivision Houston
    How many beers do you drink and how often
17. 2022-04-14 at 1:09 AM UTC in Sick of the people in my life
    Iseedivision Houston

    Originally posted by Lodger Free Edgy and is detoxing
    
    
    How am I edgy and I don't think I'm detoxing because I've been clean for more than a month

18. 2022-04-12 at 9:27 PM UTC in Sick of the people in my life
    Iseedivision Houston
    I am tired of the people in my life everybody from my friends to my enemies they're all blending together and I stare at the wall all day long until I start to see shapes and sizes and colors trip out basically I've recently quit drugs which has in turn actually made my life worse as I now suffer from crippling depression I live with a roommate a family member I feel as though it will be better not to show emotion around anyone I have cut all of my medication from depression to bipolar to anxiety I have stopped going to my therapist counselor and psychiatrist I try to shove all bit of emotion down i have no job and can't get one I am stuck with what feels like a war inside my head one part of me feels like hating everything and everyone and the other part feels like going in a corner and crying it is also not helping as each day I feel disconnected and dissociated from everyone even myself