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2022-09-22 at 3:51 PM UTC in I've decided not to cut off my fingerAfter giving a lot of thought to it I've decided that it's not worth it instead I'm just going to break my collarbone
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2022-09-22 at 12:13 PM UTC in I'm going to cut off a piece of my finger tmrw
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2022-09-22 at 12:12 PM UTC in I'm going to cut off a piece of my finger tmrw
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2022-09-22 at 12:11 PM UTC in Anyway to get painkillers from the er for back pain
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2022-09-22 at 3:44 AM UTC in Anyway to get painkillers from the er for back pain
Originally posted by RIPtotse R u really that dumb? Go find a vic or a perkky and make an appointment with a clinic if u want opiates so bad.
If ur just on pills u might like subs.
I hate subs cuz my tolerance was always dealer-with-a-habit tier.
Either way, you might as well start shooting dope now cuz u prolly will later.
Like i said b4 just get on methadone, if u find a good clinic that takes all insurances its free. Otherwise 10-20 bucks a day.
Im on almost 200mg a day (about 600mg morphine a day equivalent) and id literally have to slam prolly a whole g or 2 of street fent to even feel it.
This is what got me clean initially as thats not really financially feasable. Now that its been a couple years i honestly dont think about opiates.
I plan on starting to reduce my dose after i get my batchelors..maybe sooner if i feel froggy, but im not rushing it this time, as i was on mdone for like 3 yrs from 19-22ish and i went from 240mg a day to 15mg in about 7-10 months and quit no wds…except i relapsed 5-6 months later.
Im not letting that happen this time. I want 5 yrs str8 clean from h/fent b4 i start going down again.
I ain't trying to get dope all I'm trying to get anything like 10 to 15 vicodins just enough to last the rest of the week pretty much -
2022-09-22 at 1:17 AM UTC in Anyway to get painkillers from the er for back painAnyway to get painkillers from the er for back pain
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2022-09-22 at 1:17 AM UTC in Anyway to get painkillers from the er for back painAnyway to get painkillers from the er for back pain?
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2022-09-21 at 11:28 PM UTC in I'm going to cut off a piece of my finger tmrw
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2022-09-21 at 10:43 PM UTC in I'm going to cut off a piece of my finger tmrwThe reason being is for painkillers how far would you recommend the cut go im gonna try to go to the medial phinlange which finger do you recommend I go with or if you have a better idea that doesn't involve me cutting off a piece of my finger I'd love to hear it
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2022-09-21 at 9:07 PM UTC in How to get prescribed pain meds from the er
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2022-09-21 at 8 PM UTC in How to get prescribed pain meds from the erNeed to get prescribed some painkillers probably from the ER since I don't have a GP I am in the US I don't really care if I have to break something just nothing to do with my growing or my ass instead of that I'm open to pretty much any ideas
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2022-08-30 at 3:22 AM UTC in why does everything feel like it's getting worsewhy does everything feel like it's getting worse?
Movie's,tv shows,food, video games just feels like everything is getting worse and people are getting used to it. I'm starting to feel like nothing is going to be good again. -
2022-08-29 at 4:37 PM UTC in Addicted to escaping
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2022-08-29 at 3:42 AM UTC in Addicted to escaping.
Originally posted by Bradley Hey Isseedivision, I can't remember if you're a female or not. Have you ever had a baby? Maybe that would help.
If you're a man, why don't you get off your lazy ass and get a fucking job??? There's an idea. If you work 10-12 hours a day to pay for some other niggas kid you'll be so happy when you get home on your 3,000!!!! $ mattress you probably won't even wake up for shit.
But this whole waaaaaaaaa waaaaaa i wanna lay around and sleep 24 hours a day shit's gotta go. You know who would KILL to have your life? My friend Edrisa in The Gambia. He LOVES being a live, his favorite hobbies are "having his bills paid," "going to work", "eating (any) food" and when someone lets him ride in the back of a truck. He literally told me there is nothing he wouldn't do to have a fat white girlfriend, a job doing construction in the sun, and a small apartment style home.
& u wanna just lay on ur bunk like a punk. What gives???
maybe u need some BAD shit to happen to you to make you appreciate how good you got it. Got a gas station near you? Huff gas and tell your family you're choosing to huff gas and live under a bridge, don't tell them which bridge, go escape down there for a week and ask yourself MAN would I love to just have some warm pizza, an air conditioner on High and some good porn to watch.
You'll be as appreciative as the pope when he's asked to baby sit for the weekend.
Can't tell if you are trolling or not but the grass always looks greener on the other side
I never said I have it bad there are lots that have it worse than your friend though -
2022-08-29 at 3:32 AM UTC in Addicted to escaping
Originally posted by Bradley maybe you should copy and paste this thread other places to get more attention.
back OT, op do you have a romantic interest in your life (IDK if you're a man or a woman), do you not want to fuck?
Have you tried finding something you're good at like a hobby or a vocation?
Does anyone love you?
Nah I'm 24 male but my interest is not with anyone more interested in drugs
Hobby might be good I guess I just don't know where to start with a hobby I think I might start doing some light artwork
Yeah I got people that love me and I love them like some of my family -
2022-08-29 at 1:13 AM UTC in Addicted to escaping
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2022-08-29 at 1:11 AM UTC in Addicted to escaping
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2022-08-28 at 11:39 PM UTC in Addicted to escapingAddicted to escaping
I thought I was addicted to drugs and drinking and maybe I am but because it's a form of escape.
Now it's getting to the point where it doesn't matter I'm on depression medicine and it's working as well as it can I guess but it's not working like it was a few months back when I started it.
I would rather sleep like 20 to 22 hours a day just to escape.
I'm not suicidal or homicidal I just feel a little off but not unstable.
And am unsure what I should do -
2022-08-28 at 11:38 PM UTC in Addicted to escaping.Addicted to escaping
I thought I was addicted to drugs and drinking and maybe I am but because it's a form of escape.
Now it's getting to the point where it doesn't matter I'm on depression medicine and it's working as well as it can I guess but it's not working like it was a few months back when I started it.
I would rather sleep like 20 to 22 hours a day just to escape.
I'm not suicidal or homicidal I just feel a little off but not unstable.
And am unsure what I should do. -
2022-08-25 at 1:41 AM UTC in Returning stolen items